Saturday, 21 January 2012

our first monthsarry.

its 21st today. And its our first monthsarry being together. Alhamdulillah..

Yes, we've been together since 21st Dec, 2011. 21st is the special number to me. Im in a 21 organisations. And yes, 2112 is something special. 02/01/12, we went to miri sama sama. Its just, alhamdulillah.. I really thank God.

Our loves, we involves our families along. And their positives. I even slept over at her place. Shes even slept over my place. With the families knowing, i felt blessed. Learning frm my mistakes. Yes..

We make it different this time. More plans for the future, its just awesome. Shes special. My family loves her.

She even make conversations with the parents, with the brothers, the sisters. Wow.. Im happy! Alhamdulillah..

Facing life together, doing things together. Shes my everything. Wel, i maybe said this before, but honestly, shes different. Im not comparing, but yet, thats just the fact. I want her to be my 'halal'.

My place is her home as well. Not just house for stoping by, but home. I accept her, and the family accept her too. I thank God, that God send her to me. Not just to me, but my life.

We shared everythings like we used to do. Choosing to be happy. And what else is her family accept me for who i am. Bapa, mami, nini bini, nini laki, her brothers, her cousins, her friends, even her bungsu. Alhamdulillah..

The business that we're doing is really are make everyone around us positives. Even my business partner says that, we are perfect for each other. Not just one person who said that, but many. They appreciate us.. Alhamdulillah..

Seriously, she make things different. When she came to my life, everythings great. Everyones happy. And we wanna maintain this. With God's willing.

We both knows our own limitations and we both knows we can face this peacefully. Cause we're in this together, whatever it takes. Melancholy Choleric, should be alright. She knows where shes heading. Same personalities, that makes us perfections. Not just us, but people around us whos saying that. And we both believe that. Alhamdulillah..

Somehow, i just wanna say, "Happy First Monthsarry" to us dear baby! May God always bless our relations til He stop us frm living. Amin, Alhamdulillah..

Til here guys, and selamat menunaikan fardhu subuh. Cheers.. <3 :)

Friday, 20 January 2012

we meet again.

i just wanna share here how happy i am with my baby. Shes awesome. Same personality, same love langguages, and understanding. Which shes my everything to me. Everyone was shocked when i said, i knew her since i was in frm 4. Yes, we used to be friends. But, only friends who shared everything. She always find a way to find me. Wherever i go. Thats her before.

Last year, when my relations with my ex is complicated, where the moment she asked me to move on, thats when i started to pray to God, and asking Him, how i wish i could find someone who knows me for who i am. Then, few nights before im going to Jakarta, i was out with friends. Idk, somehow, i wanna pee. We stop by at Centre Point, Gadong. And there, i meet someone. Shes my long lost friend. As usual, applying people skills and asking for her number. God sent her to me. Plus, i got new name list.

After i got back frm Jakarta, the night before TPS, she misscalled me. I was shocked. Cause the next day i should call her. Then, we texting and meeting up. On that night jua, im applying what ive read, and yeah, knowing everything. And finds out that shes also had a broken relationship. So we shared everything, and i learned alot frm her. Mostly my mistakes towards my ex. Im awaken by her. But, Alhamdulillah. She accept me for who i am.

The next day, we meet again. TPS, i bring her along. That night where i introduced her to my siblings. To my sister, abng and my little sister. After that i started to know her desire. She opened up everything to me. Again, i learned something frm her. I thank God that God send her to me.

The next day, we meet up again. But this time, i bring my little sister along. We had fun. Knowing each other. Sharing everythings. And that night, i felt something. Something about her. Mostly the time i send her bck home. Everysince that, i felt something missing. Cause that night, she took away my heart.

After we meet up again, i started to forget all my past. I only sees the future everytime shes around me.

How and when we're together, will post it sooner. Til here then. Cheers..

Friday, 6 January 2012

Lets get better life.

so, since i couldnt sleep, i wanna post. Just wanna share something good. Hopefully its good.

Please do agree with me that, no one is perfect is this world, and every make their own mistakes. More crazy is, some of them thinks that their good enough to be perfect. But yet, their thinking is still inside the box. Still poor mindset.

What i mean here, is that, everyone one of us has their own potential. But everyone just afraid to use it well. Everyone knows that their too good for themselves. But, still thinks that their so bad. Everything is in our mind.

Let me share what i know about mindset. Our mind is very powerfull among all of our body parts. Why so ? Cause every happens is happend in our mind already. How i know this ? Frm all books that i read says the same thing about mind. Its begin with the end in mind.

Thats why we need to feed our mind like we feed our tummy. I bet, everyone of us, like to eat good stuffs, and also nyummy foods. Who doesnt, right ? But, when it comes to mind, why some of us didnt try to feed our mind with some good stuffs too ? Like example, positive words.

Being positive minded is the begining to have positive life. Once we read or listen to positive, our life turns to positive. Being positive is always special. Not just to us, but people around us. Cause everyone couldnt make others to be positive, but everyone of us could make themselves positive instead.

In a book says this, who you becoming is to whom you listen to. If we listen to negative, we'll be one of it. But, if we listen to positive, we'll be better and better. And i believe in that. Cause, even all successfull people in the world, they listen to audio cds. Just to protect their mind.

Theres also another way to protect our mind is by reading motivational books. Theres alot of great books that can improve our self development. We who need to change first, then people around us will change as well.

Another best way to protect our mind is the places where we should be. The environment. Where we should be to protect our mind is at the positive environment. Who we're hangging out with. Who we're dealing with. We also needs to know and understand people. Applying and sharing ideas with other people. Cause, actions cure fear.

The conclusion is, we need to be simple and easy to duplicate. Thats just the great life who everyone dreams of.

I'm maybe wrong, but no one is always right. and im still learning how to guide my own life. And i always put God in me, so that no one can stop our way. Let God guide us with our prayers.

"Change your thinking, change your life."

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Wednesday, 4 January 2012

the morning lights.

its early in the morning now. But yet, i couldnt sleep. Which i dont know why ? Hmm..

Somehow, let me shared my day yesterday. I wokeup early yesterday. Kononnya kn bgnkn my baby since her first day of being employee. But yet, terbalik. Ya pulang yang wakes me. Haah.. She called me and saying sorry. Aiyo.. Its all good baby.

Was planned kn jogging and after that joining daddy mengejar impian. But, since i slept late malamnya, i spent my day in my room saja. Tidur.. ;s thats bad! I know..

Then, by 1ish to 2pm, i wokeup cause my baby texted me. Tot shes busy with her work, but then inda. Pagi saja. So, she texted me kn jumpa. Since shes on ride. So, i woke up and grabbed my lunch. Melayan udang ~ hahah.

Then, few mins after that she came to my place along with her older brother and her close cousin. So, we hang around for awhile and knowing each other. Then, since shes in a hurry, around ptg-ish, i forgot what time, my baby jalan tia with them.

Then since malamnya infonite, im getting ready awal and done with my asar and magrib. By 7pm, me and the parents, went to kiulap. Then my baby came.

Infonite last nite was great. More knowledge and more information. Alhamdulillah..

Once everything done, we all went back home. Abng came, then tunang kaka came, then kaka and si princess dtg. Since sorg sorg lapar, mummy prepared foods for our late dinner satu family. I feel blessed that everyone was there. The parents, abng, kaka and her fiance, me and my baby and si princess. We eat together, shared some stuff. And funny things that, the parents tot my baby's sleeping over the night. But too bad she couldnt. Even kaka asked her to sleep over. But she has things to do this morning.

After everythings done, i sent her back home to her place. And all the way she hugs me. I felt so blessed to be with my baby. Alhamdulillah..

Enough said, will post again sooner. Cheers! :) end.

Tuesday, 3 January 2012

You and I, both.

okeh, blogger! Since its 2012 now, here i wanna say,

"HAPPY NEW YEAR !!" ;D

i know that im late for 3days ? But, who cares ? Haah..

Can't deny that i was beeeeing busy with love ones. But, alhamdulillah.. I did celebrated my new year with her family. And i was great!! What make it interesting was, during the new year night, ada doa selamat for her parents anniversarry, and my baby blackmailed me by asking me to baca doa selamat. Wow.. Thats soooo new to me! And the parents even supported her daughter to ask me baca doa selamat. Seriously ? In front of bapa, mummy, nini laki, nini bini, the brother and his wife and her little brothers ? I was nervous!! ;s but, alhamdulillah.. Ive made it with the help of Iqbal. Wahh.. I really falling inlove. Not just with my baby, but her family. They accept me with an open heart. Alhamdulillah.. Seriously, i never felt this way before. Been accepted for who i am. I really thank God.. Alhamdulillah.. :')

To be honest, i learned from my mistake and now its time for me to make things right. God send her to me. And i appreciate that. You knew that..

21 is always been a special number. What make it special, the person im with. The kind heart person who also had desire and willing to change. Just.. We're heading on the same direction, with full of limitation, to get our satisfaction, for being perfection. Thats just who we are. <3

and we both understand that, we couldnt change the past, and past, stays in the past. We just accept it and willing to face the better. Better for the future. Alhamdulillah..

And yesterday afternoon, we had a trip to Miri. And it was great! First time, had a very long trip with love one. Its really different and cant wait bulan 3, to go Jakarta sama sama. ;D

wel, mun kan dishare panjang pulang lgi nie, but i get enough til here dulu.

"We're moving to fast, just to forget our past."

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