i make it different ..

hello and good morning readers. wel, im bored now di office. so, yeahh.. beblog thh kuu sekajap. hahah. anwy, yes, lately.. im being busy all the way. huhh.. lalahh brabis. but, yatah tuu baa.. the question here is, cann i have my rest ? i believe, resting is just killing my dreams. why i know this ? its because, my abng told me so. this is not the right time for me to get my rest. why ? because, once i see myself on the finish line, thats is the right time for me to get my rest. which is true juaa. he done that. he knows better than i do.

as i said, i wanna make it different. i wanna have a great life. instead of good life. thats what my rich parents said. :) mun gnyaa tauu cakap, siapaa pun bulehh kn ? we need to do the work juaa kn ? so, yeahh.. as the pepatah told us all, "bersusah susah dahulu, bersenang senang kemudian" :) what we all want is, kesenangan right ? i believe nda org yang anehh mauu kesusahan. and yes.. at first, kuu ketawakan tuu that pepatah. macam apaaaaaan i said.. akuu susah kaa, akuu sanang kaa, so what ? but, rupanya.. i was wrong. adaa juaa banarnyaa panyaa. hee. dont do the same mistake that i did. :)

but, yes.. nothing wrong to do alot of mistakes juaa. mengapaa ? pasal, without mistakes, cnaa tnii kan belajar kann ? heeh.. we always belajar from our mistakes. so, indaa salah buat salah. :)

i wanna ask sikit.. do youu wanna have a better life ? no need to answer me. but, youu can answer it to yourself. what do youu want in life ? is your life. youu the one who drive your life. driving without lesen lagi tuu. so, what ? no one will stop youu. and only god cann stop youu. so, live your life. make a different.

theres a words yang give me semangat always.. it says that, " if youu want to make a different in youu, you must always start in a different ways " malaynyaa, " kalau anda mau sesuatu yang berbeza, anda awali dengan sesuatu yang berbeza " so, its your choice. pick your own destiny. make a story of your life. lets fight for freedom ! make it different in youu. success in life all and have a nice day. cheers ! :D

only success cann create a smile. :)

THE JUSH's FAMILY.


those smiles only created when we succeed. being success in life is more important to this family. yes, i know we can survive. we will and i will. as i promise to my dad, to clear his dept. and to my mum, to built home instead of house, and to my lovely sister to achieve her scholarship. and to my 'luar biasa' brother, i will make youu proud of me bang. thats my big promise to this family. i promise and those smile will gonna be there till im gone. i promise.. deh, meh, pep, bang.. and to my other siblings, abng joy and kaka fozy, i will always LOVE youu guys. youu guys are my everything now and always. i love youu.. :')

happy birthday !

just wanna wishh youu HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Nadirah Nordin. may god bless youu and always do take care. hee. be happy and success in live. and im sorry if i ever pernahh buat salah to youu. im sorry. :')


p/s; sorry, ndaa chocolates involved lagii. hee. :P happy birthday. :):)

my dad is my hero. x')

first of all, i would like to say im sorry dad. i dint meant to hurts youu. its just that, i dont like when youre acting on your on ways. it hurts me alot. i know its difficult for me to say this. actually, i do love youu for the rest of my heart, dad. without youu, im nothing. eventho we're not that sekepala, but all i even wanted is just youu being a father and me being your son. i just need to be loved by youu. thats gonna be enough for me. i know i did alots of mistakes sudahh. i know it hurts youu. eventho youu dont know why im being stressfull enough. atuu punn sebenarnyaa, its because of youu dad. i had to admit it.

it hurts me when youu get hurt. seriously, everytime im alone in my room, i did think how to solve your problems. how to clear your dept. i even cried. youu dont know that. i cried inside. eventho youu had to pay your dept, but youu still can lend me some money. i know its so muchh pengorbanan. and it can cause youu and mum had a small fight thinking about money. but, i promise youu this dad. one day, withh my business i had, i will clear your dept. i will prove to youu that i can. i know that i can prove nothing now, but one day i will. eventho i had enough buat youu maluu and stressfull. masaa i was in school and till im here now alive. i know i always menyusahkan youu dad. and, here i wanna say again im sorry for many reason.

i know that i dint make youu proud of your son. i know that. but, being a father like youu, i always admire youu because youu can still accept me as your son. youu can still do anything for me. eventho im the one who indaa peduli langsung. i love youu dad, i always do. youu are my hero. and i promise youu, i will be your hero one day. that i can promise youu. and all i ever dream of is that, i want us to be happy like we were before. walaupun i dint success in my education, which i know youu hate me for being that. but i prove youu wrong, i will success in life. i promise..

one day, i will make youu proud. i want youu to be on top semulaa. like youu used to be before. i just want youu to be my only hero in my life. no used if i just let my tears falling down without i do the things. so, i will and i will do anything to make youu happy. and i will create a smile on your face, agaun ! that i promise youu, daddy. i love youu, H.M. Julaihi.

i'm sorrry ! :)

wow.. when i read back my posted, macam semuaa thh kann nigatip gnyaa. wel, here i wanted so say, i'm sorry for being maybe rude and all. sorry much ! youu know.. people with feelings. anything cann happend. aiyoo.. kurang bacaa bukuu tuu ertinyaa. anyhow, here again i make it out loud, I'M SOOOOOOORRY ! titik ! :/

funny, funny, funny !

well, its always started with happiness and ended with sadness ! thats just love.

gilaa, i just wanna share sikit here how stupid my love life is. and thats why i never wanted to be or anythings with love shit. wel, some would say that, love is that, love is this. but, in my case, love is good when youu think its great. what im trying to say here is, if we started on a nice track of love, and i believe its gonna be nice all the way, no matter what. what i mean no matter what is, even the relations ended, nothing called enemy or against to each other.

mun ceritaaku lain, awal siuk ih.. ituu laa.. ini laa.. behh sanaa.. behh snii.. but, come on ? sudahh problem, kan semuaa di ungkit ungkit ! likee, WTF yo ? segala galaa kan diungkit ! sampai yang org lain indaa tauu punn tauu waa.. macam apaa ! worst thing lgii, our privacy in bed kann di heboh hebohh kan ? macam.. apaa kann yo ? mestii kaa cematuu ? is it a must ?? atuu tplng kann jdii issue nie ? it happened to siapa sjaa. munn sudahh suka samaa sukaa, sayang sama sayang. even we did that shit pun, mau samaa mau. anii macam, akuu tplng yang pnyaa salah nie ? come on.. akuu indaa majal ! if youu want it, then fcuk it. if you dont, then dont.

then youu talking about maruah now ? wel, munn ko kan pkir kan about that, then youu should mentioned it awal. munn nyaa big bro tuu, "sudahh tantuk, bruuth kan sadar ?" yatahh calii tuu ! then, akuu ko ucap menipuu laa. apaa laa. ituu laa. yang ko ? cakap sayang, tpii ko sumpahh sumpahh ! ingat apaa ? barbie doll ? mann.. think before youu said it ! duluu, te-lap u, lap u ! anii, akuu plng kann ko jadikan kain pelap muu ?

and one more thing, i believe some of youu guys would be mad for what i said here. sorry to say, but yeahh.. thats just my stupid love life line. maybe youu dont and wont respect my request, but i obey what my parents dicision ! ko sendiri indaa respectkan parents kuu, why would i respect your keturunan ? hell no yo ! mintaa maaf sjaa. my parents who madelove and beranakkan akuu. i will and always obey their orders ! munn kan ikut org lainn, sorry sjaa !

and seriously, i dont wanna post this shit, but since youu makes me wanna do it, then why not ? youu let the world know our shits. so, why cant i ? samaa samaa dihh.. u lap me, i lap u kann ? for youu i will laa konon ! youu jump, i jump laa konon. ceritaa cematuu kann ko ikutkann. liat dihh balik ceritaa titanic ahh.. manaa tiaa youu jump, i jumpnyaa atuu ? sii rose sendiri juaa yang letting sii jack tingalam ! kamii lelakii anii yang matii kelamasan !

HAHAHAHH !! some shit post ! and, just the heart who wanna let it out. so, yeahh.. no terasa terasa. rekaan semata mata dan tiada yang hidup dan yang mati. HAHAHAH !

ggodmorning and have a nice day ! :)

p/s; " live is hard, when youu think its hard ! "

atuu lamaa !

mann.. lamaa sudahh indaa blogging. heeh.. its been so very the long. but, yeahh.. one day.. will active balik nie. hee. sabar sabar sjaa. hee. wel, for the time being, tak active this blog. so yeahh.. WILL BE BACK ! :D cheers people ! and have a very nice day. :)