the great night.

wel, chinese new year and valentine's day.. hemm.. i usually not being myself during that kindaa celebrations. mean, as in not sober. but, alhamdulilahh, i was sober and clean. heheh. thanks to double x. cehh ~ hahahah.

wel, during that day, i was at a function and yeahh.. eventho i wasnt in a really good mood, but, its alright. :) and after that, i meet a friend and plan randomly. and guess what ? we went to tutong. hee. meet some great people. knowing new people. and yes, it was funn. i even forget that i was sad. maybe to some people, being that indaa seberapaa, but to me, it was so greatfull to had the chances to meet them all. hee. we talks, we laughs, and i know, that theres also tears behind those smiles. :')

before we arrived tutong, we went to pasar malam. balii food. hee. sii wiraa.. biasaa, kelaparan.. hahah. and yes, we had dinner di tutong. seriouslly, that was so random. but, its alright. gnyaa, yayahh indaa join makann with us. :( reasonnya yaa maluu. heheh. seriously i appreciate much to a friend that bring me to her life story. youu, again i wanna say thank youu so muchh. :) *hugs..

then, after from tutong, i was randomly lagii kan ke pantai. so, yeahh.. kes, menyampati. and yes, indaa rugi.. why ? pasal, theres another story of a friend anii juaa. mann.. im touched when dangar the story of the stars. :') it was fun muchh.. we end up di empire. and yes.. we went to the beach there. and atuu.. kami liat bintang. and that night, ramai couple was there. i was wondering, npaa yaa ramai anii. and yes.. rupaanyaa, i forgot, its valentine's. heeh.. macam apaaa..

and yeahh.. we end up tengok bintang and shared some stories. between me and this friend, takde secret. theres no such things is a secret. why i said that, because i know her story life. which she said, no one she ever tell. so, yeahh.. will keep that till im gone. and yeahh.. i really appreciate to know her that well. maybe not yet, but some. i still need to know her better. so that we can last long friend.

i told her every single story of my life. but, she accept me for who i am. and yeahh, her only words to me is.. " its up to youu wirr. youre life. ko ok, akuu ok. " hee. atuuu baruu kawann !! bukannnyaa kan dapan baik belakang macam apaa.. like, mann.. ambagalaa. hahaha. janjii ko bahagiaa. puaskan thh hati muu kann menjatuhkan martabat org lain. heehh..

and so.. back to the story.. im having fun that night. and yes.. we saw shooting star. and i saw 3 times. yaa nampak sekalii sjaa. hahah. kesiann. :P but, yeahh.. siuk laa. dark night with full of stars. adaa bunyii waves. the smells of the beach. so, nyamann and peacefull sungguh. :):) how i wish i could do that with someone i love. someone who loves me better. and someone that i could fall for until im gone. ohh.. :):) *wiraaa ! capat capat thh carii gf !! hahahah. :P

nahh.. till the right time comes.. :) so, have a nich lunchh people and have a nice day. cheers. :)

HAPPY .......... BIRTHDAY AJEEM !!

hahahah. sorrrry bro for the late late late greet. HAHAHAH. happy .... birthday to youuu. may god belasah youu.. ihh, may god bless youu. hahahah. :P have a nice life to youu. and yes.. i admit it, LUPAA KUUU ~ :S:S hahaah. manaa thh juaa yo, ko jarang juaa contact akuu. ko di contact indaa pandai membalas. so, yeahh.. roger and out. cheers ! ;)

sii hajahh anaa.

Hajah Suriana.

hahah. musuh kuu di bengkel. org dgn kuu kelahi selaluu. hahah. tpii, yaa thh juaa kawankuu nie. why ? pasal, sepadas manaa punn kuu ucap yaa, yaa indaa macam org lain. hee. i believe mun org lain, antahh.. indaa klii mauu melayan lagii sii wiraa anii ihh.. hahah. yatah tuu baa.. different people, different perangai. hahah.

but, seriously, i respect this lady as a friend. :) again, thanks for being my friend jahh. walaupunn ku banyak bulii ko. but, yeahh.. shes a very tough lady. heheh. if she making friends with youu people, better grab the chance. chances only comes once. hee. baik atii niee sii hajahh ahh. tuhan sjaa tauu.

she fun to be friends with. she laugh alot, sad juaa, but.. yeahh.. im proudly say that she is one of my best enemy friend. heheh. why i said so, kamii ibarat apii dan ais. hahahah. semestinyaa akuu ais plang tuu. ibarat kucing dengan ajing. and akuu juaa yang jdii kucing tuu. hahahah. :P

kidding.. she knew that. heheh. kann jahh ? :P bhh, bhh.. adang thh duluu.. krang mikin kambang badannyaa sii hajahh anaa anii. heheh. :P

-temanmuu,
Jushakim Julaihi. :)

friends ??

im just wondering.. apakan sebenarnyaa kawan anii ? cakap arhh kuu, atuu laa, ini laa.. tpi, belakangkuu, like WTF ?? hahahah. kesian juaa tuu hidupnyaa. no ? macam nyaa org, indaa adaa life juaa tuu. sadar kaa indaa tuu yang ko becakap pasal org atuu ? why not youu talk about yourself ? tantuu, ramai lagi org mauu mendangar klii. atuu punn kalau adaa laa ahh ? hahah. mann.. masihh adaaa rupanyaa org cemani anii ? get a job mann.

im not mad actually. just that, kalau kann memburukan org atuu, pandai pandai thh baa.. anii, kadapatan. hahah. alum expert. caniii sjaa, let me give youu some tips, mun rasanyaaa sakit atii arah org atuu, jgn lapas kan arah org, selagi org atuu adaa mulut, yaa akan beceritaa juaa tuu. walaupun nyaamo secret laa apaa laa.. youu cant tutup mulut org. mulut muu dapat ko tutup. so, yeahh.. tutup jaa mulut muu atuu. bebau sjaa. hahah. :P *jgn marah marah..

andd adaa lagii kes, bukan pulang kuu kan bekiraa kaa apaa ahh.. but, come on.. cakap kawan, so i layan youu as a friend. but, the question here, did youu layan me as your friend juaa ? wel, thats up to youu, but yatah tuu baa.. udah begunaa, bruuthh kan contact ? akuu okehh ihh.. melayan ihh. namanyaa kawan kan ? tpi, sebaliknyaa, tuhan sjaa tauu.. macam macam rupanyaa ceritaa yang timbul pasal akuu. mann.. baik thh ko baca bukuu banyak banyak ihh.. seriously mann.. pasal akuu thh pulang kann di bukukan nyaa. aiyahh..

come on, mun ko sudah tdur drumah atuu, kiraa ndaa thh adaa keburukan between us waa tuu. munn sudahh mummy angap ko macam anak nyaa atuu. ani, ko tplng kan belabih ngada ngada ? seriously, get a job..

only someone sjaa who knows what friends are is. gilaa.. appreciate that girl so muchh. hee. youu know who youu are beb. :D how i wishh i could post her pict, but.. yeahh.. gambarnyaa banyak arah kuu, but then, gambar lawa lawa, ngalehh sudahh kan meliat, mauu juaa gambar yg sewaktuu dengannya kann ? heehh.. got that words from FB. hee. copy paste sekali sekala.

bhh semuaa, lunchh time ihh.. enjoyed your meal peps. cheers. :)

ambuyat time.

assalamualaikum and selamat pagi readers. as usual, im in the office awal anii. and yeahh.. i just done berambuyat tdii. hahah. nyaman !! but, yeahh.. not all makan. :( but, indaa apaa. adaa lgii tuu masanyaa. 9months.. panjang lagii masaa.

actually, im about to share to youu all about someone who i really appreciate muchh. shes the best. words cant explain. will post soon about her. hee.

wel, back to ambuyat story, yes.. kmii ramai ramai makan ambuyat, which reminds me of me masa di ppb. makan ambuyat with the whole room. hee. sii kaka menumpahh tuu. big bro apaa. mann, i miss that time seriously. but, yeahh.. time passing by. only memories can be recalled. hee. no matter what, i will always remember that for the rest of my life. cehh ~ heheh.

AKUUUU KANYANGGG !! mummy lagi menghantari sambaal tahai. nyaman muchh. mum, thanks so muchh. i love youu. :D hee. bh, bhh.. back to work.. work apaa !! kann lunchh ihh.. hahhah, makan lagii ? awuu.. badan damit, tpii, makannya banyak. :P sii jubur gnyaa paham tuu. hahah. jubur, i miss youu. :)

bh, bhh.. later post lagi soon. hee. cheers people. and have a very nice day. :D

i make it different ..

hello and good morning readers. wel, im bored now di office. so, yeahh.. beblog thh kuu sekajap. hahah. anwy, yes, lately.. im being busy all the way. huhh.. lalahh brabis. but, yatah tuu baa.. the question here is, cann i have my rest ? i believe, resting is just killing my dreams. why i know this ? its because, my abng told me so. this is not the right time for me to get my rest. why ? because, once i see myself on the finish line, thats is the right time for me to get my rest. which is true juaa. he done that. he knows better than i do.

as i said, i wanna make it different. i wanna have a great life. instead of good life. thats what my rich parents said. :) mun gnyaa tauu cakap, siapaa pun bulehh kn ? we need to do the work juaa kn ? so, yeahh.. as the pepatah told us all, "bersusah susah dahulu, bersenang senang kemudian" :) what we all want is, kesenangan right ? i believe nda org yang anehh mauu kesusahan. and yes.. at first, kuu ketawakan tuu that pepatah. macam apaaaaaan i said.. akuu susah kaa, akuu sanang kaa, so what ? but, rupanya.. i was wrong. adaa juaa banarnyaa panyaa. hee. dont do the same mistake that i did. :)

but, yes.. nothing wrong to do alot of mistakes juaa. mengapaa ? pasal, without mistakes, cnaa tnii kan belajar kann ? heeh.. we always belajar from our mistakes. so, indaa salah buat salah. :)

i wanna ask sikit.. do youu wanna have a better life ? no need to answer me. but, youu can answer it to yourself. what do youu want in life ? is your life. youu the one who drive your life. driving without lesen lagi tuu. so, what ? no one will stop youu. and only god cann stop youu. so, live your life. make a different.

theres a words yang give me semangat always.. it says that, " if youu want to make a different in youu, you must always start in a different ways " malaynyaa, " kalau anda mau sesuatu yang berbeza, anda awali dengan sesuatu yang berbeza " so, its your choice. pick your own destiny. make a story of your life. lets fight for freedom ! make it different in youu. success in life all and have a nice day. cheers ! :D

only success cann create a smile. :)

THE JUSH's FAMILY.


those smiles only created when we succeed. being success in life is more important to this family. yes, i know we can survive. we will and i will. as i promise to my dad, to clear his dept. and to my mum, to built home instead of house, and to my lovely sister to achieve her scholarship. and to my 'luar biasa' brother, i will make youu proud of me bang. thats my big promise to this family. i promise and those smile will gonna be there till im gone. i promise.. deh, meh, pep, bang.. and to my other siblings, abng joy and kaka fozy, i will always LOVE youu guys. youu guys are my everything now and always. i love youu.. :')