i'm here ;B

heyy, sayangg :D

well im on your blog awal ani plus imma bit frozen jua cause meliat your pictos yang dulu dulu ahh.. hahah macam apaa. stalker girlfriend mu anii.
i didnt mean to stalk punn, tak da niat ;p sesaja since im jobless awal ani di rumah aunty noreen. so yeahh. hahah alasann tiaa

umm, anywayyy.. i really miss you!! you know that?? nyehh.. and just to remind you, besok don't forget to come. okaayh?? i hope you can make it.. hmmph ohhh yessss! wanii blank sudahh. atu saja kali aa?? hee

alright.. i love you ;)

Part of the deal ?

Today, i learned something. I learned how love must sacrifice in many ways. This is just part of the deal. Yes, what ive been told, is true.

Once, someone said to me that, if youu ask god for happiness, he will gives us sadness to get thro happiness. If youu ask god for get enough money, he will gives youu poor to get thro richh. So, yeahh.. Its truee. Just part of the deal. Or dugaan should i say ? Nyehs..

And yeahh, what im try to tell here is, just my relationship. I pray to god and ask for happiness for our both families. Longlive to our both families. And until today, me and my girlfriend were randomly planed to meet up. Which, it ends to complicated ?

It all started when i was out with daddy. Daddy wanna cut his hair, so i joined him since i wanted it too. So, yeahh.. Went to bgunting, while chitchat withh my hunny. Then, we wanna meet. Just being random. Since i miss her so muchh, then why not right ? Then, she askd me to text her dad. Which i did. But then, no replies. And yeahh, shes otp with babahh and he said, maxicant. So yeahh.. Its a no. So, i was cool withh it.

And then, i received a msg frm her mum saying that, *something* which, i was too highh to accept it. But, then, i remember my what my baby once told me. If i do love her, i must love her family as well. So, since i respect mami, i just followed whatever answer it should be. And yeahh.. Since that, my body's goes drop dead weak.

Then, i asked my baby either she loves me or not, and she said yes. And if she does love me, i know she might do anything for me as i did that to her. But then, she finds out that her mum texted me. And yeahh.. She seems okehh with it. So, yeahh.. I went out to find some food. So, i cooked and makann. My phone was in my room. I was chitchat with my baby. But then, shes gonee. And i received textmsg frm her saying that, she wont be around for today. I was like, mann.. This is not happening to me ! ;(

then, no words cann sayy. Here i am, stuck alonee. With no one to cry on. Even fiffy wasnt around. Im home alone. Then i shut my eyes, saying.. This is just part of the deal. And i thanks god for hearing my prayers. ;')

in case youu read this my love, just so youu know that, no matter how silent i am gonna be, no matter how different our relations after this gonna be, and no matter how hard it takes, i just want youu to know that, from the bottom of my heart, i do love youu everyday since i still cann breathing. *sighh.. And am doing all this is because, i love youu so muchh juaa syangg. Just so youu know that. And last but not least, all i ever wanted frm youu now is just to be good and study smart while youu cann and make mami proud of youu. I know youu will do that syangg. And also, i want youu to think of me.. And i will think of youu, always.. ;') im sorry if im not around whenever youu needs me. Im sorry and again i love youu, iwani. :') be happy..

Lots of love,
wiraa julaihi.

I miss youu..

Mann.. I miss my baaby ! So damn muchh. ;(

i miss her touches, i miss her kiss, i miss her lips, i miss her smiles, i miss her stares, i miss her voice, i miss her everything ! I miss my girlfriend so muchh !

Baaby, i miss youu sudahh. Eventho your not around, but then, i know youu will be good there. Think of me. And i know awal ani, fifaa worldcup's fever is on, but then, i dont care about that. All i care is that i miss youu, and i wishh youu miss me too.

I know its late awal ani. But, yeahh.. Youu know why punn. I wont feel any comfortable when youre not around me. But somehow, my mind always remind me to think positive and thats what youu askd me too juaa kn ? But, yeahh.. I just miss youu, like, brabisly !

I try not to act like a kiddo who doesnt understand what is missing all about. But surely i know that im missinglove youu awal ani. I know its kindaa annoying, but then i dont care ! All i care is, do youu miss me there too ? I wishh youu do, syangg. ;')

and yeahh.. I just wanna let it out syangg. Since i cant contact my baabylove, so yahh.. It might help sometimes. And yeahh, was hopping to see some photos of youu there. Hee. Wel, my eyes said, hes sleepy. So, i guess it ends here th sjaa duluu. Then, goodnights all. To those who watch wc, do have funn ! Cheerious. ;D

My monday.

And so, its monday. Kononnyaa kn krajaa laa nie. But, then.. Indaa tbgn. Wel, tbgn.. Its just that, i was too tired. My body was weak. And barat rasanyaa kn bgnn. So, it was 6plus. Juaa lgii, kononnyaa kn sembahyang subuhh tdi, but then, indaa menjdi tiaa juaa. So, yeahh..

Then, i wokeup around noon-ishh. Then yeahh.. Since i was takut terbuang waktuu, i prayed for my zohor prayer. Then, i took my lunch and mandii. And shanaa was drumahh withh fiffy. Then, liat dvd in my room. So, since fiffy kn jln so, i bring along shanana with me. Pasal, i was gonna agaa my cousin. So, agaa my cousin, then drop shanaa home. Then, we went to masin. And yeahh..

Blik krumahh, menyampati asar. Then, my cousin blik. Then, got tea time with the parents. We talks, chitchat, bergossip segalaa laa pokoknyaa. It was funn, when youu had the time with the parents. Thats what i wanted. Just a time withh the parents, the family, the one youu loved. To have the quality perfect family time. I even want that to be happen in the future. A perfect family. Thats what she wanted actually. And as i promise, i will make it happen with guide of my prayers. And if theres god's willing aswell.

Anyhow.. While waiting for magrib prayer, withh the parents, then sembhyangg, and yeahh.. Stay drumahh sjaa membangang. Then, mummy mintaa antar ke rumahh my bungsu. And yeahh.. Since isyak was at 7.47pm, so i drop mummy at bungsu's tiaa. And now, im home alone drumahh. Nyehs.. Niniboy is out.. Kajah's not around.. Fiffy's not at home.. And the parents are busy with their business matters. While me, im gonna have my time alone for awhile. Since, my baby's gonna do some revisions, so yeahh.. To youu, belajarthh bnr bnr. And dont ever forget to sembahyangg syangg. Everythings gonna be just fine, lovee. I love youu.. Incase youu read this, by now.. I miss youu awal ani. Just be remind.. Hee. Just, contact me when ever your free dear. Ily, iwani. ;)

ohh.. Deep plng kuu nahh.. Nyehs.. So, yeahh.. I think sampai here thh sjaa duluu yes ? Im gonna hit the jack pot. And yeahh, a goodnight to all and have a nice sleep. Cheeeerious ! ;)

from the bottom of my heart

babe, i was on your blog againn :D i have my break kejap then continue belajar. i'll text you later.. hee

here, i just wanna share a bit :) right what, couples is always in trouble. isnt it? wiraa ever said to me ''it is part of the deal'' so yeah, i agreed with him.. dont you? we have to face it, no matter how hard it is. well thats not the point to make our love lessen.. cause love wont be less, if we are not willing for it.. some couples would say to their lover like ''daybyday, my love to you is getting less'' thats dumbass for who ever used those words. seriously, the fact is love will getting more and more, never less and never too much :) and it wont stop. unless, youre dead, then you'll stop. right?

and remember, love is like life. it isnt always happiness, it can brings a little pain sometimes, but when we dont stop living, why should we stop loving? so, just do the right thing. yes, sometimes it might hurt, but if it is right thing to do then it is necessary.

well, when the first time i saw wiraa, i was literally speechless because he got the eyes which make me fall on the best side of the world of love.. from the day i met him, i wanted to know him more better and now, i appriciate what ive got.. finally, he's mine.. i wish he'll be my first and last.. i believe he will, as long as we trusted each other *kan sayang? ;) that time, i thought im in love.. well, i know that time i dont even know who he is. but, thats what my heart told me. yeah, because heart dont lie..

as the time flies by, i still can recall back the moment when our eyes contact each other.. he changed back the real me, which is used to be really me.. and i thank god because he appearin my life when i need someone to fill this emptiness, to cure the pain that i had :')

wiraa, i love you either its wrong nor right. no matter what happen, although its good or bad, i wont stop loving you sayang. even we're so far away, im sure i can still feel you.. just by hearing your voice and laughter can make me feel better.. ohh man.. i miss you so baddd sayang! ;( nyehh..

umm.. maybe thats it. byebyeee.. i wanna continue some revisions first. then, becinta sama si wiraa.. *winks.

Give thanks to Allah.

I realized that, we should thanks Allah for whatever we do, we did, and things that we dont. In may ways, we should thanks Allah for everything. So, since its monday, and new weak, on a new monthh. I've decided to pray and thanks Allah for still wanting me to live my everyday. So, i did. Its happend when my brother once tought me how we was shocked when he reads the al-quran's translation in englishh. And he tought me how life is gonna be easy if we just, being honest, truth and yang sewaktu dengannya. So, frm that i realized that, this is the time for me to do whatever we asked to do it. Like, the prayers. Atuu punn, we human dint kerjaakn. But, yangg perkaraa indaa wajib we lakukann. So, yeahh.. I know im not that perfect to say this, but yeahh.. We still cann always ask for forgiveness to Allah. Since we're still cann breathe. So, im as a muslim dude, i needs to do what my rights that been given by god. No other time, but now is the time. Before its too late. Before deaths reach us. So, now is always the time to move, to wake up, to be on a right way. A way that guide us to the place that we couldnt have imagine. A place that we ever wanted. Kesenangan, kebahagian, everything is gonna be there. And yeahh, i doing all this because this is what ive been told to do so since i was a kid. Everyone does. But, did we obey it ? No, we just ignored it just like that. See, how sombong human being is. They did appreciate that they are still living on His earth. So, start frm now on, we need to say thanks to Allah. For what youu are now, today. So, pray since we still cann. Pray to god. Always pray. Insafth.. We should insaf.. -ends.