goodbye 2010, welcome 2011.

so, im gonna share whats happening in this year. Wel, last but not least topic for the END of 2010. So, im gonna start frm january. My opening year was kind of messed up. But, then, thank God i attend to some of tha functions of Dream's 21. Until one day, in one of the functions, on the second month, feb, i still and always remember the date where i meet a pretty girl with a gorgeous' smile. Its was on CNY and a Valentine's Day. I meet a girl who really blockd my focus during Nuts and Bolts. Since its full house as in ramai org, i was standing next to the toilet's entrance. On my busy-ness, i saw her come towards the toilet, so we've learnd how to smile in all functions and being humble. So, i opened up the door for her. That time, i remember still i got something information frm my own brother about Dreams. Then, when the functions ended. I started built some relations to everyone. And yeah.. By that time my shadule was tight with my comfort zone. Right after the function, i drove off to pick up my bestfriend, si jubur and we're off to tutong. Dinner there as promisses. And there where i see a real family. Care to each other, its family's care. Then, i looked at myself, asking wheres my family ? I also wanna have a great care with my own family. Then, on our way home, we stop by for a shotting star. And that night as well, i learned about leaving the person you love the most as in people's passed away. And realized that, time is ticking so fast, life moves on, and young to old. There where ive decided to just stick with my family before its too late. Then, during the month, ive known a girl who really is something to me. Day by day, she's something to my life. Until months passing by. Tears, smiles, sad, happy, negativity, busy-ness, positivity we've gone thro, til she's part of tha dreams every minutes, every seconds, every day and night. Functions to functions, LS to LS passing by. Ive learnd and still learning the mistakes ive created frm my past and ive decided to change my lifestyle from the better to tha greatter. And alhamdulilah, i atleast know how to think for anything. Learn how to thinks that matter. And yet, theres alot tests frm tha Creator. Alhamdulilah as well, ive learn that, 'the problem is not the problem, the problem is how to solve the problem.' and i even learnd that being somebody, got to be REAL. REAL as in, Relationship, Equipping, Attitude, Leadership. Thats what ive learn frm John C. Maxwel's book. And only one quote that make me still staying strongly thro my year is from my babylove,

"i want you to be a better person." - Iwani Momin.

Then, yeah.. I appreciate for what ive been thro all this year.. Ups and downs, theres always a middle. When theres a will, theres always a way. When theres, 'will not be', theres always, 'will be'.. Some might understand, some might dont. Again i thank God for my 2010. I learned ALOT frm my mistakes. I appreciat that ive found someone special in me. and what most not to forget is, the Jush's family is smiling back in positive ways. So, as marley always said, dont worry be happy. And yeah, good friend we have, good friend we lost. Always marley words.

So i think im gonna stop here. And since today is the last day of the year, here i wanna say happy new year all, and success always ! Hunt for a greatter lifes. May God bless us to tha coming 2011. Cheers ! ;D;D

-wiraa julahi. <>

She always said that, "its only a dream. Its sleeping's games."

One day, she told me that she had a bad dream as well. But, all i know that, both of us cried in that dream. Which we endup our relations. Its a year plus ? But then, today, i do had a bad dream as well. In that dream, we had a happily life already. But yet, she had to study overseas. The day she move to OZ, i meet a long lost friend. Who is that girl is my exgirlfriend's cousin. And that girl used to be my admire way back in school. But then, yeah.. She just got back frm graduates frm KL. Which shes asking if i live alone or what ? And that time, i do. I had my own appartment. So, she wanted to supprise her family that shes back in Brunei. But what happend is, when she live with me, we got imbushed by the polis and we had to marry each other. ;s and yes, that was a very big supprised to both our families. And thats sucks. ;s but, since me and my girlfriend promise to each other that, nothing can stop our relations. So, agreed or not, both me and my friend had to marry. But then, what happen after that is, eversince we got married, i've lost contact with my girlfriend. Which, my so-called wife who incontact with her. Which i dint know that at all. Waiting, waiting and waiting for my girlfriend, she dint even showed up. I always keep her promise not to make out with other girls, until my so-called wife's mother really wanted to have grandchild before shes gone. But, luckily my so-called wife, understand about me and my girlfriend. But, then.. Thats her mother. And shes my mother inlow. So, yes no yes, we have to had child. Then, thats when my love started to built up to my wife. And i realized that, how patience my wife for this years waiting for my love. Day by day.. My love's getting bigger to my wife, until she give birth to our first baby girl. But yet.. She passed away. Thats when i realised that she had virus on her brain, which thats why her mother wanted atleast a child frm her own daughter. Then, i went back home, and for the first time, i enter our room, which i can smell my wife's perfume. And the room was tidy. Smart as i always wanted. And even, she dint even sleep on our bed for this few years. And i saw a box next to the bed, and yeah.. Everything was in the box. She wrote every single day that how much she wanted me to be around her, but then she respect my decisions for waiting still and hoping my girlfriend to come. But, then.. The ring door bell. I went out, then the door been knocked, then again, and again.. Then, i heard my mum's voice, "wiraa, bgnth.. Kn sembahyang jumaat lgi.." then, i open my eyes, i realised that just a dream. Alhamdulilah, i dint hanyut far away.. And thank God that im still awake and thank God it is just a dream.

P/s ; my baby always said, thats, "sayang, thats just a dream. Mainan tidur saja tu." and yeah, i agreee with you sayang. I love youu.. :,)

happy to have you baby ;)

sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaanggg! happy 8th monthsaryy to you

;D

can't wait to see you soon sayangg.

you be good di sanaa!

okayyy??

i love you!

places where i wanna goo :)

sayang, nanti we go here ahh? :D

and,, visit mekah too terus naik haji w/ the families! ;)

lassss vegass, here we come soon!!! :DD

berlinn??

Kelly Clarkson - Break Away

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

reading books are great stuff!

The Journey To Living Your Leadership Legacy Begins With What You Believe.

BELIEVE YOU MUST DARE TO BE A PERSON, NOT A POSITION

-> be self-assured but also humble.
-> be calm in a storm, not defensive.
-> keep you ego in check; gain commitment rather that compliance.
-> readily admit your mistakes and take responsibility for you actions.
-> seek expertise and surround yourself with talent.
-> demonstrate respect for people at all levels.
-> do what you say you are going to do.
-> be honest.

BELIEVE YOU MUST DARE TO CONNECT WITH PEOPLE

-> ask questions to explore the motivations of others.
-> respond to the perspectives of others with empathy.
-> make a point to talk one-on-one with people.
-> listen intently, and repeat back what you heard.
-> point out people's individual strengths to them.
-> remember and consistently use people's names.
-> broadcast the successes of others.
-> use words and stories to draw people in.

BELIEVE YOU MUST DARE TO DRIVE THE DREAM

-> remain relentlessly committee to a dream.
-> help people to see the outcome of the dream in years to come.
-> keep asking ''what if'' before a plan is finalized.
-> welcome risk or change if it serves the dream.
-> figure out ways to narrow the gap between what is and what is desired.
-> remain optimistic regardless of unforeseen obstacles or naysayers.
-> tackle the details of ''what,'' ''why,'' ''where,'' and ''how.''
-> genuinely have fun.


taken from book title ;
Your Leadership Legacy by Marta Brooks, Julie Stark and Sarah Caverhill.

Breathing Underwater

There's a light in the dark
Where the sky splits apart
Where the stars find a way
To shine through all the spaces in between
Here we are face to face
All alone in this place
And the night is finally coming down to you and me

Tell me where you've been hiding?
OOooh I want to know
You're my silver lining covered in gold
Tell me what am I feeling?
Well it's hard to explain
Like underwater breathing
Swimming in rain

Oh oh... All I want to do, do
Is fall even deeper with you, you
And never come up, breathing breathing underwater
I'm weightless with every little kiss you steal, boy
You are making me feel, feel
Like I'm breathing, breathing breathing underwater

I wanna fly through the blue
Lake on the bottom with you
Get lost in the waves,
Let the world slip away
When nobody can find us,

I don't want to be saved
Leave it all behind us,
Make an escape
Tell me what am I feeling?
Ohhh it's hard to explain
Like underwater breathing,
Swimming in rain

Oh oh... All I want to do, do
Is fall in deeper with you, you
And never come up, breathing breathing underwater
I'm weightless with every little kiss you steal, boy
You are making me feel, feel
Like I'm breathing, breathing breathing underwater

Wanna go to the edge
Wanna dive in again
Here we are face to face
All alone in this place
& it's finally coming down to you and me

Oh oh... All I want to do, do
Is fall in deeper with you, you
And never come up, breathing breathing underwater
... Every little kiss you steal, boy
You are making me feel, feel
Like I'm breathing, breathing breathing underwater