Crazy!

Thats the thing what i dont ever understand, when someone at certain point ya cemani, then cematu. Like, whaaaaaaat ? True, we're nothing and all.. Bla bla blaa.. But, what tha hell ? Its like, youre riding a roller coster ? When you look at the trails, its really scarry ? But, you still wanna ride it ? Just to feel the afraid of the feelings of being scarred ? Then, when you ride it, you exactly enjoying it with those mixed feelings of fun, scared, afraid, and yada yada yada ?  But, yet.. The moment has been created ? Which it can jdi memories ? Mcm, antah ? Sandi brabisan ?! I dont know what im talking about here! But, antah eeh! I just believe, God has a better plan indeed ? I know i might sound this and that.. But, yeaaaaaaah! Antah ?! Astagafirullah aladzim. 😔 

P/s : imy.. 😚