move on.

dear blogger,

i know its never easy to end a special relationships. But, yet.. Why it still happening ? God's always had a better plan.

Seriously, its not that easy to lose a girl like you. But, what to do ? Since semua inda kn lurus sudah and end up sakit hati tplng, so better off alone.

But, i do appreciate it. Eventho it hurts, but had to accept it no matter what. Theres always a lot of fish in the sea, but yet, having a mermaid is never easy. And i know, for you, theres thousand of stars in the sky, but for me, theres only one moon.

Moving on is the only way. Cause, i know thats the best for both of us. You go your way, and i'll go mine. In happy or sad mood, thats never matters.

Somehow, here i wanna say thank you to you for loving me and thank you for having me 'menumpang' in your heart. Thank you.. :')

i really appreciate for your appearance in me. I even learned alot frm you. Eventho, its a simple thing. I thank God for giving me the chance to get and learned something frm you. Alhamdulillah..

To you, i just hope you'll be good and be strong this time. Like how strong you dont wanna listen to me. And how strong you dint care about my feelings at all.

But yet, not just girls who had feelings. Everyone does. I never blame you. I blame myself for cant handle your emotionals. I know its never hard, but i know its never easy pun.

I think i make the right choice this time. So that you wont make me worry and no longer hurts me. By reading all your texts, its confirmd that we shouldnt be together anymore.

I know, that im the one who wanna leaves you balik balik. But, the more i wanna leaves, it should be the more you gonna come. But, i think that wont happen tia.

So, i guess.. This is it. Before its too late, i wanna say sorry for hurting your feelings all these year and thank you so much for having me as your lover. Thank you. :')

without no reply, i take that as a no. So, yeah.. You be good, and achieve your goals in your studies. And make your dreams crystal clear for your family.

Lets just end this eventho i never want it to happen, but everythings happend, it happens. So, goodluck to you and enjoy your life. Adious..

<3's,
Wira Julaihi.

Part of the deal.

salam.
Dear blogger,

i don't know that, am i strong enough to face it already ? The answer is, i don't. But, somehow i noticed that, everythings was given by God. Need to accept it with an open mind and heart.

My everyday is getting not-so-cool eversince she's being rude and when she's enjoying the pain that she created. But, i know myself that, it's just part of the deal. Just accept and face it.

My sleep at night is not-really-okeh eversince that breaks. I usually melted myself whenever she said sorry. But, yet.. I don't know. It's nothing hurt but a pain. Yet, time will heals the broken. InshaAllah.

To be honest, being without you, it seems like i can sees you everywhere. Everytime i closed my eyes and i can't keep my eyes off you. But the feedback frm you that make me strong. Which i know that i should be. But, i'm lost.

Alhamdulillah, my everyday prayers did save me. Eventho, my prayer for you are still the same. Which i think i should stop it already. Why should i did that when i realized, i'm no longer her's.

I'm the one who letting you go. Why ? It's just that you knew i hate people supprised me with bullshits. You knew that i hate people to dare me. You knew, but you make it happen.

I know who i am. I'm not that great. I'm not that perfect. But, eversince 17th months and 5days been together with you, make me realized that, its not about being perfect, but how we find ourself on a perfect path of life.

I can see my future with you. Thro the dreams we had made. Thro the problems we've face together. Everything. And that makes me still thinking about you. Which i know that i should stop already. But i couldnt.

What makes i said im a "empty heart", thats because you took my everything frm me. You sucked it thro our kisses.

Seriously, i also don't know what to do already. As i always remind you, "sabar", but you never did. So stuborn to fight back for nothing but hurts. Thats when you made me leaved. Why can't you just 'sabar' with my appearance in your life ? I know you do have feelings too. But, you knew who i am. Thats just it. Everythings gone now.

Im just a nobody until i meet you, and loves you. You made me somebody with all your support and all. Somehow, i thank God and i appreciate you for been there in my life. I know that i still need you. I even know that i still love you. But, whats the used of loving wall that hopes to forget me ?

Somehow, i thankyou so much for making me strong to face my future with someone else. And for me, its always been you. No other than you, baby. But now, that someone else is only my family. And i pray for your journey to reach the top for your studies and your lovely dreams. Make your dreams come true dear. :')

p/s: i love you.

Loves,
Wira Julaihi.