sex in need, love indeed.

people out there says.. love is not just kisses and holding hands. some says, love is drugs. why so ? cause, at first it'll make youu addict and in the end, it'll ruined your life. but, adaa juaa cakap yang, love is just a game that been play by two players. ihhh.. macam macam muchh.. but, to me, love is just a simple word yang ber-meaningfull sekalii. if youu lakuukan dengan yang benar laa. hahah. youu get what i mean.

but, yes.. talking about sex, some people out there, they used sex to prove their love. but, thats indaa salahh plngg. atuu terpulang kepadaa setiap individuu plng. but, yang sandiinyaa, sudahh putus, kenaa ungkit ungkit tiaa. but, yaa tahh tuu baa, sampaii adaa yang cakap, fcuk and runn tiaa. but, if they notice awal awal, kiraa sesamaa mauu juaa tuu. indaa indaa punn, atuu, confirmed kes rogol tuu.. hahah ! indaa sweet juaa tuu.

anyhow, yatahh tuu baa.. some people juaaa, they have sex just to love the people. but, some just ngambil kesempatann. how i know this, cause i've heard alot. plus, terbaca baca juaa dari articals and all. andd yeahh..

what im trying to say here is.. love and sex. was it a must ? why do people wanna have sex with the young age ? sayangg ihh.. but, maybe adaa yang indaa sabar kalii ? idk.. terpulang juaa. and yeaah.. sebenarnyaa thats because terinfluence bad habbit baa tuu sjaa. biasaa laa kann ? nowdays, canggih canggih.. internets everywhere. but, i dint say that atuu indaa bagus plnggg. but, indaa salahh sebenarnyaa punn kann wanting to know about sex andd all. pasal, thats just life, we're learning things that we dint know nothing. am i right ? plus, masaa skulahh sudahh punn adaa belajar. its all science actually.

but, yaa thh tuu baa.. theres gonna gives good and bad results. what im talking about is.. macam, adaa yang once they know and expert doing it, jadii lainn tiaa. andd yang bisainyaa, adaaa yang mempelajarii sjaa. plus, nafsuu waa juaa kann ? heehh.. but what will happen when they get married ? org yang drng have sex withh atuu baa.. lurus kejumpaan, macam baik indaa lainn rasanyaa tuu ? cause, i believe. once people had sex, mestii adaa related with love juaa tuu. no ? wel, waphuchitauu ihh..

tapiikann, adaaa org yang married once told me that, "wiraa, since kamuu masehh mudaa mudaa anii, sadang sadang kann meliat porn sjaa !" then, i was like, "whyy ?" he replied, "pasal, munn kamii yang kawin sudahh anii sanang sikit.. munn papaa hal, dapat menyumbati arahh binii" HAHAHAH ! macam apaaa.. its just some stupidity. heehh.. tpi, macam adaa juaaa banarnyaa ho. but, antahh laa.

but, to me laa aaa.. nothing wrong actually if sama samaa mauu kann ? but, it is wrong darii segii agamaa. dosaa. but, yeahh.. thats between youu and god. but, better do it masaa kawinn ! tantuuuu ! agree ? HAHAHH. actually i was just posting sjaa sjaa niee heree. bukann juaa pengejaran but, just wanna share. andd yeahh.. dont try this ! :P:P

but, an advise here, "pandai pandai sjaa jagaa dirii" know what your doing sjaaa. hee. till here. nights peps. sleep well. :):)

Trust, Listen and Follow. (TLF)

yes, always be loyal to someone who wants to see youu success and happy. stick with them. and no matter how, if drng adaa time, grab the time and sit down with them and asked how to success. and i believe, they teach youu. untill youu success. as long youu trust, listen and follow. :)

at first, i never ever believe to thoes juaa. i know how youu feel, i felt the same way too, but what i found.. its really changed me alot. so, do trust to people whoever wanna see youu success. i believe, success people is a winner. and when youu stick with a winner, and i believe, youu will be a winner juaa. but, once youu hang around with losers, sorry to say, youu will be one. so, beware with people youu hangs with.

it wouldn't be nice if youu dint listen to them. whatever they said, im sure its a good things to ourself. eventho sometimes, we get offended juaa. but, what to do ? they know better than we do. we never know our weaknesses. but, people does. so, yeahh.. whatever they said, just listen. no need thh kan ber-debate debate. why ? if youu did, no one will lose and no one will winn. and theres a word says, "inda ada kritik yang membina" so, every critics are menjatuhkan, and mostly, menyakitkan hatii. so, becarefull when youu guys mouth the words.

and no used juaa if wee dint follow. we need juaa do whatever they said. and i believe juaa, indaa juaa kanaa suruh stupid things tuu. indaaa adaa pernah org yang berjayaa menyuruh mencurii. thats nonsence. just follow what they ask youu to do. the copy bulat bulat. copy paste thh sjaa. hee. indaa punn, to be exact, just duplicate it. wel, melayu nyaa, meniruu. indaa kan indaa pandai klii ? come onn.. inda adaa org yang indaa pernah meniruu. even masaaa skulahh lagii tanii pernahh meniruu. so, indaa perluu dii ajar andd indaa perluu mahir. semuaa org pandaii. meniruu gayaa gayaa artist tekabir. sanggup kan ikut caraa rambutnyaa laa, pakaiannyaa laa. but, come onn.. to be success tplng kann payah payahh ? so, ituu anehh sekalii kann ?

and lastly, it wouldn't complete without prayers. DOA. we always ask anything to god. susah, sanang, sakit, siuk, semuaanyaa terjadi kernaa Tuhan. so, jangan pernahh melupakan Tuhan yang maha mengetahui. this is what ive learned, mostly orng rata rata yang adaa anii, sudahh begunaa, baruu th kan do the prayers. sudahh sakit beruuthh kan sadar. so, yes, NO MATTER WHAT, Tuhan always there whenever we needed. and theres a words juaaa becakap, "when ever god with me, i wouldn't scared to anything" keep that always in mind. so, i think thats all kalii duluu. want to know more, youu can refer to this book, "how to win friends and influence people - by, Dale Garnegie." :) okey dokey then. happy ber-lunch-ing people. cheers. :):)

late night work.

last few days also, i was dating "someone". but, after midnight kami pnyaa date. hee. so, let me share abit..

it all started when i first saw her on the valentine's day. her smiles melted me. and yeaah.. she makes me wanna come to know her. theres something in her smiles. but, i dint had the chance to know her yet that time. until our second meet. she was scared usulnyaa to talk to me. idk why.. hahah. too sexy kalii ? cehh ~ :P

we did talks eventho i cant really hear her voice that clear. but, we talked. hee. and yeahh, we started Fb-ing, msn and yadaa yadaa.. and yeahh.. she was there when my ex around. and yeahh.. she knows everything alot about me. eventho we bruu kenal. plus, she even read my blog ani macam sampai abis. haah.. her reason was, she wanted to know me that fast. hee.

then, we usually meet up tiaa. and yeahh.. every late night i meet her, i couldnt and never forget. why ? always something good happened. :):) no need details kliahh ? hahah. so, yeahh.. i ever asked her, why she wanted to meet me up juaa ? her simple answer is, "because of your eyes" and she smiled. ganjil muchh.. indaa punn pernah people said that too me before. abis abis punn, your cute laa, apaa laa.. hahahah ! *indaa besyukur ! :P

and yeahh.. last night i was otp with her. so, yeahh.. funn muchh. hee. sambung chat and yeahh.. shes my night guide. hee. *macam macam sajaa.. HAHAH ! perasan kuu, banyak sudahh org begalar ani indaa pedah pedah. hahah. but, yeahhh.. i think i like her. hee.

dii office awal anii berasap. so, i had to stop sampai dsnii sjaa. so, yeahh.. till here then. cheers people. :):)

SAJUUUUUUK ~~

mannnnnn ! its raining todayy ! and shit ! time drumah tdii, indaa labat. so, i 'setaiely' indaa bawaa payung. macam apaa.. sudahh half way ke office, labat tiaa hujann atuu.. like.. WTF ?? kan balik klii kuu lagii ngambil payungg ? time showed that its late sudah punn. so, mauu indaa mauu, had to juaa bebasah. so, yeahh... and yes.. behujann waaa kuu tdii kan ke office ahh.. macam apaa ! basah kuyup waa kuu. cehh ~ kuyup segalaa. sigup lagii ndaa ! hahah. wel, last night, theres "someone" ask me to quit smoking. she said that, its okehh if youu cant, but, more okeh-er if youu do. so, yeahh.. its been so long sudahh org indaa cakap begituu to me. wel, adaa, but teman. anii, my chicks who said that. hee. anyhow.. i endup kajar kajar dii office ! :S:S id wanaa use the net. so, i bouncy bouncy duluu. later will post something good. :) till here th duluu. btw, goodmorning people andd WAKE UPP !! JGN TIDUR ! HAHAHAH ! cheers. :D:D

ex girlfriend yang mencurii !

so, last few days, i was contacting back with my ex yang lama lama berabis. like how long ? my ex since i was in form 4 i guess ? hahah. anyhow, yes.. how the story goes is like this..

last few days, my ex added me di FB. so, i was shockingly plus buat buat happy that she do so. then, we in contact and we meet up. i realized that before, i dint have the chance to know her that well. why so ? pasal, before kami together just for 3months ? atuu punn, antahh ahh.. kan di ingatkan, bagii malas waa..

and yeahh.. so, akuu ambil kesempatan to get to know her kann. so, i did. i even bring her to meet my parents. and yes.. everything goes well. until one night, she was being hayal muchh. tarus tarus thh kan ituu laa ini laa.. come on, we're not even together back yet. indaa kuu mauu juaa. come on ? im not into that buat masaa ani. i did told her that. and yes..

di malam, i was searching for my ipod yang sekadar plus indaa juaa mahal. but, i cant find it. until i realized that it was gone. and yang last memiggang was that ex girlfriend. andd, gilaaaaa ! indaa pandai besyukur. sudahh punn dii barii selipar dari jakartaa. punnn, mauu juaa kan mencurii. no wonder laa, yaa buat hal trus trus. and trus trus kan bekasar. seriously, i would rather ignore that shit then melayan karenah muu ! so, puhhlesss ! *ohh, mann.. that reminds me of adek eqahh ! adek eqahh, abng need youu now ! :(

and so, terciptaa tiaa satu story about sii ex girlfriend yang mencurii. stupid muchh yeaa ? brabisss ! hahah. so, yeahh.. the end ! :P

p/s; JANGAN MARAH MARAH .. :)

true friend.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly


*note kuu curi darii sii qez. hee. lawaaa ! :D:D

random lagii.

morning people. wel, yesterday, i was out lunch with bibi. but, yeahh.. i only go for a drink sjaa. cold coffee. since yesterday was panas. but, it was so random muchh. ngam lunchh time baa bibi called me. so, since lamaa dahh indaa jumpaa him, i layan sjaa. we went to the mall. and hangs sekajap di west street. and yess !! today is his birthday. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIBI" heheh. krg thh mempost about that. hee.

so, yeahh.. i meet some friends di mall. and yeahh.. we talked alot. hahah. life apaa.. and hes going to kl soon. *jangan sjaa lupaa ole ole. :P:P heheh. after meeting him, i blik office semulaaa. adaa alot of works need to be done. and yeaah, eveything was settle. last minute waa org belayar. heehh..

after done di office, i went back home, and iman was there. so, i babysit her sekajap. hee. funn muchh withh her. shes my one and only sweetheart. hahah. and yeahh.. after that, i rememberd that boss asked me to cut my hair. he said my hair di belakang panjang. aiyoo.. so, i cut my hair. heeh.. anii kan org kan memanjangkan. but, its alright. macam indaa pandai panjang balik kan ? :P:P

i took my shower, and i took a short nap. wel, tertidur actually. andd was chatting with my ex. hee. lamaa dahh indaa contact with her. :) and yeahh.. fun juaa punn. and yeahh.. most siuk thing lagii, i was bercomment comment withh my lovely suriyani and her mum and sii kanak kanak. hahah. and yeahh.. yanni's mum berfacebook ho. ohh mann.. so, spoting muchh. how i wish my mum punn pandaii befacebook. andd yess ! her mum is my mummy now. :D:D *sur, dont youu ever jahat to me sudahh. :P:P

then, yeahh.. after midnight i was berhang out with the parents. hee. chit chat before tidur. hee. :) thenn, tdur tiaaa. im with my own world.