Yesterday, i was out with my baby. We attend to some function, whichh it was so great muchh. And yeahh.. Along withh my family. And it was funn muchh. Photos will upload soon. Insha-god. Hee. Wel, the function ends around 5ishh. Then, we went to gdg to have for some dinner. We ate di weststreet. And, soon after that, i send my baby home. :)
after that, i went back home slajur. And since she asked me took my shower and all, so i did. Sikit lgii kn malas actually. But, somehow i did. Hee. Then, after shower, she asked to take my short nap. Whichh kononnyaa, sama samaa berehat. And i finds out that, indaa yaa btdur rupanyaa. Apaa apaa ! Hee. Sii kambangg aaa. *ily.. And yeahh, i was a sleep till im awake after midnight, and realizing that i just turned 21years old ? Hahh.. Life goes onn. ;) then, i received some msges. Birthday greetings. Di facebook as well. And only god knows how appreciate me and thank youu so muchh for the greets. Hee. It meant alot to me. ;D
then, im given a very special gives frm heaven. ;) eventho its not that great. But, appreciate any time i ever had with youu sayangg. Sikit, panjangg.. I still appreciate muchh. It is a very special moment to have youu besides me. ;'D and thanks for the gift as well syangg. Iloveyouu.. Youre the greatest ! ;D
then, around 4ishh klii.. I slept and now.. Im wide awake in the morning. And hopefully kenaa murahkn rezeki di awal pagii. Hee. Amin ~ wel, i think till here sjaa duluu thh. Hee. Have a great morning people. And happy holidays. Only my birthday gives some of youu guys cuti. Youu should thanks me for that. Heheh. ;p alright then, cheers. Hee. ;D
Monday, 31 May 2010
Saturday, 29 May 2010
smokey !
and guess what ? i endup sleeping ! manaa kuu jdii makann breakfast tuu yesterday. til around 11ishh klii i woke up. my baby's texted wakes me. and yeahh.. i went out, and terus searched for food. hahah. i asked aunty to masakkan me some food and kononnya kann mandii laa nie. tpii, i was out. belum lagii mandii tuu. hahah. im meeting some friends. i went to kg masinn. and its was so panas the weather. and, i was chitchat withh my babyy juaa. hee. sampaii tedc-ed. nyehs !
thenn, yeahh.. waiting waiting waiting, sampaii 4ishh. then, i went home and kononnya kan makann laaa nie. then, mummy kan mintaaa antar ke gudang tiaa juaa. so, i send her there. since daddy was there sudahh. and yeahh.. terus blik rumahh. before kerumahh, i singgah ke kedai sekejap. beli some dvds, andd some foods. then, i went back home. blik rumahh, terus makan, then, smokey smokey kejap, melayan dvds, then i endup shower tiaa. hahah. bangas ! ;p
then, around 8ish, i went to a function. adaa optimal health di rbrc. it was great motivation from Dr. Eddy. biasaa dangar from the cds sjaa. aniii mendangar and meliat live dapan mata. its more different and more better. and hes gonna be the speaker for our next functions. this sunday, and so cant wait to learn from him. ;) then, the functions ended at around 10ish to 11. so, i terus balik rumahh. was tired and sleepy muchh. since my baby was asleeep aswell, so, i tidur as well tiaa. but, before tidur, i hit the pot first. damn, nyaman wass tdurr kuu !!
and around 6ish morning tdii, my baby texted me. her texted wakes me up. hee. thanks again for that btw.. so, i smokey just for my early breakfast. andthen, terus i took my shower. then, bebajuu. andd smokey smokey. then, i took my breakfast andd all the nutritions. then, i zoom to the office. sampai office, i endup, biasaa. doing nothing, till kenaa bagi some works and i finnished it just like that. and krg patang, i dont feels like going to work. why so ? i need to go to ppb to settle my log book. nyehs.
and yeahh.. i just now did search the news about orng kena bust pasal ganjaa. gilaa, 2k waaa !! nyams waa tuu. HAHAH ! ;p ish, ishh, ishhh ! anwy, im out of words tiaa now. ohh, today is my last day attached dii bahagian regulatory. hee. so far, it was funn here. why so ? cause, my bungsu's is in this sections. nyehs.. rock kliaa ! \m/
so, i think til here sjaa thh duluu then. ndaa kann di cakapkann. nyehs. just, i miss my babyy. thats all i cann think of. hee. ;) wel, have a nice saturday guys ! have the funn ! and happy weekends !! ;D cheers !
thenn, yeahh.. waiting waiting waiting, sampaii 4ishh. then, i went home and kononnya kan makann laaa nie. then, mummy kan mintaaa antar ke gudang tiaa juaa. so, i send her there. since daddy was there sudahh. and yeahh.. terus blik rumahh. before kerumahh, i singgah ke kedai sekejap. beli some dvds, andd some foods. then, i went back home. blik rumahh, terus makan, then, smokey smokey kejap, melayan dvds, then i endup shower tiaa. hahah. bangas ! ;p
then, around 8ish, i went to a function. adaa optimal health di rbrc. it was great motivation from Dr. Eddy. biasaa dangar from the cds sjaa. aniii mendangar and meliat live dapan mata. its more different and more better. and hes gonna be the speaker for our next functions. this sunday, and so cant wait to learn from him. ;) then, the functions ended at around 10ish to 11. so, i terus balik rumahh. was tired and sleepy muchh. since my baby was asleeep aswell, so, i tidur as well tiaa. but, before tidur, i hit the pot first. damn, nyaman wass tdurr kuu !!
and around 6ish morning tdii, my baby texted me. her texted wakes me up. hee. thanks again for that btw.. so, i smokey just for my early breakfast. andthen, terus i took my shower. then, bebajuu. andd smokey smokey. then, i took my breakfast andd all the nutritions. then, i zoom to the office. sampai office, i endup, biasaa. doing nothing, till kenaa bagi some works and i finnished it just like that. and krg patang, i dont feels like going to work. why so ? i need to go to ppb to settle my log book. nyehs.
and yeahh.. i just now did search the news about orng kena bust pasal ganjaa. gilaa, 2k waaa !! nyams waa tuu. HAHAH ! ;p ish, ishh, ishhh ! anwy, im out of words tiaa now. ohh, today is my last day attached dii bahagian regulatory. hee. so far, it was funn here. why so ? cause, my bungsu's is in this sections. nyehs.. rock kliaa ! \m/
so, i think til here sjaa thh duluu then. ndaa kann di cakapkann. nyehs. just, i miss my babyy. thats all i cann think of. hee. ;) wel, have a nice saturday guys ! have the funn ! and happy weekends !! ;D cheers !
Friday, 28 May 2010
Manggo ! ;)
Hello and good morning all. Hee. Im wide awake now. Awal ? Yeahh, i know.. Hee. I is the very happy right now. Why so ? Cause, finally.. My meet my manggo. Hee. Manis ~ ;p tantu laa manis, mun masam, i have to buat kicap, blacan, chili and all tiaa lgii. Hahah. Apaaaaan ?! Lame waa kuu pagii pagi ! Mcm apaa.. Hahah. ;p
hmm.. Actually, i just pass thro my darkness. Cehh ~ everything got fixed. Alhamdulilahh.. :) atleast, our smiles, laughs are back on track. Now, all that matters is, everything broken, cann be fixed. Every questions, had an answers. Every no, theres a yes. Wow.. Hahah. Any ideas ? I just love to play those kinda words. Hee. Leave some, if youu guys had some ideas. ;)
and yeahh, me and my manggo, aree back on track now. We still on track actually, but then, the track garit. So, had to fixed it lajulajuu. :p hahah. Again, lamoo ! Hahah. So, yeahh.. Now, i miss her already. Shes really are the best weeed i ever had. She got me addict easily.. Just like that. Nyehs. I like toh ~ apaaadeee !
Actually, i feels like wanna go to pantaii. Liat sunrise. But too bad, ndaa pakai melayan. Gaah ! ;( but, yeahh.. Let it be. Not that important punn. What important is, im happy to be besides her awal ani. Hee. Idk, what my day will be without her smiles. Manggo, i need youu in me. To breathe along. :) and i bet shes sleeping awal ani. Whichh supposed adaa something going on di skulahhnyaa ! Which, shes berpakat with her sisters to not to attend ?! Nyehs.. Belabihh muchh.. But, still.. Blabih blabihnyaa punn, sayangg juaa i. Hee. ;D
and sebenarnyaakn, akuu lapar baa awal ani. Alum waa kuu makan since yesterday. Diet, indaa juaa.. Ani kn kurus kampis sudahh. Tdi adaa my personal nurse menchecked. Mcm sii banar lgii tuu yaa menchecked, tepicik pick. Hahah. Lain bunyiinyaa. ;p but, yeahh.. I think, i need to sampaikn my hajat yang dulu duluu.. I wannna get fat ! ;D should i ? Hee. Tpi, benar.. Atleast berisii.. Nyehs ! Insha-god.. Will gone, then get fat.. Hahah. *crossmyfinger. ;p
awuu baa, sekalinyaa kn.. Parutkuu starving starving sudahh awal ani. Kn mintaa feed yaa sudahh. Hmm.. What should i eat aaa ? *wondering.. -end.
hmm.. Actually, i just pass thro my darkness. Cehh ~ everything got fixed. Alhamdulilahh.. :) atleast, our smiles, laughs are back on track. Now, all that matters is, everything broken, cann be fixed. Every questions, had an answers. Every no, theres a yes. Wow.. Hahah. Any ideas ? I just love to play those kinda words. Hee. Leave some, if youu guys had some ideas. ;)
and yeahh, me and my manggo, aree back on track now. We still on track actually, but then, the track garit. So, had to fixed it lajulajuu. :p hahah. Again, lamoo ! Hahah. So, yeahh.. Now, i miss her already. Shes really are the best weeed i ever had. She got me addict easily.. Just like that. Nyehs. I like toh ~ apaaadeee !
Actually, i feels like wanna go to pantaii. Liat sunrise. But too bad, ndaa pakai melayan. Gaah ! ;( but, yeahh.. Let it be. Not that important punn. What important is, im happy to be besides her awal ani. Hee. Idk, what my day will be without her smiles. Manggo, i need youu in me. To breathe along. :) and i bet shes sleeping awal ani. Whichh supposed adaa something going on di skulahhnyaa ! Which, shes berpakat with her sisters to not to attend ?! Nyehs.. Belabihh muchh.. But, still.. Blabih blabihnyaa punn, sayangg juaa i. Hee. ;D
and sebenarnyaakn, akuu lapar baa awal ani. Alum waa kuu makan since yesterday. Diet, indaa juaa.. Ani kn kurus kampis sudahh. Tdi adaa my personal nurse menchecked. Mcm sii banar lgii tuu yaa menchecked, tepicik pick. Hahah. Lain bunyiinyaa. ;p but, yeahh.. I think, i need to sampaikn my hajat yang dulu duluu.. I wannna get fat ! ;D should i ? Hee. Tpi, benar.. Atleast berisii.. Nyehs ! Insha-god.. Will gone, then get fat.. Hahah. *crossmyfinger. ;p
awuu baa, sekalinyaa kn.. Parutkuu starving starving sudahh awal ani. Kn mintaa feed yaa sudahh. Hmm.. What should i eat aaa ? *wondering.. -end.
Thursday, 27 May 2010
Maybe i deserved this.
On the 14th of february 2010, it was a very nice day that, people celebrate valentine's and the chinese celebrate chinese new year. And on that day, i was attending to a function in qlap. Long story short, before my attention to the function is core. Until, i saw a different smiles that melts my feelings. The girl in yellow shirt. She was tall, all i cann say. And i started to lost my attention to the speakers. Those smiles bothered me. Until the functions ended.
When it ends, i got to know her little infomations. Which sooner after that, i received a msg frm her cousin and asking me to add her msn, so i did. And she told me that, the girl in yellow shirt wants to get to know me. So yeahh.. I really felt so lucky that time. And few days after that, i got the chance, again to meet her. In a small function at my bungsu's place. And that time, i started to do the talking. Whichh, shes scared to respon i believe. *i still remember that face. And we were talking about fb and all. And yes, i added her i think. So, we did contacting and all.
Until, the day she went to my place for some function. Which, i started to touch her face, i started to look her smiles closely, and thats when i started to have the weirdness feelings. As i mentiond last last time. Mixed feelings. Everything in one. And that night, i realized that im inlove withh her. Which, thats when i say i loves her. And after that, my loves to her are getting more and more. Where missing started to get involved..
And untill now, im still wanted to know her well. I go thro her past lifes, her everything. Eventhough jealousy started to hunt me down. But, i dont care. Cause my love to her is just tooo fragile. And im trying my best to not be broken. Not even a little. Eventhough, tears are started to interupt on our relation, but im still finding a way to the better ones. With the help of my prayer. Our prayer. Withh god's willing, i promise to live my life with just her. I know its sound so strange, but yes. Shes enough for me sudahh. And i even told my mum all about her this lately. Walaupun, this lately we're not in a very good condition, but still. That wont change my love to her.
This is just some confession truely from my heart. Once i love, doesnt mean, it ends easily. To me, i deserve it more and more loves. Rather then anyone else. All i needed is just her to love me. Not just love, but to THINK of me. That would be enough for me. Since she was asking about ends, here i wanna say it, my loves to youu are never ends. Eventho i failed, youu failed, doesnt means everything is ended. To me, it means, that is just the begining. Theres always another way to a better one.
Being silent is never the problems, being jealousy is not what i aimed, being hurts is just part of the deal, and being withh youu is a heaven falls to me. Once i said it, i really meant it. Eventho youre not around me all the time, but to me youu are here besides me where youu were just smiles like the first time i saw youu. I tears myself sometimes, which i know theres no reason for that. And i just know that we could be a better, rock, great, couple together. And its just when we tuned it abit. It will be a perfect love couple. But, i know that, every perfections, mistaken will came along. Once we cant handle it, it cann ruined everything. It even cann killed a life, that im hopefully, wont let it happen to us. And thats the promise ive made to god.
And i know im kindaa emo lately. Is just that, i dont know what to do, what to think and whatever what i should do. Whichh, i finally realized that, theres always an answer to every questions. That means, we should started to walk along the nightmares where shes right besides me and holding my hand. Darkness with no lights ? Yes, and let the prayers guide our way to a better lifes. As long we believe that we could pass thro it, and we will made it. Insha-god.
And the girl ive been talking about is, the girl that i hate right now for making my life's full of blood, and i know that, she never meant to hurts me, which i know that i wont feel the pain. Why so ? Because, Nurikramin Iwani is my heart. Eventho she killed me, i wont bleed. As i said, cause, shes my heart. Shes my soul. Shes my everything. And me, im just a star that lighten up her world to see the future we will created. And, the one i love always. Nurikramin Iwani, i love. And i appreciate muchh to have youu in my life babe. Seriously, i am. As we just trust to each other, which i know thats the tough one, everything will be alright. And believe in me, and believe in yourself. It will be better. Just dont think too muchh problems. That wont help. Trust me, i did that once. Which, fcut up jdinyaa. Incase youre reading this babe, i do miss youu too. Always.. :')
not just misses, but loves. Whichh i want youu here with me all the time. Sampai langgu ? So what ! Thats not listed on my dictionary. So, dont sweat babe. I'll be needed youu indeed. *peluks. Bhh, sembhyangg subuhh ! And i think, i'll stop here. Will update it soon lgii. And yeahh, those who inlove, feels the love. Those who hate love, make something different. Hee. And okehh then, have a goodmorning all. Create a smile on your face this morningg. And pray.. :)
ohh, and abit promotion here, who ever interested in love, relation or what so ever that connected withh love, if youu guys want it to go smooth, read book called, 'the 5 love language' by i forgot ho. It helps me alot. Seriously. Wel, okehthen. Til here, cheers
When it ends, i got to know her little infomations. Which sooner after that, i received a msg frm her cousin and asking me to add her msn, so i did. And she told me that, the girl in yellow shirt wants to get to know me. So yeahh.. I really felt so lucky that time. And few days after that, i got the chance, again to meet her. In a small function at my bungsu's place. And that time, i started to do the talking. Whichh, shes scared to respon i believe. *i still remember that face. And we were talking about fb and all. And yes, i added her i think. So, we did contacting and all.
Until, the day she went to my place for some function. Which, i started to touch her face, i started to look her smiles closely, and thats when i started to have the weirdness feelings. As i mentiond last last time. Mixed feelings. Everything in one. And that night, i realized that im inlove withh her. Which, thats when i say i loves her. And after that, my loves to her are getting more and more. Where missing started to get involved..
And untill now, im still wanted to know her well. I go thro her past lifes, her everything. Eventhough jealousy started to hunt me down. But, i dont care. Cause my love to her is just tooo fragile. And im trying my best to not be broken. Not even a little. Eventhough, tears are started to interupt on our relation, but im still finding a way to the better ones. With the help of my prayer. Our prayer. Withh god's willing, i promise to live my life with just her. I know its sound so strange, but yes. Shes enough for me sudahh. And i even told my mum all about her this lately. Walaupun, this lately we're not in a very good condition, but still. That wont change my love to her.
This is just some confession truely from my heart. Once i love, doesnt mean, it ends easily. To me, i deserve it more and more loves. Rather then anyone else. All i needed is just her to love me. Not just love, but to THINK of me. That would be enough for me. Since she was asking about ends, here i wanna say it, my loves to youu are never ends. Eventho i failed, youu failed, doesnt means everything is ended. To me, it means, that is just the begining. Theres always another way to a better one.
Being silent is never the problems, being jealousy is not what i aimed, being hurts is just part of the deal, and being withh youu is a heaven falls to me. Once i said it, i really meant it. Eventho youre not around me all the time, but to me youu are here besides me where youu were just smiles like the first time i saw youu. I tears myself sometimes, which i know theres no reason for that. And i just know that we could be a better, rock, great, couple together. And its just when we tuned it abit. It will be a perfect love couple. But, i know that, every perfections, mistaken will came along. Once we cant handle it, it cann ruined everything. It even cann killed a life, that im hopefully, wont let it happen to us. And thats the promise ive made to god.
And i know im kindaa emo lately. Is just that, i dont know what to do, what to think and whatever what i should do. Whichh, i finally realized that, theres always an answer to every questions. That means, we should started to walk along the nightmares where shes right besides me and holding my hand. Darkness with no lights ? Yes, and let the prayers guide our way to a better lifes. As long we believe that we could pass thro it, and we will made it. Insha-god.
And the girl ive been talking about is, the girl that i hate right now for making my life's full of blood, and i know that, she never meant to hurts me, which i know that i wont feel the pain. Why so ? Because, Nurikramin Iwani is my heart. Eventho she killed me, i wont bleed. As i said, cause, shes my heart. Shes my soul. Shes my everything. And me, im just a star that lighten up her world to see the future we will created. And, the one i love always. Nurikramin Iwani, i love. And i appreciate muchh to have youu in my life babe. Seriously, i am. As we just trust to each other, which i know thats the tough one, everything will be alright. And believe in me, and believe in yourself. It will be better. Just dont think too muchh problems. That wont help. Trust me, i did that once. Which, fcut up jdinyaa. Incase youre reading this babe, i do miss youu too. Always.. :')
not just misses, but loves. Whichh i want youu here with me all the time. Sampai langgu ? So what ! Thats not listed on my dictionary. So, dont sweat babe. I'll be needed youu indeed. *peluks. Bhh, sembhyangg subuhh ! And i think, i'll stop here. Will update it soon lgii. And yeahh, those who inlove, feels the love. Those who hate love, make something different. Hee. And okehh then, have a goodmorning all. Create a smile on your face this morningg. And pray.. :)
ohh, and abit promotion here, who ever interested in love, relation or what so ever that connected withh love, if youu guys want it to go smooth, read book called, 'the 5 love language' by i forgot ho. It helps me alot. Seriously. Wel, okehthen. Til here, cheers
Awuu, bagus !
Baie ! Bgnku tdur trus kuu mental mental waa. Trus kuu mengusut waa ! Indaa pandai beaman waaa cemani ani. Shit ! Siapaa pun indaa mental ?! Mun the gf entah manaa menghilangg. Without any msges ? Misscalls ? Sudahh di contact, indaa kenaa layan. Wel, kiraa tdur laa tuu ? Yerrright ! Munn indaa bcrdt atuu, gtauu ! Munn kn tdur bnr, gtauu ! Munn kn beboyfriend lain, gtauu ! Salahh kaaa membgitauu ani ?! Yang indaa pedah pedah krg, knaa gtauu ! Baie bnr ! Biar tiaa kuu kn cemani sjaa nahh ! Youu want this ?! Fine..
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
After midnight.
Its nearly midnight, and i just wokeup. Those stupid dreams awakes me. What happend to me ?! Im getting cold. Im cold. Kajar kajar. Lapar. Missing. Guilty. Loves. Idk ! All i know, i really hate when this happend. Its almost 4days sudahh. Im being fcut up. Whichh no one ever know. No one care.. Why would i tell at the first place ? Nahh, i guess its better this way. Better off alone sometimes. But then, when i think wisely, guiltyness hunt me. Am i wrong to be this way ? Is it me sebenarnyaa ? Idk.. Shit happens. :\
yes, i wokeup and finds that my phone was outofbattery. Again, i fall asleep when its online. I was waiting for someone actually. And yeahh.. Indaa menjdi since i fall asleep. Then, i charged my phone and turn it on. I received some text msges. One msg is frm my, baaby should i said ? And yeahh.. Again, the mixed fcut up feelings hunt me down. So, my ego-ness indaa mauu mauu kalahh. Whichh i did replied simply.. Fcuk, i just dont know what to do sudahh. What am i doing kn ? Am i doing something wrong ?! Am i not that good ?! Antahh ! Paluii rasaakuu awal ani. Bnrthh.. :S
i just wishh that i could make youu happy. What ever youu wanted. I dont deserved this. I dont deserved shit thimgs happens. All i ever wanted is just to take a very good care of youu before im gone. Make youu smiles everydaynight. Shared happiness. Created some loves. Trusted. Believe. Being perfect just between youu and me. With no doubt and being close to god. And going to the right path of lifes ? I deserved that better. I pray for that.. Eventho im not that perfect enough to be good, but yeahh, i did pray for us, our families, our lifes, and mostly i pray for someone like youu. But, yeahh.. Maybe, this is just part of the deal. Dugaan should i say ? Hmm..
Sabar ? I am.. I am being sabar sudahh all this time. Only god knows well. I even skipped all those crappy shitness. I dont even think, not even a single dot about it. Anything that cann hurts me, i just skipped it for all this time. I know those shitness might killed me. Whichh i am very disapointed now. I just cant help me. I cannt ! Me being this shitty situations ? That was just so wrong ! Buknn akuu waa tuu. I dont deserved that. I dont want that. Shitfcuk ! ;(
baie bnr ihh.. Emo muchh ! Bancii waa kuu nie cemani ani. Bnr.. I hate it when all my body getting weak. Lamah. And mcm budoh. Hayal waa tuu. Hehh.. What now ?! Being dungngu ? Stupid ? Dumbass ? Serious shit, i'd rather hit the pot then think too muchh. And, god.. Please, help me. Maybe i was too blind to see. And please god, take those shittyness away from me. Please.. I love her too much that i dont want anything happend to her. Please, god.. Shes the girl in my prays. And please god.. Its me actually need those. Help me to open up everything just to reach youu, god. Please.. I need some strength awal ani. Forgives me for my any wrong doings all this time. And please god.. Lastly, please make me happy with her. She is all i ever needed, Nurikramin Iwani. Iloveyouu, sayangg. And im sorry for everything. I meant it. Like, seriously ? ;'] -ikramin iwani's..
yes, i wokeup and finds that my phone was outofbattery. Again, i fall asleep when its online. I was waiting for someone actually. And yeahh.. Indaa menjdi since i fall asleep. Then, i charged my phone and turn it on. I received some text msges. One msg is frm my, baaby should i said ? And yeahh.. Again, the mixed fcut up feelings hunt me down. So, my ego-ness indaa mauu mauu kalahh. Whichh i did replied simply.. Fcuk, i just dont know what to do sudahh. What am i doing kn ? Am i doing something wrong ?! Am i not that good ?! Antahh ! Paluii rasaakuu awal ani. Bnrthh.. :S
i just wishh that i could make youu happy. What ever youu wanted. I dont deserved this. I dont deserved shit thimgs happens. All i ever wanted is just to take a very good care of youu before im gone. Make youu smiles everydaynight. Shared happiness. Created some loves. Trusted. Believe. Being perfect just between youu and me. With no doubt and being close to god. And going to the right path of lifes ? I deserved that better. I pray for that.. Eventho im not that perfect enough to be good, but yeahh, i did pray for us, our families, our lifes, and mostly i pray for someone like youu. But, yeahh.. Maybe, this is just part of the deal. Dugaan should i say ? Hmm..
Sabar ? I am.. I am being sabar sudahh all this time. Only god knows well. I even skipped all those crappy shitness. I dont even think, not even a single dot about it. Anything that cann hurts me, i just skipped it for all this time. I know those shitness might killed me. Whichh i am very disapointed now. I just cant help me. I cannt ! Me being this shitty situations ? That was just so wrong ! Buknn akuu waa tuu. I dont deserved that. I dont want that. Shitfcuk ! ;(
baie bnr ihh.. Emo muchh ! Bancii waa kuu nie cemani ani. Bnr.. I hate it when all my body getting weak. Lamah. And mcm budoh. Hayal waa tuu. Hehh.. What now ?! Being dungngu ? Stupid ? Dumbass ? Serious shit, i'd rather hit the pot then think too muchh. And, god.. Please, help me. Maybe i was too blind to see. And please god, take those shittyness away from me. Please.. I love her too much that i dont want anything happend to her. Please, god.. Shes the girl in my prays. And please god.. Its me actually need those. Help me to open up everything just to reach youu, god. Please.. I need some strength awal ani. Forgives me for my any wrong doings all this time. And please god.. Lastly, please make me happy with her. She is all i ever needed, Nurikramin Iwani. Iloveyouu, sayangg. And im sorry for everything. I meant it. Like, seriously ? ;'] -ikramin iwani's..
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