small thing cann be a big issue.

It all started when we get stress up and things gone wild. Where we're fcut up brabis. Damn hell rasanyaa. It happens to me just a few days back. Where jealousy attacked me mengajut-ly. x\

i was bersantai-ing withh my machiee and friends last saturday. Im being sabar sudahh to see my own f machiee bermesraa mesraa withh another guy. But, "wiraa, chill.." atuu sjaa yang i cann heard on my ears. Until on that suck-the-day time, i got exploded ! x\ ishh.. I know, ituu tak baik. But, yeahh.. It happens.

I cant even do nothing that time. So, i just shutted my everything and try not to think anything. My reason was, so that my madness atuu indaa tempias arhh sii machiee. But, kecundengg juaa laa. I hurts her without any words and without looking at her face. Antahh, honestly.. I was fcut up. But, i dont give a s.

I just ignored things and going with the flow. And i decided to go out from my dorm for that day. So, yes i did. Konon kn merelease stress laa apaa nie. But, i was wrong. So big menyasal to me to go that way. More fcut up i get when i went out. Heeh..

I only relexing when i was sleeping in my so-called nyaman room of mine. What makes i said that pasal, gilaa yo.. Hostel kmii suck to the very waa. But, what to do ? Mauu indaa mauu, i had to juaa kn ? So, yeahh.. Again, going withh the flow sjaa. Im just letting the time guide my ways.

Then i realized that, what a stupid wrong doing i made. x\ pedahh waa banarnyaa kn cematuu atuu. Why should i get stress of ? Why im being jealousy ? Bidaaaa brabis waa. Cause, i know that i love her and she knows that she loves me. Hemm.. x\

just, sometimes.. We cant just followed our kusut-ness sekatii sekatii. Pasal, munn sudahh kusut, munn dilayann, tantuu thh kusut juaa tuu jdinyaa. Indaa ? So, pokoknyaa i was so menyasal to be that way. "Stop being stupid !" Thats what i've told to myself in the end. Just be positive and be happy. Lets our happiness control our lifes. Hee. I bounce ! Nights all. x)