the spirit.

my last night was siuk melayann ceritaa shrek the third. hahah. was bernyaman punn last night. and yeahh, siap makan muffin lgii. and drink hot milo. hee. melayann waa kuu. and shit, sleeping beauty nyaa rugged waa. hahah. penidur hantap ! hee. x) while watchingg, i was sleepy tiaa and tertdur out side. hemm.. x\

by morningg.. maybe 8ishh klii, i wokeup and berfriends. hahah. bgn bgnkuu trus ketawaa waa. paaaacahh ! hahah. sii ross panat waa. hahah. and yeahh, i stayed up till noon tiaa. ;) mandi behapaa, ready ready tiaa kuu kn ke gadong. antahh.. i feel like going gdg today. so, yeahh.. kes kn berbincangg thh nie smaa bro aleng about kk esuk. tpii lain tiaa.. melayann movie plngg kuu. hahah ! was pachh aaa punn tdii. and yeahh, sampaii tiaa hajat melayann the spirit. hee. mendes hot yo ! gilaaa .. cair kuu mliat ! HAHAH. and yeahh, no bad laa the ceritaa. i like it pasal its macam dalam comic ho the movie. same story macam sin city tiaa. lawaa the graffic ! wel, stone eyes nyamann ihh mliat. xP so, far.. i enjoyed watching it while eating salt popcorn. hahah. masinn yo ! xD but, i like it. hee. xD

by 8ishh, done bermovie. so, i was hoping kn blik. but, antahh.. had to stay there til 10ishh malam ? and so, while waitingg, i go ke cyber. upload photos and yeahh.. tengok tiaa photos dii bwahh yes ? hee. enjoyed !

hee. by 10ishh to 11, i reached home. and terus packingg. but, antahh.. casby tak jdi joinn kmii. but, hes going to kk withh the brother. so, yeahh.. hope to see youu in kk bro. ;) and the planned for tommorow was pacahh.. antahh.. macam macam sjaa happend. xS but who care ? akuu sorg ke kk punn why not ? HAHAH. tantuu, siuk sendirii kn ? macam kamuu kamuu baa yg siuk sendirii ahh.. heeh.. timaa kasihh ! hemm.. but yes, i WILL make it happen tomorow, no matter what. HAHAH ! xP malas waa kuu kn new year dii brunei. bnr.. kn begilaaa abis kuu nie ! xP

shit, im tired.. should i go to sleep ? but im afraid indaa tbgn. x\ wel, fcuk it.. let see where did the wind blows bring me. hee. so, goodnight people. and HAPPY NEW YEAR KAMUU !! cheers ! ;);)

peraatingtingg ! :D

ayamkuu. xP

selucky # fiffteen.

bersamaa sii ayam ! xP

tungkuu beachh. :D

"yes, mann"

kakaa hanaa. :)

selamat tahunn baruu hijrahh. x)

selamat tahunn baruu kamuu. hee. xD its awal tahunn hijrahh today. its weird bilaa tahun islam awal new year than the new year biasaa. wel, kebiasaan tahun islam is always after new year pratingtingg. hee. anwy, selamat tahun baruu hijrahh kamuu ! xD

so, last night.. i was bernyaman sjaa sepanjangnyaa. and was melayann movies. i just stayd at home sajaa. kes kn meliat friends, tpii, ndaa tiaa juaa. so, yeahh.. crii food untuk kn di masak. and yeahh, i ate chicken&chips sjaa today. hee. then, mummy asked to go to jemputann. but, since i havent betdur, i was tired muchh to go berjemputann. so, i stayed at home sjaa. and friends was playing marathonly on the afternoon at starworld.. then, sleepy tiaa kuu juaa meliat. pasal, its blik blik. so, i went to my room, hit some, then tdur.. its 1ishh klii tuu. tak ingat, lost yo.. xP

then, by 8ishh malam, i wokeup from dreaming. when out cri food. tetapii, theres no food. x( kecundangg ! heeh.. so, yeahh.. berbusy kuu sekajap, then mandii. after that, melayann movie tiaa kuu. potc was on tdii. i watched it before dii cinemaa punn ituu. heeh.. tkanang kuu plngg. hahah. wel, yeahh.. before i go melayann movie, i was sediaakn my bju bjuu kn di bwaa. hee. ohh, and planned ke kk esuk, antahh.. maybe on the 30th klii jalann. casby punn function tiaa juaa esuk, on the 29th.. keretaa kn dipkaii ani indaa tiaa juaa jdii. aiyo.. kindaa badtrip laa juaa. but, yeahh.. 30th punn, 30thh laa. asalkuu new year not in bruneii sjaa. HAHAH ! xP

and casby called me up. to make sure how and whats the plann. so, yeahh.. esok hes sleeping over my place. kiraa terus sjaa on the 30thh. hopefully, its menjdii. heeh.. wel, nothing muchh to say here. just to aai, im sorry that abng couldnt make it ke gdg today. was tertdur. tired i.. wel, okey dokey thenn. im out of words here. let me bounce withh a cheers. hee. goodnight .. x)

passport to new year ! ;)

after had my sikit meal last night, i stayed dii tv's room. kes kn menunggu ceritaa friends. tpi, tpii.. ceritaa spiderman3 interupted me. so, i was terlalaii watching it smpaii abis. sekalii, by 10ishh klii. abng datangg. and he brought chicken pie. nyamann yo ! HAHAH. falling kuu for it. heeh.. and even brought me a very good meds.

abng gaves me advice and all for doing life since its nearly new year. why not that, why not this. so yeahh.. brother to brother. *thanks bro. ;) and so, by maybe tengahh harii, i terfall asleeep. x\

and by 9ishh malam, i wokeup. pasal, there a big knocks on my door. but, i ignored it. heeh.. few mins, i went out. takde org. so, i cari-ed food. but antahh.. i tak feels like eatingg. so i go mandii.. and after that, i took my meds and terus bwaa main game. and i even menghayatii my mp3's songs. hee. feelingg it tho. ;) and again.. i thought about the custume party. hahahah ! since, im nyamann muchh, indaa plngg kuu tejalann kemanaa manaa. plus, i just need my rest. x)

by 12ishh klii, i went out kn tnyaa about my passport, then daddy was like, "ihh.. alum siap passportmuu ahh." "indaathh ko dpt pigii tuu." i was so down masaa dngr ituu. eventho im highh, trus waa kuu downn. then, i just terus makann. bruuth kn makan rasaakuu. then, after makan, daddy was like.. go to mummy, and ambil your passport. ketawaa ketawaa tiaa yaa. so, i rann up and getting it. hee. then, small talks withh mummy. and yeahh.. i got my passport tiaa. xD

i even chat withh abng tdii. he said that hes going to kk as well. but, either jln malam ani or esuk. so, macam kn ikut awal juaa kuu ahh.. tpii, antahh.. i asked casby, tpii takde responed. so, antahh.. lets see what time brings me. heeh.. kk ! kk ! xP

wel, nothings really going on today. just, i like the part where i dngr mp3. theres bnyak songs reminds me of some friends.. hee. adaa lgii laguu jamilahh jamidongg tuu ! HAHAH. terkenangg tiaa kuu time rayaa. heeh.. turun naik tutong ho. hee. i had funn doing it before. and i learned something as well. hee. and yes, sii janahh kuu teingat. hee. sii janahh jamidong. ;) hee. happy new year and advance birthday to youu beb. incase tak tersampat. heeh..

so, im running out of words tiaa. i think i should bounce now. so, nights people. have a nice sleeep. x)

bedtime stories. xD

hemm.. funny thing again, i couldnt that sleep muchh last night. so, i stayed up late sampaii ke pagii. my bothh legs lgii sakit muchh ! xS macam my bones were so ngiluu.. x( and againn, watching friends. and, yeahh.. since i was hungry, i asked mary to masak egg&cornbeef. hee. xD i just, kindaa miss that food. so yeahh.. i ate my breakfast. xD

while im outside my room, mummy's went down tiaa. and she looks macam kan berbusy. wel, kn masak ofcourse. i was bengangg. why she kn berbusy this pagii pagii ? hemm.. and so, since i takde mauu dii buat, i went to my room, and kn tidur tiaa.

few mins after that, abng came and knocks my room. and yeahh, pkir apaa. rupaanyaa, he asked me to jagaa iman for awhile since mummy memasak. and yeahh, rupanyaa adaa tahlil here today. no wonder mummy berbusy. so, i jagaa imanlove tiaa. since i miss my imanlove ! hee. xD

jagaa, jagaa.. then, macam sleepy tiaa kuu. and thank god kakaa was there. yaa tiaa take over jgaa imanlove for awhile so that i could have my sleeep. wel, i slept.. but then, not that nyamanly. pasal the left leg's bone mengiluukn to the muchh. macam, i cried kesakitann ! i even warm it up sampaii tutup aircond apaa. tpi, macam pedahh, sakit juaa masehh. so, i saw my wintogeno as in ubat panas yg lamaa lamaa sudahh. so, since indaa kuu tahan kesengsaraannyaa, pkai sjaa tiaa. i put it all over the pahaa and smpaii ke bawahh. it reminds me masaa duluu. where i used to use it before i got my football training. heeh.. anii, kakii bangkuu tiaa kuu sudahh ! x\ hahah. not.. xP

and so.. i went out from my room and complained it to daddy about my leg, tpii knaa marahh pulangg kuu indaa pedahh pedahh. kanaa ucap bejalan jalan sjaa. ihh.. berjalan ? then i texted casby. hahah. pasal he told me that he wanted to go gadong today, so yeahh.. berplanned tiaa kn ke gadong. he and bro aleng fetched me dirumahh around 3ishh klii. yang caliinyaa, kamii tigaa pkaii merahh. macam berjanjii sajaa. hahah. hidup merahh ! apaakn ?!! lame-O ! HAHAH !

on our way to gadong, kakaa called me and tnyaa where am i. pasal, kl's chicks wanted to agaa me. so since i told kakaa im out withh friends, kakaa asked us to go to jungle gim ? and yeahh.. its my first time waa tuu ksnaa. rupaanyaa kakaa bwaa imanlove ksnaa. heheh. ngalehh waa kuu jagaa imanlove. shes been running all over the place and had to jagaa tiaa. gilaa, i sweat ! pasal, kakaa said, tadii imanlove kenaa tolak and antahh.. pokoknyaa, shes kesiann. x\ and thanks to casby and bro aleng who started the bully !! xS HAHAH ! mentang mentangg kuu damit, knaa ucap waa kuu kanak kanak ! heeh.. but indaa apaa laa.. its funn to be youngg semulaa. HAHAH. xP and still, im older than youu, cas. hahah.

and yeahh, kakaa ordered food for us. thanks kakaa. and, since its kakaa punyaa turned to bwaa imanlove berjungle gim, i go makan and berhang out withh kl's chicks. xD ceritaa ceritaa about the party last night and even the next custume party for esok. i so dont know what to wear. x\ and yeahh.. terlalaii pulangg kmii di snaa. berdelayed plngg kn liat movie. and i planned to watchh the spirit. hee. and by 5 we bounced to gadong tiaa.

sampai gadong, we wait for boyan and terus bought tickets. but since the spirit only played at night, kamii liat bedtime stories tiaa. and yeahh.. it was calii muchh. sakit juaa parut ketawaa. pachh aaa ! hahah. and we laughed bukan plng apaa, pasal adaa org tuu ketawaa dngan penuhh emosii waa. ketawaa plngg pasal that laughs. heeh.. but benar.. its siuk ! ;) tak rugii tengok. hee.

i even saw many many friends there. and i meet drong idaah, reen and eraa. hee. lamaa indaa jumpaa kamuu. hee. and sii idaaa belii lappy kamuu kamuu ! xD and and, lawaa her shades. kalahh mine.. heeh ! memblii bruu kuu ihh ! not.. hahah. xP so, yeahh.. after movie, kami jalan jalan. i planned to usaii the phone. tpi, antahh.. macam, indaa juaa kuu mauu. peracacahh ! we went to arcade and yeahh.. get wasted ? hee. hangout hangout, smpaii 8ishh to 9 kalii. and since drng adaa planned, mintaa antar blik tiaa kuu. hee. thanks bro.. ;)

smpaii rumahh, chilled withh kakaa for awhile. and since im tired juaa, indaa cukup tidur, so i went to my room and tdur. kakaa wakes me punn, macam indaa berapaa sadar. palauu mood, andanggnyaa tuu. ohh, and even abng jo ke bilik punn kuu indaa berapaa sadar. heeh.. bernever neverland juaa bnr. hee. xP and terbgn by 3ishh subuhh. ndaa kn dibuat, thats why i post anii. and its 4ishh awal anii. i am so lapar.. and i wannaa go menikus duluu. so, goodnight people. adious. x)

lucky im in love ? x)

wel, i know im tired and all bgas berperatingtingg. but, now.. heeh ! i cant even closed my eyes. once i close it, her face appears tiaa. i feels macam.. indaa tantuu ? antahh.. macam, i like it juaa. but, since i know it wont be happen between us, so macam lupaakn sjaa. but, too badly i couldnt ! xS even a single thing about her. manaa lgii this laguu i play repeatly. wel, yeahh.. that lucky song. macam, aaaaaahh ! it keeeps me pkirkn about her. her smiles, laughs, randomness and all about her. butkn.. x( idk why i couldnt even branii make a move to her. whichh i know i might one day ? might not as well. just that, shes a very good friend of mine. we're happy this way. just that, i takut.. things would be different when i make my moves and shit. so, better not kn ? im just messed up awal anii. indaa waa tantuu. but the question is, is she punn begituu as well ? hemm.. if awuu, okehh laa.. what if not ? bidaaa waa tuu.. and yes, shes keep on creepingg me kn every single time i wanted to go to sleep ? macam, antahh ahh.. its just random about her. and i even learned random things when im withh her. ohh, god.. what should i do ? that smile just meltd me always. and take note, i couldnt even gives my fragile love to any chicks but her. but still.. shes just a friend who i sayang, love the most. and yes, its just hard. so hard between us. so, i endup like this.. feeling it sorangg sorangg. and, im happy being that ways. kebiasaan ho sudahh. but, yes.. she is special brabis. x) two years, thats not enough for me to know her yet. and yet, i wanted to know her from a to z. atuu punn, depands on her. if she ever let me punn. thats just me, when shes around, i'll be a normal close friend. but, when shes gone from my eyes, i'll be crazy like shit ! xS and yeaah, here.. i dint want any pityness from her. and i am not mintaa kesiann here. sajaa, let it out. and let the world knows it. shes just my everythingg ? yeahh, kindaa for me. but, antahh.. i dont want us to be like sii joey and rachel. janggal should i say.. hemm.. and againn no biggy, i just miss her. x') yes, i know.. too muchh girls ive been dealing withh but yet, they just not the same like her. she brings me joy and happiness. x) i dint say the rest, indaa buat akuu happy. but, antahh.. just different happiness i guess ? and i even tried to move on, but i couldnt ? heeh.. see, hows magicaa she is to me. she even cann buat i forgot all things just like that. but, yeahh.. either she knows or notice about it, thats all on her. yes, on youu my only "her" huhh.. and and, cemanii thh kuu sajaa nie. being tapuk tapuk feelings. sakit ? sadangg.. but, at least we're learning about it right ? and yes, i miss youu againn. i will always be punn. x) and yeahh, in that song says, "i wait for youu, i promise youu" its just perfect to me towards her. x\ am i lucky ? not ! i know.. chill sjaa kn. hemm.. cintaakuu bertepuk sebelahh tangann ? atuu, jiwangg tiaa juaa ! tpii, once di pkirkn that words, adaa juaa learning beyond it. salahh salahh waa ! cemanaa kn tuu ? and again, im just letting it out here. to whom ? antahh.. the unknown her ? i just think that im inlove withh her nothing. x\ but thats okehh punn. i think i cann handle it. insha-god ! and pasal, this post about unknown her thh buat kuu cemanii. beingg random. so, yeahh.. no sweat about it. hee. maybe im just dreaming all this. love that cann never be happend. heeh.. like, when dog falls for cat ? and when cat falls for mice ? thats just never happen. hee. i understand punn about that definations. hemm.. -im out..

merry ohh christmas ! x]

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NABII ISAA !! or, MERRY CHRISTMAS to kamuu kamuu !!" hee. xP

and so, once againn.. it dint happen. HAHAH ! i dint go tdii tdii. wel, last night.. i dint sleep at night. wel, it subuhh tho.. reason, takut indaa tbgnn and yeahh.. tauu laa adek eqahh kn ? and so, i dint go to sleep. as usual, tengok friends againn. hee. and, antahh.. i feels like wanted to cut my hair. blik blik kuu liat mirror. hemm..

then, the parents went down awal tdii. pasal, drng drngg kn jogging. so, i told daddy that i wanted to cut my hair. but, daddy said, krg thh.. so, yeahh.. meliat random movies, smpaii kakaa turunn. so, kamii berhangout tiaa sekajap. ceritaa ceritaa, untill we endup liat this movie. kakaa watched it blik blik sudahh. so, she want me to watchh it. pasal christmas. and its siuk laa. ceritaa, the family guy klii. at first i tot yg cartoon family guyy. but, bukann tiaa.

then, when the time shows at noon, i borrowed matokaa kn beguntingg sekajap. so, yeahh.. i cut my hair againn tiaa. heeh.. blik rumahh, i took my shower selajur. pasal, its miangg muchh. then, terus tiaa kuu beready. and so.. when im all set, indaa tiaa juaa nyamann rasaakuu. so, i texted adek eqahh. and yeahh, she said, she couldnt make it. so, for me.. once indaa, then indaa thh tuu. so, yeahh.. khals called me asking where am i. so i explained him tiaa. plus, hes withh his babylove juaa kn. so, since i havent sleep, i planned to tdur tiaa. but, kn ke gadong kuu juaa. so, i pesann ke daddy if hes going, let me know.. so, yeahh.. tdur tiaa kuu. then, macam few mins, adaa tiaa daddy katuk my room. but, since im sooo lazy to bagunn, tdur tiaa kuu sajaa. and yes, me and my neverneverland. x)

by 10ishh malam, kakaa called me and wakes me from sleepingg. shes asking me if i wanted to join them ke party. so, i said, i layann.. xD and yeahh.. i terus go bersiap and memanat sekajap withh kaa. hahah. xP and by 11ishh, abng didii fetchh kmii. x)

smpaii dii menglait, i cann hear the music very loudly. macam, aii.. happeningg nie ihh ! xP and so, kl's chicks jemput kmii naik tiaa. and, its siuk ! pasal, indaa berapaa rmaii. but then, org org jerudong lgii apaa adaa diisnaa. yg kuu kenal kenal laa. so, macam.. siuk laa ! xD sampaii kuu pajal sii casby suruhh dtg waa tuu. xP reason, kn warming up before ke kk. cehh ~ hahah ! but, too bad he couldnt make it. rugii ! xP rmaii laa my friends snaa juaa yg party freaks should i say ? hee. and yes, berparty waa kuu yo ! xD

laguunyaa lawaa lawaa tdii. manaa lgii green lights atuu menyamankn mataa. the asap apaa.. ohh, macam party dalam club ? hahah. and yeahh.. i was siuk sendirii tdii menarii. xD macam, all i wannaa do is just dance ! hee. i even menarii withh kl's chicks. hee. sampaii tiaa hajatnyaa ! xP *ihadfunn,youu.. x)

menarii, menarii.. liat jam, macam.. pukul 3ishh kn 4. gilaaa juaa tuu.. biasaa party disnii anii limited waa.. by 12 abis thh tuu. but tdii indaa ! hahah. malam jumaat lgii tuu kn party ahh. hahah. pacahh ! xP i sweat alot ! wait.. we sweat alot.. xP knknn ? HAHAH. tpii, serious shit, lamas waa kuu asapnyaa ahh ! xS but, fcuk it.. namanyaa party right ? hee. ohh, i did took some gambars. tpii gelap muchh ho. x\ will upload all photos soon when im away usingg any comps. i pinky promise, kuncii that. xD

then, by nearly 4.. endingg tiaa. panyap all the dj's stuff, and terus balik. but, since sorg sorg lapar, kmi singgahh dii restaurant traffic light. hee. i ate maggie sajaa. atuu punn, kanyangg tiaa kuu. by 4ishh, blik tiaa. hee. ngalehh waa kuu. and i need my deeep fcuking sleeep, againn ! HAHAH ! xD so, since im on the bed now, till here taah duluu yes ? hee. selamat malem kamuu kamuu ! xD

sicko. x\

wel, againn.. i dint go go sleep smpai pagii. since the parents warned me not to sleep in my room. so, i just spend my subuhh di tv's room watching random movies. and sampaii ke pagii. at 8ishh pagii, i watched friends. and i falls for joey's words. deeep waa. HAHAH ! sii JOEY lgii tuu kn ? yg palingg pacahh ! ohh, im talking here about, the part where joey confessed to rachel that he loves her ? serious shit, bruu kuu liat tuu.. heeh !

and yeahh, soon after that, i think i was reaching my neverneverland. not till daddy wakes me. bisaii bisaii i tdur di sofaa, dudukinyaa kuu. hee. rupaanyaa menyuruhh bgn thh sudahh tuu. and, yeahh.. since its awal still for me, err.. 11ishh at noon, so i went to living room and tdur ! ohh, btw.. bilikkuu adaa bepasangg racunn, thats why.. bervirus waa. yatahh.. HAHAH. xP

then, when i open my mataa, i cann see that its galap sudahh tiaa. so, i grabed my phones, and yeahh.. again its 6ishh magrib. so, i went to tv room and kakaa was there. i was tekajut.. pasal, shes supposed beready kn ke party kn ? but, yeahh.. she said, the bf dont feel like going ? so, no party tiaa tonight. but, the party was on tho. its dii menglait. hee. and yes, i dint go there tiaa punn. so, as usual withh my homeworks tiaa sjaa. like, doing anythingg yg adaa diirumahh anii. so, yeahh..

berlepak lepak withh kakaa for awhile until i saw ayam arhh mejaa makan ? so, i makan it tiaa. hee. kalii, macam kanyangg tiaa kuu. i even shitting pasal kekanyangann. heeh.. maybe im just rushh bnr on that ayam. hemm.. and, so.. kakaa went out. borengg tiaa. its sunyii. but, used to it sudahh.. so, i took my shower and yes, after shower bruu thh kuu pkaii the ubat for my blocking nose. x\ SAKIT WAA YAAW !! xS macam, youu had to clean up your nose, then masukkn the ubat and press it up and tekeluar tiaa the ubat ke dalam hidungg. gilaaa ! nyamann plngg kuu snorting coke-colaa tuu. shit ! on bothh sides lgii tuu ihh.. sakit muchh.. whichh in the end, lagii tiaa tesumbat hidungg ahh ! sampaii anii ? matii tiaa.. x\

then, the parents dtg. so, my roti jonn yg kuu bkirim tdii punn adaa. and ice lemon teaa too tho. xP but, indaa kuu temakann. idk why.. takde mood kn makann punn i. just, antahh.. indaa nyaman rasaakuu. x\ i dont feels right ho. not till eqahh tegur me dii msn. HAHAH ! xP

bergilaaa the plngg nahh sekajap. wait.. sekajap ? make it duaakajap. hahah. apaakn ?! so, we chatt.. its pasal, guys and girls, daddy and mummy, male and female. HAHAH ! pacahh.. and eqahh, remember that i adore sii daddy ! HAHAH ! xP we even planned for tomorow jesus's birthday. kamii planned kn bergadongg. and i planned that, esok.. must be there withh a themes ? HAHAH ! our themes for esuk is, since its christmas, kmii mestii pkaii anything asal its merahh and green. HAHAH ! hell sure im gonna be the grinchh esok.. xP but.. x\ munn dii pkir pkir.. 27thh, adaa custume party.. baik kuu jdii the grinchh on that party sjaa. heeh.. but, kn jdii sii jack kuu juaa. xP kiraa, nightmare after christmas laa tuu konon ? cehh ~ HAYALL !! xP hahah.

ohh, and esok is on. xD withh the green and red themes. i even pajal sii khals to come. pasal, ituu budak i havent jumpaa jumpaa tiaa. whichh she said, maybe he'll be in gadong smaa her babylove. so, yeahh.. antam ! asal, merahh ijauu ! heheh. ohh, and for kamuu kamuu wanaa join, why not ? asal, followed the themes. merahh and green. xD and this dedicated to reen and idahh and adi and kumar maybe ? hope to see kamuu there punn. pkaii merahh or hijauu yes kamuu kamuu ? hee.

ohh, i even booked tickets for esuk punn sudahh thro chimmy cimm.. we're gonna watchh the spirit. so, whoever wanna join, ikut sajaa and bayar sendirii.. *innocent face. HAHAH ! xP to khals and eqahh, munn rasaanyaa ndaa bjuu merahh or green atuu, baikthh bershopping esuk ! HAHAH. xP jgn sjaa kmuu indaa datangg. pasal, i wanted to spend my xmas withh kamuu kamuu, since i know my new year i wont make it smaa kmuu. unless.. unless, kamuu kamuu go kk withh me. HAHAH ! xD

berchat berchat withh them, bruu kuu terasaa lapar. so i ate my roti jonn and ate almonds choco againn. hee. mummy gave that to me. kelmarin yaa juaa.. hee. macam tauu sjaa mummy ani yg i love almonds berabishh ! xP ohh, how i wishh adaa almond moccaa dq awal anii. x9 esukthh ihh.. eqahh, remind me for that yes ? pasal, eqahh tuu makan ice cream tdii. tsliur plngg kuu ! *sesiapunn.. x]

so, hopefully its menjdii tomorow. hee. make it happen kamuu kamuu ! xD and yes, merry ho xmas yaw'll. xD or, happy jingle bells rock ! \m/ samaa, happy birthday jesus. HAHAH ! peluii.. sorry god. *staring the sky.. x) *tiadaa tuhan yang disembahh melainkn Allah, dan Nabi Muhammad adaalahh persuruhnyaa.. x) the meaning punn jdithh.. the jawii krg, takut tersalahh. hee. i bounce here then kamuu. goodnights ! x)

batman return.

and so, smpai rumahh.. hang out withh the parents. while watching 'batman return'. hee. its siuk.. macam, i felt lucky today. macam, samaa the parents sjaa. hee.

and yes, kakaa came back frm jalan. and, i askd if i cann minjam one of her phones. and, yeahh.. shes pinjamkn me antahh phone yg touchh screen. wel, tdii she asked me to pkai her n90. but, borengg ahh. laggingg.. xP and now, touchh screen tiaa lgii ? lagii tiaa kuu bangangg. heeh..

sekalii, berhang out tiaa withh kakaa. the parents when to bed. kakaa tanyaa if i wanted to joined them esuk. like, esuk ? harii apaakn tuu ? rabuu ? apaa adaa ? then she said, adaa party. so, i melayann tiaa. hee. since, last night.. i did asked someone to go to custume party withh me whichh she couldnt make it ? so, yeahh.. esuk, memfcuk thh kuu tuu. heeh.. x\

sure, i'll be sober mann for esok. x\ my party meds, abis ho. heeh.. kecundangg waa tuu ! hahah. and, yeahh.. im just got nothing to do awal ani mann. how i wishh i could hear someone's voice. hemm.. but, biar tiaa laa.. she needs rest and sleep punn. hee. understandable. i just miss.. x')

wel, i think im gonna try to pahamkn that touch screen phone. indaa waa kuu tauu namanyaa. macam iphone juaa. heeh.. anwy, i bounce withh a goodnight cheers then here. hee. nights everybody. x)

ohh, and akuu bruu tpkir one think ho, theres a p2k for me tiaa ! xD not p2f.. xP HAHAH ! Passport2Kk yo !! HAHAHAH. indaaa plngg kuu sabar kn ksnaa. and yes, since kakaa and the bf and friends when there juaa, so she asked me to ikut them sjaa. x\ but, i want withh drngg casby ! xS antahh ihh.. let 29thh decided it. xD

kk, we'll be there !! xD *happy..

my lucky # fifteen. x)

and so, last night.. i went menyubuhh withh ayam and the cousins. it was so muchh funn berabis ! xD otp til pagii. wel, im the one who wanted her to temaninn i as well. since, againn withh the passport thingy. hee.

was otp till 5ishh i guess. bnyak cakap kami. hee. teman seperjuangan laa konon kn ? heheh. ohh, and that time my phone buat problem tiaa. cannot do the msges tiaa. pacahh waa tuu.. then, by nearly 6, daddy askd me to go besiap. biasaa, kn ke imagration. and i reached there by 6ishh ? atuu punn, adaa org sudahh awal dtg. and still remember that, im the 17th people who came there. heehh..

sekalii, queup there smpaii bukaa ? whichh was at 0730ishh ? batahh waa juaa i tungguu. macam macam juaa yg terjadii there. hahah. quite funn and bored been mixed up. jdii, bangangness tiaa. manaa lgii alum betdur. heeh.. but at least, tdi akuu smpat numbur ! xD hee. sukaa kuu ihh.. numburkuu lgii lawaa tuu tdii ! xD my fav. number ho. 1015.. kiraa 15 laa tuu. hahah. x)

when im done berpassport, daddy bring me to clinic di ong sum pingg. pasal, mummy was there bercheck up. so, wait there tiaa apaa. and since im sick, mintaa kuu ubat. wel, i got this virus about nose blockingg. sasak waa kuu tuu. macam, mun time makan ahh, ndaa tiaa seleraa tuu. heeh.. bgii malas ! and after that, daddy bwaa ke restaurant. and nummy told me, that, its nearly everyday that the parents having breakfast dii snaa. macam, aii.. indaa bwaa bwaa ! xP or, am i mengacauu ? HAHAH ! i even ordered ayam goreng tdii. antahh, tesliur kuu meliat. xP or, antahh.. hahah ! xP then, blik.. terusthh kuu tdur. err.. after bermusuhan smaa sii jannahh plngg tuu. xP hahah. then, tdur nyamanly ever after. hee. xD

since i asked ayam to promise me to tell tell me if shes out, so againn.. her texts dii msn interest me and made my eyes opend wide ? hee. and, yeahh.. again, its 6ishh.. so, thank god kakaa was there. yaa thh contactkn daddy. pasal, my phone beingg fcut up for the time beingg. so, harap maklum to those who love to contact me. and, sorry.. your msges wont be reply. sorry.. but, otp dapat !! xD thank god for that punn. xP

and so, we meet up. since adek eqahh being belabihh kelmarin and asking me to go gadong punn today, so once again, we make it happens. hee. and sii EQAHHBELABIHH BULLIED me !! x\ ajarann sii ayam juaa ! ihh.. x\ tpii kenaa bully blik tiaa sii eqahh olehh sii wehh nyaa ! hahah ! xP

and ofcouse, meeting sii ayam and the cousins ! but, sii ayam looks not that bermood at first. sii aai nampak kalat mataa. sii bellaa bell, looks rugged muchh withh that oldschool style. lawaa berabis ! muin withh the silent mode, but not when bergilaa time. and never ever lupaa to this lovely, crazily, and calii cousin of rumms, sii adek ! hahah ! i love youu mann.. hahah. *jgn jealous ihh aai.. xP ohh, and shes aaai's so-called girlfriend ? hahah. she made the day.. heheh. youu rocks me, beb. ;)

ohh, ayam.. shes the one who made my day sebenarnyaa. since latenight phone calls, aka menyubuhh-ingg, and until she created smiles on our face. hee. *i love youu baby.. xP i saw some of friends and all. even saw drngg sii err.. the so-call-ed musuhh dmgs. hahah ! xP the timmoty's ? nahh.. no sweat.. thats all the past doods. i respect kmuu for a bunched of reasons. so, yeahh.. x) *peace..

jalan jalan, then i bwaa-ed my phone to deejay. tpi, antahh.. bpkir i kn memformat. alang alangg thh new year ihh.. banyk juaa kakaa's phones kn dii asuhh ! xP HAHAH ! and so, we end up makan dii mr. pizzaa. xD whichh we supposed to walk ke pasar malam and all. but, since bellaa taknak, so its a no tiaa. thats just the rules kn yam ? heeh..

dii mr. pizzaa, siukk ! our table lgii number 15 tuu ! HAHAH ! bahagiaa kuu ihh.. awal of the day smpaii ahir of the night waa dealing withh 15. thats a good luck ho.. xP for me it is.. so, we ate pizzaa tdii. hahah. beibun ibunn lgii tuu. sampaii terbongkar one perkaraa about this bellaa girl. hee. *wont mention here beb. heheh. xP siuk diibully rupanyaa yaa atuu. xP *no offence youu. x) ohh, and i gave something to sii ayam. wel, its a simple silver antingg antingg. x) silver tuu ahh ! xP and yeahh.. i even jumpaa sii abng, sii chaii, alaii azim and some friend. so, yeahh..

and by 10ishh, we done makan. we even tapaukn sii cimmy. hee. ayam kn sampaikn her hajat. so, yes.. sampai hajatnyaa. hee. and cimmy bgii kmii something tdii. heheh. *yam, dont lose it yes ? hee. x)

sekalii, blik tiaa.. part that i hate the most should i say ? but, yeahh.. salam-ed goodbye apaa tiaa. hee. thanks again to muin, bellaa, adek, aai, and ofcouse sii ayamkuu ! hee. thank youu, thank youu, and thank youu ! *ihadfun ! xD

and to adek eqahh, im sorry muchh yes ? i should spent more times withh youu since your last day today. but, eqahh paham punn kn ? abng withh who.. so, im sorry and i love youu sii adek eqahh ! x') be good belayar atuu !

wel, enoughh said here. krgthh kuu mempost lagii. adaa kn di post punn. so, laters and goodnight people.. x)

ayam kuu. xP

wel, since im not posting this thro the computers. so, yeahh.. i had to post it thro this way. biasaa, pkai phone. borengg sikit. and so, this the sambunggan of my post di bawahh so, yeahh. harap maklum. heeh..

while, waiting kn blik, they waited dii lobby rizqun. so, since ndaa krajaa, me ayam and aai do the traveling around the world. HAHAH. di rizqun adaa tuu the word map. so, yeahh.. take one round then, youu are already did the traveling. HAHAH. panat ? i know.. sii ayam ani mauu tiaa juaa. tpi, mestii adaa aai. hahah. munn ndaa aai, indaa sie ? err.. i dint get that part yam. x\

me and ayam tengok bintangg as well tdii. tpi, arhh rizqun. arhh the ceilingg ahh. adaa tuu bintangg. HAHAH ! but, wait.. jadithh, at least melangguii ke atas and theres bintangg kn ? walauu punn fake, jdiithh.. at least not us who beingg fake kn ? err.. *terlebihh sudahh ! xP

sekalii at 10ishh, drngg blik tiaa. x') hee. siuk laa.. bnyak memanat samaa aai and ayam. hee. and the cousins, err.. i still maluu kn bergilaa withh kamuu kamuu. soonthh.. munn sii ayam let me. xP and so, masaa sii ayam blik, theres a line song playing on my mind. song from pussycat dolls, whichh is.. "i hate this part right here, i hate this part right here.." and hell yes, i hate the goodbye part withh some.. friends ? hee. next time thh lgii.. hee. ohh, i did took some gambars. but, will update soon. hee. nunggu gambar drii sii ayam first. xP that pict bruu lawaa. hahah. xP

wel, abis tiaa here. hee. out of words sudahh tiaa. so, have a goodnight sleep kamuu. nights.. x)

que-up ! x\

and so, i dint sleep at all. takut indaa tbgn for the passport thingy. i was di tv's room sjaa. mliat random stories. smpaii pagii. err, 6ishh ?

then, by 7ishh.. i go bersiap and terus whn to "imigeresiin" and smpaii sanaa, i tot trusthh ambil number and straight buat passport. NADADAA !! i had to que-up lgii waa. panjangg lgii tuu ! xS

mun sudahh, datang datang kuu ksnaa, i had to keluar lgii untk ber-qued ! shit.. it was panjangg mann ! bruu yaaa bejanggut menungguu ! xS i wanted to take picture about, how panjangg was the que tdii. but, org tuaa infront of me ani, dii gambarnyaa tiaa juaa ! so, malas tiaa kuu. krg macam, apaakn.. apaakn ?! heeh..

the worst part lgii, when i reachh the que smpaii kn ampir sudahh, numbur abis ! macam, aii.. indaaa waa kuu ampit numbur tdii ! shit.. x\ but then, kawan daddy adaa told him tdii that, rupanyaa org yg ampit numbur atuu tdii, adaa yg datang pukul 5ishh to 6 sudahh dii snaa. macam, wow ~ awal bnr.. x\


so, since i dint ampit the number, i went home sjaa. daddy ckp, krg patangg thh lgii, whichh adaa org ckp, mestiithh awal dtg tuu. i was like, err.. how awal ? he says 11ishh awal ? macam, gilaaa ! it opens pukul 2.. indaa kuu mauu buruk menunggu di snaa ! aiyaah.. xS

but i know i had to. hemm.. so, blik rumahh tdii, i terus melelapkn mataa. and wokeup, 11ishh.. bready, apaa.. sudahh kn jln, mummy menegur-ed, she said, esuk pagii thh sjaa. munn duringg this time, batahh sjaa kn di tunggu. so, yeahh.. i raan back to my room, opend everything, trus thh kuu tdur tuu. x)

by 6ishh, theres a msg wakes me. kn marahh i sudahh. xP hee. its sii ayam ! xD kn bejumpaa tiaa ! xP hahah. wel, yeahh.. i did planned to meet this fragile ayam drii last time sudahh. so, since shes saunn atuu, why not ?! xD

but then, i realized that, its 6ishh malam. err.. cnaa kuu ke gadong ahh ? ohh, and yes.. dii gadong againn, as always ! heeh.. and so, i called daddy. and daddy ckp, liat duluu. so, i just stayd on my bed while bergalap galap. x\

5mins.. adaa org knocks on my door. and its daddy. macam, asking jdii kuu ke gdg or not. so, macam rushhed kuu plngg ! washed face and all. then, bwaa nini dinner duluu. then, by 7ishh.. gadong tiaa. x)

sampaii gadong, i meet sii fiffy. shes hungry she said. so, since drngg sii ayam and the cousins dii mac D, so i bringg fiffy along. and guess what ? apple pie juaa gnyaa di ordered nyaa. bangangg ihh ! rupanyaaa, berbungaa bungaa kn mintaa cashh ! hahah. *pep, ko hayal ! xP

so, yes ! sii ayam kuu !! xD i meet her cousins and they seems baik and friendly. just.. so funny when they calld sii ayam, ''kakaa mitchh, kakaa mitchh'' and sii aai, "abng aai ?" heheh. so silly.. i cann see the funness bright light thro them talkingg. hee. x)

so, i orderd mc flurry sjaa. pasal, kn menyampaiikn hajat last time kn makan ice cream. so, yeahh.. sampaii tiaa sudahh. we sit di atas. always the best choice tuu disnaa. and, i was so muchh funn and happy when i saw them smiles. x) *always that smiles meltd me. xP

ohh, sekalii.. sii ayam menghilangg. i was indaa nyaman rasaa. i asked aai then, rupanyaa, sii ayam berqued-up kn blii something dibwhh. heeh.. see ! dii mac D punn berque-up waa org. heem.. ohh and then, sii ayam terjumpa her old friend crushed ? shes excited muchh. tpi, sudahh i asked her to agaa him, indaa mauu ! jubur ihh.. ohh, before kmuu pkir lain, sii ayam ini is just my very very teman rapat seperjuangann. err.. yeahh ! closed friend ? kindaa. hee. *kn yamm ? x)

we even terjumpaa aai's suger mamaa ! xP hahah. this part was funny.. sanggup ke centre point kn mliat that suger mamaa while shes only stayed dii mac D ? pacahh juaa tuu ! hee. shes hot tho. i agree withh youu, aai. she is hot ! xP

then, sudahh kn ke mall, we passed thro mac D, and that suger mamaa stared at me. macam, memukauu waa ! HAHAH ! no wonder sii aaai atuu terpukau ! xP her eyes was callingg me. xS macam, sudahh punn she stared indaa bepajam. macam becakp lgii tuu, "come get me", "come get me." gilaaa juaa tuu ! but, i was like, "not now", "not now".. HAHAH. samaa sii ayam waa kuu tuu. xS ilangg tiaa point. HAHAH ! adaa kuu knaa flying kick ! kn yamm ? xP *jokes..

and so, kmi ke mall tiaa. sii ayam mauu naik thro the lift. tpi, i dont wanted to. my reason kn cucii mataa. hahah. but, indaa juaa ihh.. sii ayam baa tuu ! xP hahah. 3rd floor, terjumpaa back the cousins. they were dii "sweet tangga." aka, tangga dii cineplax. i called it sweet tanggaa pasal, antahh ahh.. mestii org sukaa duduk snaa and mostly yg malar sit there with chicks, mestii bersweet sweet tuu. so, its a sweet tanggaa. lol.. and so, me and aaai, mencubaa football game tiaa. at first, adaa reasonnyaa tuu aai ahh ? xP smpaii salahh masuk tplngg. heeh..

main, main.. dtg sii ayam. then, menghilangg tiaa.. sekajp baa yaa ani. magicaa ! xP rupanyaa, yaa mnghilangg pasal bershopping.. xP so, since kmi ndaa kn di buat, kmi jln jln raunn arcade apaa. and that place yg bagas dixy atuu, adaa green and red party lights atuu, i like it brabis ! HAHAH. xP munn pacahh nyamann tuu. xP plus, warnaa kmii waa tuu yam ahh ? the so-call-ed red and green. hee. xD

sekali sekalii.. terjumpaa tiaa sii ayam semulaa. liar baa ayam ani. xP pandaii menghilangg. tpi, pandaii juaaa datangg semulaa. hee. *i like that part where, sii ayam atuu pandaii dtg semulaa. xP

and so, kmi lepak dii rizqunn. kn aai ? bukan mall.. xP heheh. kmii ke deejay. pasal, the cousin kn antahh.. something games. idk.. hee. so, yeahh.. chilled disnaa smpaii balik.

the beachh.

so, here i am againn. last night, i was bored muchh. wel, kindaa. but then, i noticed that its late juaa sudahh kn ? so, i fcuked my last jaggung. and when out, liat tv.

then, theres a story call 'the beachh', its siuk. akuu lgii on the mood. so, yeahh.. it was a story about, island somewhere dii Thailand. and somewhere on that island, adaa this place where they called the paradise. gilaa.. lawaa waa. its a beachh whichh has a very nice views. munn pachh, bilaa juaa beachh indaa nyams kn ? err.. yeahh.. and so i watchd it sampaii abis. the words yg drng pkai there lgii lawaa lawaa. hee. if youu guys DID liat that story, that is what i aimed drii duluu duluu sudahh. hee. xD

kk ! smpai sjaa snaa, i surely wanna meet the beachh there. heheh. diving.. nyaman waa tuu ! hee. bhh, kamu kamuu, make it happen ihh.. bewasted dii kk. tantuu.. HAHAH ! indaa jaa cas ? ohh, me and casby were talking about kk tdii patangg. whichh, brayant indaa jdii join us ke kk. GIRLFRIENDnyaa indaa menyuruhh bergilaa smaa kamii. heeh.. come on dilaa, your bf is gonna be withh your cousin what ? aiyaah.. x\ anwy, its all good. thats the right thing for a couple right ? to make sure the bf dint gone wild behind her. heeh..

and so, i realized that tomorow is monday. macam, shit.. i had to bgn awal and all. as the daddy said, kn renew my passport. so yeahh.. indaa plngg kuu dpt joinn kakaa and kl's chicks esuk pagii. hemm.. biar tiaa ihh.. dii kk tahh memuaskn dirii.. hee. xP

so, since i had to bgn awal esuk pagii, i think i should go now. so, till here thh duluu. hee. goodnights, kamuu. x)

ohh, and apaa tuu liverpool ahh ? draw samaa arsenal ? hemm.. indaa seberaps ! HAHAHAH ! xP cheerious.. x)

the best team around the world.

HAHAH. as youu know, whichh football team lgii yg the best melainkn man united right ? hahah. its 8ishh now.. and im watching live between LDU Quito against manchester utd. whichh they won thro rooney's score. awuu, walauupunn 1-0 gnyaa. at least they played down to 10 mens. hahah. steady ? awuu ler.. im in japan now, as i said im watching it live. cehh ~ macam sii banar !! hahah. wel, i do feels like im in japann. hahah. xP *orang orangnyaa sjaa yg pham ituu. xP wel, nothing to post actually. just that, again united won they cup. hee. GLORY GLORY MANN UNITED ! hee. x) adious, people. ;)

good luck chuck.

and so youu know, this morningg, i went to tungkuu beachh. hee. as i posted it tdii pagii. so, yeahh..

blik from the beachh, i terus tdur andd by 6ishh, im awake from my dreamland. wel, thats because, kakaa knocks the door and yeahh.. i think shes going to kb withh the bf. adaa house party there. and so.. i stayed at home again this another saturday night. bored ? not really when my soulmate's around me. hee. if youu know what i mean. x)

had one corn, then i went out to tv's room. then, takde movie yg instrestd me. heeh.. adaa, atuu punn spongebob squarepants. *melayann yo. xP

then, i watchh this movie ive been waiting for. ceritaa, 'good luck chuck'. siuk that movie. albaaa's waa tuu. xD jessicaa albaa. one of my obsession. cehh ~ apaakn ?! HAHAH ! xP lawaa lawaa the words drng pkaii there in the movie. deeep ! hee. or maybe im the one who feelingg it. heeh.. *pacahh..

then, stayd all night watching tv sjaa. hee. funn ? not when youre sober right ? whichh, im not. so, yeahh.. im feeling it. hee.. then, by 10ishh to 11, the parents pulangg. so, berhangout withh them sjaa. tengok tv and all. eat, againn. and yeahh, daddy bought me ice lemon teaa. hee. *thanks dad.

ohh, and as addition.. before im going out to the beachh tdii. i had a talk withh daddy. i wanted to renew my passport. and he said, this monday morningg thh. so, yeahh.. if im still long life live, im gonna renew it and hell yaaa kk, here we come ! xD shit.. indaa lgii batahh new year tiaa. my god.. so sekajap. heeh.. x\ hopefully menjadii ! knn cas ? athh ? lengg ? who else comingg ? ohh yes, kl's chicks. xP BUT, thats if, takde halanggan laa.. *amin.. x)

wel, i think im out of words now tiaa. and im kindaa dizzy. so, i stop here yeaah ? will post againn esok. hee. goodnight people. adious.. x)

morningg, beachh ! xD

and so, here i am still kindaa half-awake, tired. x] i just got home from the beachh. its 10ishh now..
what a saturday morningg. x)

wel, last night.. i was kindaa not-to-sleep, whichh i turned into sleeepingg ? x\ so yeahh, i was watching tv last night. mtv and all. but, takde yang funn, and happening movies. so i watchhed cartoon, whichh makes me sleepy and fall asleeep. tired muchh.. x]

then, when i opend my eyes, i findout that, im on a bright place. and so, its 7ishh in the morningg. and yeahh, going to the beachh ! xD since we make it happend, so i took my morningg shower and all. and then by 8ishh, she fetchh me home. x) *nice car btw.. ;)

so we when to tungkuu beaach. x) she said, shes gonna tengok-ed org surfingg there. til it turns to 'gmg' session. x) so, we parked somewhere in a very nice view. x) *its lawaaa. x) its a very nice sunny view beachh. xD

then we endup walkingg to the stones.. and, shit ! what a very nice morningg breeze. xD nyamann muchh, when the wind blows all over your facee. it feels like, youu had a morningg shower withh the breeeezed. hahah. plus, when we're in a highhper moood. hahh.. so freshh rasanyaa. xD

then we had some talks, pictures, when im all highhperd withh the sunny beachh and views. i just asked her to relex.. shes seems mengusut withh the ex-bf thingy. and im here to make youu chills, and happy. hee. x) we talks, til the picture do the talkingg. not that bnyak plngg. will update it soon, insha-god.. hee. x) its siuk laa. not that baad.. its the beachh, perfect place to let it out things that been bothered our mind and all. it might works sometimes. at least, it out. throw awaaay to the ocean. x) it feels free from anythingg. hee. x) and since its, 9ishh to 10, we had to bounce back home. hee.. *nothing, but the views. x) lawaaa muchh ! xP

in the car, we listen to some nyamann's music. hee. macam dalam club plngg perasaanku. xD i even could see the greeen lights. wel, im on the mood. ;) we raunn gadoong and its ramaii org. wel, kn bukaa kadaii, biasaa laaa. org kn kerajaa. she wanted to blii ice cream. but, since she had something came up, so tak jdii tiaa. hee. by 10ishh, i reachhed home.

i walked to my room, and biasaa, lock and load. hee. pasangg dvd and time to have my deeep sleeep ! xD so, im gonna bouce withh a cheers here. so, have a nice day people. x)

ohh, and good morningg.. hee. x)

good shit..

gilaaaa mann ! i am so pacaaaaahh ! HAHAH ! goodie meal. ;)

and so youu know, last night, before i go to bed, i was highhperd muchh. and i watchh dvd. its, 'wicker park'. nyamann that movie. and i planed to not go to sleep. since, the next morning im going to the beachh. i even set my alarm at 0730. and i did wake til the alarm puff-ed out. then again, i was waiting for my wakeup call. whichh malanggnyaa, i was in a very deeeep asleeep. xS *sorry kamuu.

when i opend my eyes, I found that its, 11ishh morningg. so, i texted her for ahir bangunn stuff. but then, takde reply. so, i pulled the trigger as my breakfast. walked out of my room, no ones there. so, i sat my ass down and watched tv. im watching 'tom and jerry'. *melayann waa kuu. xP

then, abng dtg. and he noticed that im drugged. then, talking talking. and end up in my room. abng bought something for me. hee. *thanks bro.. then, i bring him along to my 'highhper laand' heeh..

when hes gone, im going back to my room to watchh dvd. ive watched 'lucky # slaven'. rugged waaa ceritaanyaa. HAHAH ! bruuthh i watched it concenrately. i watchh it blik blik plngg sudahh. but, yeahh..

so, my day was just staying at home and locked up in my room. by 7ishh, i bring niniboy berdinner. by 2000, im watching star movies. 'friends' was on. i watchd it til 9. and so, since i dint make it tdii pagii to the beachh, kl's chicks texted me to bring me out ke empire. just wanna had a bintangg session. hee. but, too bad. we dint go to empire. we had to go to serasaa beachh instead.

on our way to serasaa beachh, hujann tiaa. and, the jalann was sunyii tdii. wel, its 10ishh to 11. so, since its raining, we tak jdii pergii there. we turned back and went to gadong. suprisingly, gadong waas full of lights tdii. so, we just do the crusingg. since we wanted to light it up. we made a stop dii qlap. its was sunyii tdii dii qlap. but, unluckily.. she forgot to bring her lighter. so, had to go to the shop and get it one. and so, we fly awaaay to qlap mall. tick tock tick tock.. its nearly 12. she had to be back by 12 and yeahh, we bounced home. on our way home, she invited me again to the beachh esokk morningg. whichh pukul 6ishh in the morning ? i am so not gonnna sleep nie. IF.. my bed dint forced me to. hee. x)

i asked her not to go to sleeeep as well. xP bruu fair. not ? heheh. and yeahh, shes deal withh it. and so, hopefully this beachh thingy, menjdii. heeh.. siuk waa tuu membroken dii beachh pagii pagii. ohh, i so cant wait. hee. hemm.. pakaii apaa kuu esuk ahh ? *bpkir..

i reached home tdii by 12ishh. the parents were still up. their watching tv. so, againn i locked up myself in the room until now. watching dvds as usual to make me wide awake. heeh.. I need pornn, seriously ! HAHAH. nahh.. kidding ituu people. im not that despreate abot it. come on..

wel, i think i should bounce now. need to hitt some corn and try my best to not sleep. heeh.. *and thats toughh, seriously. x\

bh, bhh.. im gonna stop here duluu. will update again esuk if im not that lazybumm. anwys, adious people ! have a goodnight. cheerious ! x)

goodtrip ? xD

goodtrip ? awuu.. HAHAH ! yesterday, my whole day and night was so muchh sucks and badtrip sungguhh. but not until after midnight. hee. x)

i was berchat smaa sii ayam kesayangankuu last night. and it was so muchh usual between us. weird ? i know.. kami andangg begituu. like, eventho we dint even contact for an ages, but once kmii bcontact, same old shit happens on a different days. HAHAH. thats the special between us. xD last night, it all started when i told her that, paramore's vocalist, i findout macam mukaa sii ayam. and yes, last night jugak, it was my first time tertengok-ed video clip decode by paramore. and again, soundtrack twilight juaa ! heeh..

talking, talking.. sampaii panjangg. and we even talked about "the so-called cool" past that we've been thro. which its turned to be jadii bahann ketawaaa tplngg. HAHAH. so, funny ! but, SERIOUS SHIT, I DO MISSED IT !! not.. HAHAH ! and yeahh.. she is so well known to be a girl who brings me luck, semangat and all that jiwangg thingy. whichh, yes.. once again, she lighten up my fcut up mood. hee. thanks yam ! *hugs..

i was dii tv's room while berchatting withh her. kononnyaa, kn meliat bulaa laa nie. tpii, ndaa waa ! so, im watchingg afc instead. HAHAH ! pasal, i was hungry muchh BRABIS !! xS after menikus dii dapur, i was merakat still beronline withh her. until i terlalaii-ed tengok ituu 'liecense to grill'. that dood was grilling segalaaa kambengg waa ! hahah. steak ? mannn.. that would be just so perfect if adaa infront of me awal anii. *anggann anggann. hee. xP so, since she called me sii kambengg drii duluu sudahh ! i was so terinfluenced tplngg kn makan kambeng sjaa. i even love lamb chop ! ohh, nyam nyam ! HAHAH ! x9

sekalii, i even berchatting withh my kl's chicks. hee. i wanted her picture. err.. wait, pictures ? xP hahah. i laughed alot tho. and my mood was back to kebiasaannyaa. xD and than, i ended my menyubuhh session when i realized its almost pagii. err.. outside was tarangg plngg sudahh. and, me.. opend everything smpaii tinggal boxer, and hell yaaa i fcuked my bed withh my deeep sleeep ! hee.. x))


but surprisingly, i wokeup at err.. 1ishh ? atuu punn pasal, abng's knocked my heaven's door berijap muchh.. paniced waa kuu selajur.. pkir apaa ! rupanyaa, hes bringing the very good news to my room ! hee. xD so, yeahh.. bgn tdur sudahh bhagiaa. hee. xD and i know that my day will be perfecto today ! hee. xDxD

i went out of my room, and finds that, iman was there withh her kakaa hanaa. they ate alots of chocos. macaaam, akuuu mauu ! hahah. and iman, gaves me some ! hee. kiuuut ! xD ohh, and kamuu, kamuu.. my imanlove adangg begituu. if kmuu mintaa apaa sjaa and even food that she like the most punn, im sure yaa bgii tuu. tidak karit ho like her amit. xP IF.. kmuu ask her nicely. badly punn knaa bgii i think.. lagii tiaa yaaa ijap tuu. lol..

so, i ate chocos for my lunchh today. while watching mami jarum ? like, yeaaa right ! kakaaa laa tuu pnyaa krajaa. ceritaa yg borengg borengg atuu. HAHAH ! *hugs youu kaa. xP

and so, she was telling me that shes gonna watchh movie tonight and i asked what movie ? she said, maybe twilight.. erkhh *bibir biut.. againn withh the twilight thinggy ?? mannn.. x\ then, she was like, ko mauu ikut ? since yesterday ko indaa jdii meliat.. *believe me, she said it in menyindir ways ! heeh.. so, i layann sjaa tiaa. since she said, shes gonna bwaa sii kl's chicks. then, why not mann.. hee. xD

then, since its thursday. here got tahlil. so.. hemm.. nothing muchh to say about it. as usual, the cousins gonna gathered here, blaa blaa blaa. while me, locked myself alone in my room. i was tertdur after i done my shower. so, yeahh.. but, i dint missed the funn thing, where all the cousins hangging out dii tv's room beibun, berlaughing and all that pasal we're watching 'macam macam aznil'.. likee, whaaaaat ?! i know.. heeh.. but, its funn tho. cant deny that. hee.

and so, by 9ishh.. im all ready to go bermovie. wel, to be honest, Ive been ready for an hours mann. sampaii tertdur ? heeh.. sadangg ~ then, abng didi's datangg to fetchh us. and, we're off to qlap mall. but, before that. kmi raunn gadong punn sampat. again, gadongg.. no else to go than gadong. heeh.. gadong was ramaii tdii tho. x)

by 10ishh, we were dii qlap mall and belii tickets and popcorn, drinks and all. and thank god, kmii tak liat twilight ! HAHAH ! kmii tengok-ed ceritaa, 'yes, mann'. macam, bruu juaaa tdii me and kakaa liat 'yes, mann''s one on one dii tv tdii patangg. hee. and yes, its siuk.. caaaalii muchh ! jimm carey waa tuu yo.. hahah. and i just wishh that i was highhper up tdii before liat that movie. too bad that thing ahir datang. not that ahir plngg. but, just.. antahh.. respect i guess ? beyond my kakaaa and the bf. and kl's chicks ? hee. xP but i dint pulled the trigger, pasal i was invited to a beachh esok pagii. whichh lgii kick waa tuu munn berhighhper di beachh. hee. xD

but then, my hatii indaa nyamann rasaa. pasal, i wanna know how this thing brings me. macam, i keep on whispered and says, krgthh drumahh. and yes, since im home now. i wanna pull some trigger. HAHAH ! adious ! xP



ohh, before that.. i learned something from my badtrip kelmarinn. is just that, nothing harmfull if we do sabar abit. hee. and i believe, things happen withh their own reason. hee. and and, youu will get what youu want if youu dint even plann it. so, yeahh.. never gives hope on your planned. hee. okey dokey then. nights people ! x)

BADTRIPP ! x\

mannn ! badtrip ? awuu.. badtrip hantap ! i wokeup late tdii. i just dont know what the hell am i doingg malamnyaa. ahir plngg kuu bgnn. and i missed, something frm my brother. i was so, shit on my pants ! heeh.. *sorry bro, i was on my deeep sleep. and yes, bgn bgn tdur sudahh badtrip. whichh i know, the whole day punn, im gonna be fcut up. whichh, its turned jdii bnr. fcut up ihh..

wokeup tdii, around 3ishh to 4 ? hanging out withh imann sekajap. i was looking for her daddy. RACUNN waa kuu ! xS sekalii, i msg him. and hes was bermeetingg. so, malas tiaa kn kacauu. so, my planned for today was, ke gadong sebenarnyaa. so, since batahh tungguu abng joy, berdelay tiaa kuu kgdg. so, ive waited for so long, smpaii juaa tumbuhh janggut ! kakaa was there antar-ed cookies for mummy. and, shes withh "supposed to be my movie date" outting ! and i was macam, shit.. macam, indaa jdii berdate nie. kakaa ruined everything ! HAHAH. hell yaaa i blame my sister for that. *ndaa waa kaa. xP

so, i noticed tiaa that i am so not indaa jdii bermovie. until, idaa texted me to bwaa liat movie. pasal, adaa extraa ticket. wel, i do brabis wanted to go gadong tdii. tpi, tpii.. theres something blocking my happy mood kn ke gadong. so, macam.. bpkir waa kuu. then, kesiann juaa idaah kn. the ticket punn berpaid sudahh. and the movie was twilight. yadaa, yadaa, yadaa.. whichh i know its everywhere. sanak kuu plngg. but then, since macam payahh payahh. idaaah punn tercari-ed tiaa org kn dibwaanyaa bermovie. so, macam.. cool. orgnyaa anii lgii indaa calang calangg ! *idk whats the meaning but, yeahh.. then, confirmed tiaa i dint go for the ticket.

samaapunn, i was waitingg for the abang as well juaa kn. then, by 4ishh to 5pm klii, abng dtg tiaa. and brings the bad news alongg. yatahh tuu tdii, reasonnyaa i was nyamann tdur. he knocked my room blik blik. but, weird thing, akuu indaa sadar waa. err.. *bhapaa kuu dmalam bnr ahh ? x\ lupaa waa kuu ! and so, my day waas so fcut up ! not til abng said, still got chances. x)

happy ? hell yeaa i was. tpiiknnn !! kecundangg tiaa juaaa ahirnyaa. like, shit.. badtrip bnr juaaa kuu today ahh ?! mann.. too muchh funn klii sudahh baa akuu ani. heeh.. thats why thh badtrip ! kn membalancekn laaa konon ? HAHAH ! thats soooooo lame-O ! Heeh..

and, yes.. fcut up kuu today. hemm.. let me say it again. its all started when i wokeup late, findout something bad stuff adaa dii gadongg, batahh menungguu, cancellation movie, kakaa's the troublemaker, stupid junkies for letting me waited, and last last.. nasii yg i bkirim arhh sii daddy punn, its not it ! macaaam ! aaaaaaaaarkhhh !! npaa tiaa adaaa badtrip atuu ? shitto ihh ! hemm.. x\

tpikn, adaa juaa baiknyaa ihh.. i was kanaa dulur cashh tdii.. hee. *iloveyouumummydaddy. and i was tpkir tdii, that i wannaa blii new skinny jeans. and i think i wanaa blii warnaa green klii. so that i cann wear it this christmass ! xD green skinny, and red bjuu. hahah ! knn berxmas kuu tauu anii. jdii the "thing" yg macam the grinchh ! HAHAH ! xP


ps; akuu kusut waa nie, yatahh indaa betantuuu atuu. sorry kamuu kamuu. heeh.. im out of words. so, goodnight ! x\

bintangg. xD

today, i wokeup late as usual. 3ishh to 4 klii. when out, crii food, but the food was so borengg borengg. so i dint eat my lunchh. until kakaa when down bwaa kerupok. so, i ate kerupuk tiaa. and i even ate kerupoks that hanaa gave me last night. hee.

i was out last night. was di archh. ALONE ! hahah. until adaa org resqued me. hee. KL's chicks ! HAHAH ! shes cute people. older than me ? fcuk that.. hahah. no ? pokoknyaa, shes baik and funn to hangout withh.

and today, i was bored muchh. iman was here. but, kmii tak berhypered muchh. pasal, kakaa was there mengacauu. HAHAH ! *loveyouu kaa.

boredom muchh smpaii kemalam. i was mengusut masaa patangnyaa pasal some stuff. whichh in the end, i cancelled everything. so, yeahh.. baik juaa abng joy pham my feelings. he wanted to passed me some esuk. since, maybe im gonna watchh movie withh kl's chicks. HAHAH ! *ihopemenjdii ! yes, beb ? xP

so, by malam i was tertdur klii dii tv's room. was waiting for ceritaa friends. then, yes, tebgn pasal my phone annoyed me by asking to charge it. pasal low batt. so, i charged my phone di bilik. whichh bnyk texts dii msn, mcs, and even msges. pacahh ! dint expect that to be happend. and thank god my baby wanted to bring me out. HAHAH ! xP

i was berushingg when she said, shes gonna pick me now. whichh is 9ishh kliii. akuu lgii alum mandii tuu. matey ! but, baik juaa indaaa batahh laa. munn biasaa, batahh waa tuu kuu kn behenchem ! HAHAH ! thank god i wasnt tonight. hahah. xP

then, 15mins.. shes arrived drumahh. and, yeahh.. we're on road tiaa. we went to gadong apaa. but, crused sjaa. taknak keluar. wel, i do want. but, too bad she dont. until we endup dii empire ! xD

empire, we went to the beachh and chill out there. it was siuk muchh. pasal, its been awhile i dint go there. more siuk-er when we bothh tengok stars. ohh.. so romantik ho.. hahah. knknn youu ? xD i had funn. hee. we shared some stuffs, stories. and yes, to be honest here, its been awhile punn i dint tengok bintangs withh chicks at night. hee. SIUK yo ! BRABIS ! hee.

we ceritaa ceritaa smpaii we dint noticed that its late waa sudahh. her limit was smpaii 10ishh.. whichh, masaa kmii berceritaa ceritaa liat bintangg atuu sudahh 11ishh. hee. asyik juaa i sudahh tuu. and by that time, empire not sunyii yet. many people jlan jln there. mostly couples. and i am so jealous when i saw then holding hands and shit. like, mann ! bilaaaathh kuu begf anii ? HAHAH ! malasthh kuu duluu. hahah. im just not ready to get hurts again. so yeahh.. roger that chickass. HAHAH !

and yes, cant deny that i am having fun when youre around me beb. hee. sungguhh.. next time will do again yes ? since your in bruland atuu juaa masehh. hee. i really wanna get wasted withh youu. and i really hope this new year menjdii go kk withh youu. since, i planed sudahh kn bernew year in kk. hahah. kn berfcut up waa kuu sanaa. hahah.

ohh and yes, masaa blik frm empire, we go raun gadong again. and yeahh.. by 12ishh klii, i went home tiaa. hee. blik blik, trus kuu masak maggie. i was lapar. since mac D tutup tdii. heeh.. indaa plngg tnii sampat bermac D. hee. esukthh insha-god. and yes, as i said.. I BOOKED YOUU SUDAHH FOR TOMMOROW TUU.. xP harap maklum.. hahah. xP lols..

wel, till here tahh duluu i post yes ? im tired and i need my deep sleep. cause, esuk will be the new funn day againn. hee. xD insha-god if im still alive. heeh.. so, goodnight people. and, sleep well. hee. cheerious ! x)

WATAFCUK, wataafcuk ??

gilaaaaaaa ! by this time punn adaa org yg macam iyaa ? GILAAAA ! YOUUU ANNOYED ME YOUU KNOW !! shit !!

whats up withh this annoyingg people ? kmuu pkir youu'll gets cradits for that ? is that youre attension ? FCUK ! it wont works on me mann ! once i say no, then it'll gonna be no FOREVER ! unless, youu promise to be good ! heeh..

when, shes not around, i tot my life would be normal like everydood deserved. INDAAA RUPAANYAAA ! adaa tiaa juaa yg.. SHITT !! MENYANAKKNN ? mann, berabis waa !

so, please mann ! get a life.. and please, dont act youre innocent and making people's felt guilty. thats just.. so wrong ! think waaa ! knn diapaa tiaa your brains if youu dint even used it ? indaaa pyahh dii ajar waa lgii tuu. MATEY IHH..

and, one more thing.. youu should appreciate that i layann youu annoying people at the first place. ani indaa.. youu even keep on pushing me. sanak waa kuu yo ! sadar sadar thh yg akuu atuu, not really into kmuu. im single, so who the fcuk are youu to belabihh belabihh kn ownn me ? come on !

and and, munn rasanyaa dirii atuu beboipren, janganthh kn menggatal lgii ! indaa cukup satuu palir kaaa ? i know im being rude here and im sorry for that. its just, YOUU ANNOYED FCUKING ME SO FCUKINGG MUCHH !

macam, the person who closed to me punn get annoyed by kamuu sii annoying people. so, please mann. i begging her, adangthh mengannoyed org anii. sii casby annoyingg, rugged juaa. indaa juaa kuu sanak ! wel, it depands. HAHAH ! tpi, bnr kn cas ? so, kmu kmuu sii annoyingg peoples, baikthh kenalan smaa my bitchh sii casby. learn from him how he cann controlled that annoying to become a funny and silly and laughhs thing. cas, ajar dorangg. hahah ! jgn ajar lainn ihh.. matii tuu. HAHAH !

so, yes.. chill mann. chill.. dont sweat.. relex.. and dont think by your doing it, people will like youu laa konon. ALUM.. but, munn sii casby, sukaa plngg org tuu. sunyii waa tplngg munn yaa indaa annoyingg. bnr.. membgii kecariann ! HAHAH ! indaa jaa cas ? jaaa ~

hahah. no offence and shit people. siapaa yaa terasaa, sabar sjaa. yg indaa, LETS BERBITCHING ABOUT IT ! HAHAH ! but, yeahh.. chill.. wel, okey dokey then people. adious ! x\



ps; to people who ever terasaa, and to annoying chickaa, youu have to remember that, doesnt mean i dint layann youu, i dint seems care, i whateveryouuthink, indaa semestiinyaa i hate kamuu. i love youu indeed people. youu just dont understand. i never hate my own friends. so, here, i wanna say sorry and god bless. so, roger that people. cheerious ! x)

HONEYMOON !

BLOGGER !! whats up ?? HAHAH ! guess whos back ? :P:P yeshh.. im here now !! :D sorry kamuu kamuu i dint update for so long. heeh.. was berhonneymoon. TAYAA ~ honeymoon taiee ! wireless problems. so, yeahh.. dont wanna talk about it. jdii kejahatann plng sjaa.

so, yeshh.. second reason is, i was berbusy juaa this lately. busy withh everything. gambar dii bawahh krg tells everything tuu. no sweat. hee. so, its been awhile tiaa indaa update. jdii blurr plngg kuu. but, i promise.. i'll blogging before i go menghilang besar soon. HAHAH.

wel, as youu cann see the photos dii bawahh, i was bergadong, berpantaii apaa. i am having funn to the very muchh. only god knows how funn i am andd how sad i am masaa mummy when sakit. she even cant walk ho. but, alhamdulilahh shes okehh now. hee. i cried tuu when ive heard mummy teriak teriak kesakitann. but, it ends for 3-4 days sjaa. thank god. :)

since, mummy got sick, i had to do whatever she said. mostly, jagaa-ing imann. masak ? not really. pasal, kakaa was there to as a backup. its tiring laa the most, pasal i dint had enough sleep tiaa apaa. but, since mummy is my black magic women, so, 'for youu i will mum'. thats what wispered on my ears blik blik.

i evenn whenn out withh friends.. youu cann see on the pictures juaa whos im being withh this lately. of cause "the adeks".. hee. *ilovekamukamuu. :D we rock gadong like hell. we even liat movie apaa tiaa. berDDR ?? awuu.. berdrift. apaa yg the bomb dii gadong atuu laa pokoknyaa. but, yg uncooler, indaa tiaa. :P:P HAHAH ! yeshh.. cant deny that. hee.

i even went to the beachh tiaa apaa. shit.. i had funn alot. dii beachh, kamii bawaa sii imannlove. so, that makes me funn berabis. heheh. MAJAL.. but bnr.. sampaii kmii terjumpaa jelly fishh ho. GILAAAA ! macam, first time waa tuu i liat jellyfishh. its macam "seelickcorn". HAHAHA ! liat the photos dii bawahh. thenn youu'll know tiaa. hahah. sampaii badann kuu GATALL tuu ahh !! :S:S merahh merahh waa..

macam, once i told mummy about it, kanaa patann plng kuu mandii. whichh we've been warned so that indaa mandii pantaii. pasal, musem tengkujuhh kaa ? idk.. but, serious shit, OMBAKNYAA KUAT WAA !! tepelantingg juaa badann damit anii. HAHAH ! yessh, i know.. tpii siuk ahh. hee. pasal, it was family's pickinic. hee. not all the cousins datangg pulangg. just few, but.. adek eqahh was there to rock the beachh withh me. TPII, SEKAJAPP WAAA !! but, at least i had funn kann ? hee.

andd yessh, have funn tengok the photos ! adious people. hee. goodienights ! :)

saturday night with them.