late night work.

last few days also, i was dating "someone". but, after midnight kami pnyaa date. hee. so, let me share abit..

it all started when i first saw her on the valentine's day. her smiles melted me. and yeaah.. she makes me wanna come to know her. theres something in her smiles. but, i dint had the chance to know her yet that time. until our second meet. she was scared usulnyaa to talk to me. idk why.. hahah. too sexy kalii ? cehh ~ :P

we did talks eventho i cant really hear her voice that clear. but, we talked. hee. and yeahh, we started Fb-ing, msn and yadaa yadaa.. and yeahh.. she was there when my ex around. and yeahh.. she knows everything alot about me. eventho we bruu kenal. plus, she even read my blog ani macam sampai abis. haah.. her reason was, she wanted to know me that fast. hee.

then, we usually meet up tiaa. and yeahh.. every late night i meet her, i couldnt and never forget. why ? always something good happened. :):) no need details kliahh ? hahah. so, yeahh.. i ever asked her, why she wanted to meet me up juaa ? her simple answer is, "because of your eyes" and she smiled. ganjil muchh.. indaa punn pernah people said that too me before. abis abis punn, your cute laa, apaa laa.. hahahah ! *indaa besyukur ! :P

and yeahh.. last night i was otp with her. so, yeahh.. funn muchh. hee. sambung chat and yeahh.. shes my night guide. hee. *macam macam sajaa.. HAHAH ! perasan kuu, banyak sudahh org begalar ani indaa pedah pedah. hahah. but, yeahhh.. i think i like her. hee.

dii office awal anii berasap. so, i had to stop sampai dsnii sjaa. so, yeahh.. till here then. cheers people. :):)

SAJUUUUUUK ~~

mannnnnn ! its raining todayy ! and shit ! time drumah tdii, indaa labat. so, i 'setaiely' indaa bawaa payung. macam apaa.. sudahh half way ke office, labat tiaa hujann atuu.. like.. WTF ?? kan balik klii kuu lagii ngambil payungg ? time showed that its late sudah punn. so, mauu indaa mauu, had to juaa bebasah. so, yeahh... and yes.. behujann waaa kuu tdii kan ke office ahh.. macam apaa ! basah kuyup waa kuu. cehh ~ kuyup segalaa. sigup lagii ndaa ! hahah. wel, last night, theres "someone" ask me to quit smoking. she said that, its okehh if youu cant, but, more okeh-er if youu do. so, yeahh.. its been so long sudahh org indaa cakap begituu to me. wel, adaa, but teman. anii, my chicks who said that. hee. anyhow.. i endup kajar kajar dii office ! :S:S id wanaa use the net. so, i bouncy bouncy duluu. later will post something good. :) till here th duluu. btw, goodmorning people andd WAKE UPP !! JGN TIDUR ! HAHAHAH ! cheers. :D:D

ex girlfriend yang mencurii !

so, last few days, i was contacting back with my ex yang lama lama berabis. like how long ? my ex since i was in form 4 i guess ? hahah. anyhow, yes.. how the story goes is like this..

last few days, my ex added me di FB. so, i was shockingly plus buat buat happy that she do so. then, we in contact and we meet up. i realized that before, i dint have the chance to know her that well. why so ? pasal, before kami together just for 3months ? atuu punn, antahh ahh.. kan di ingatkan, bagii malas waa..

and yeahh.. so, akuu ambil kesempatan to get to know her kann. so, i did. i even bring her to meet my parents. and yes.. everything goes well. until one night, she was being hayal muchh. tarus tarus thh kan ituu laa ini laa.. come on, we're not even together back yet. indaa kuu mauu juaa. come on ? im not into that buat masaa ani. i did told her that. and yes..

di malam, i was searching for my ipod yang sekadar plus indaa juaa mahal. but, i cant find it. until i realized that it was gone. and yang last memiggang was that ex girlfriend. andd, gilaaaaa ! indaa pandai besyukur. sudahh punn dii barii selipar dari jakartaa. punnn, mauu juaa kan mencurii. no wonder laa, yaa buat hal trus trus. and trus trus kan bekasar. seriously, i would rather ignore that shit then melayan karenah muu ! so, puhhlesss ! *ohh, mann.. that reminds me of adek eqahh ! adek eqahh, abng need youu now ! :(

and so, terciptaa tiaa satu story about sii ex girlfriend yang mencurii. stupid muchh yeaa ? brabisss ! hahah. so, yeahh.. the end ! :P

p/s; JANGAN MARAH MARAH .. :)

true friend.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly


*note kuu curi darii sii qez. hee. lawaaa ! :D:D

random lagii.

morning people. wel, yesterday, i was out lunch with bibi. but, yeahh.. i only go for a drink sjaa. cold coffee. since yesterday was panas. but, it was so random muchh. ngam lunchh time baa bibi called me. so, since lamaa dahh indaa jumpaa him, i layan sjaa. we went to the mall. and hangs sekajap di west street. and yess !! today is his birthday. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIBI" heheh. krg thh mempost about that. hee.

so, yeahh.. i meet some friends di mall. and yeahh.. we talked alot. hahah. life apaa.. and hes going to kl soon. *jangan sjaa lupaa ole ole. :P:P heheh. after meeting him, i blik office semulaaa. adaa alot of works need to be done. and yeaah, eveything was settle. last minute waa org belayar. heehh..

after done di office, i went back home, and iman was there. so, i babysit her sekajap. hee. funn muchh withh her. shes my one and only sweetheart. hahah. and yeahh.. after that, i rememberd that boss asked me to cut my hair. he said my hair di belakang panjang. aiyoo.. so, i cut my hair. heeh.. anii kan org kan memanjangkan. but, its alright. macam indaa pandai panjang balik kan ? :P:P

i took my shower, and i took a short nap. wel, tertidur actually. andd was chatting with my ex. hee. lamaa dahh indaa contact with her. :) and yeahh.. fun juaa punn. and yeahh.. most siuk thing lagii, i was bercomment comment withh my lovely suriyani and her mum and sii kanak kanak. hahah. and yeahh.. yanni's mum berfacebook ho. ohh mann.. so, spoting muchh. how i wish my mum punn pandaii befacebook. andd yess ! her mum is my mummy now. :D:D *sur, dont youu ever jahat to me sudahh. :P:P

then, yeahh.. after midnight i was berhang out with the parents. hee. chit chat before tidur. hee. :) thenn, tdur tiaaa. im with my own world.

im not myself.

wel, last night, i wasnt myself enough. i even dint attend to any function. seriously i was so, not me. i rather stayed alone in my room the whole time. i was out beli ongki, but then, aku seriously indaa sadar where i went and all. antahh.. too muchh think ? down ? messed up ? i just dont know. as i said, baik kuu sorang sorang sjaa.

i even wanted to go to the beach last night. but, im too lazy to move myself around. macam, apaaaan ? stress ? indaa juaa.. just, tireeed. im just tiredd. :/ my mental was blank sungguh. maybe, pasal my work yesterday alum selasai atuu kalii. yes.. im that kind of person. kalauu kerajaa atuu indaa siap, indaa tiaa tantuu. indaa nyaman rasa. but, thank god i did listens to my ipod. at least im not that down bnr. so, i relex my mind andd yeahh.. i end up sleeping while pak robert angkasa did the talking.

i heard a voice tadi pagii.. and people were laughing and all. i was tbgn. and cari-ed my phone and it was 5ishh morning. andd rupaanyaa, pak johnaness wakes me with his silly words, "please dehh aaaa" and i was smiling selajur. and yeahh.. i planed to take my shower, kononnya kan do some prayers. but, i end up to my never land. then, theres some words wakes me.. "jangan menyerah.. jangan pernah menyerahh" then, tengok jam, its 6ishh to 7 tiaa. then, someone knocked my door, and yeahh.. i woke up and tarus mandii. cause i dont wanna be late for work.

done shower, i only drink coffee and off to work. di keretaa lagii menyambung ceritaa. the topic was, sms. "susah, miskin, sombong" all the way to work. even the traffic punn i cann still ketawa ketawaa. haa. and yeahh, reached office around 7ishh to 8. and finished my work that undone. and yeahh.. my day was quite good today. manaa lagii adaa org kambang post something on my wall. so, abit ceriaa laa today. hee. thanks.. andd now, indaa plng kuu ada kerajaa nahh. aiyaa.. end up blogging. heeh.. i feel like smoke break sekajap. since nada kerjaan atuu juaa. so, till here duluu. cheers people. :):) have a nice dayy.

p/s; "awali harii andaa dengan senyuman"

the great night.

wel, chinese new year and valentine's day.. hemm.. i usually not being myself during that kindaa celebrations. mean, as in not sober. but, alhamdulilahh, i was sober and clean. heheh. thanks to double x. cehh ~ hahahah.

wel, during that day, i was at a function and yeahh.. eventho i wasnt in a really good mood, but, its alright. :) and after that, i meet a friend and plan randomly. and guess what ? we went to tutong. hee. meet some great people. knowing new people. and yes, it was funn. i even forget that i was sad. maybe to some people, being that indaa seberapaa, but to me, it was so greatfull to had the chances to meet them all. hee. we talks, we laughs, and i know, that theres also tears behind those smiles. :')

before we arrived tutong, we went to pasar malam. balii food. hee. sii wiraa.. biasaa, kelaparan.. hahah. and yes, we had dinner di tutong. seriouslly, that was so random. but, its alright. gnyaa, yayahh indaa join makann with us. :( reasonnya yaa maluu. heheh. seriously i appreciate much to a friend that bring me to her life story. youu, again i wanna say thank youu so muchh. :) *hugs..

then, after from tutong, i was randomly lagii kan ke pantai. so, yeahh.. kes, menyampati. and yes, indaa rugi.. why ? pasal, theres another story of a friend anii juaa. mann.. im touched when dangar the story of the stars. :') it was fun muchh.. we end up di empire. and yes.. we went to the beach there. and atuu.. kami liat bintang. and that night, ramai couple was there. i was wondering, npaa yaa ramai anii. and yes.. rupaanyaa, i forgot, its valentine's. heeh.. macam apaaa..

and yeahh.. we end up tengok bintang and shared some stories. between me and this friend, takde secret. theres no such things is a secret. why i said that, because i know her story life. which she said, no one she ever tell. so, yeahh.. will keep that till im gone. and yeahh.. i really appreciate to know her that well. maybe not yet, but some. i still need to know her better. so that we can last long friend.

i told her every single story of my life. but, she accept me for who i am. and yeahh, her only words to me is.. " its up to youu wirr. youre life. ko ok, akuu ok. " hee. atuuu baruu kawann !! bukannnyaa kan dapan baik belakang macam apaa.. like, mann.. ambagalaa. hahaha. janjii ko bahagiaa. puaskan thh hati muu kann menjatuhkan martabat org lain. heehh..

and so.. back to the story.. im having fun that night. and yes.. we saw shooting star. and i saw 3 times. yaa nampak sekalii sjaa. hahah. kesiann. :P but, yeahh.. siuk laa. dark night with full of stars. adaa bunyii waves. the smells of the beach. so, nyamann and peacefull sungguh. :):) how i wish i could do that with someone i love. someone who loves me better. and someone that i could fall for until im gone. ohh.. :):) *wiraaa ! capat capat thh carii gf !! hahahah. :P

nahh.. till the right time comes.. :) so, have a nich lunchh people and have a nice day. cheers. :)

HAPPY .......... BIRTHDAY AJEEM !!

hahahah. sorrrry bro for the late late late greet. HAHAHAH. happy .... birthday to youuu. may god belasah youu.. ihh, may god bless youu. hahahah. :P have a nice life to youu. and yes.. i admit it, LUPAA KUUU ~ :S:S hahaah. manaa thh juaa yo, ko jarang juaa contact akuu. ko di contact indaa pandai membalas. so, yeahh.. roger and out. cheers ! ;)

sii hajahh anaa.

Hajah Suriana.

hahah. musuh kuu di bengkel. org dgn kuu kelahi selaluu. hahah. tpii, yaa thh juaa kawankuu nie. why ? pasal, sepadas manaa punn kuu ucap yaa, yaa indaa macam org lain. hee. i believe mun org lain, antahh.. indaa klii mauu melayan lagii sii wiraa anii ihh.. hahah. yatah tuu baa.. different people, different perangai. hahah.

but, seriously, i respect this lady as a friend. :) again, thanks for being my friend jahh. walaupunn ku banyak bulii ko. but, yeahh.. shes a very tough lady. heheh. if she making friends with youu people, better grab the chance. chances only comes once. hee. baik atii niee sii hajahh ahh. tuhan sjaa tauu.

she fun to be friends with. she laugh alot, sad juaa, but.. yeahh.. im proudly say that she is one of my best enemy friend. heheh. why i said so, kamii ibarat apii dan ais. hahahah. semestinyaa akuu ais plang tuu. ibarat kucing dengan ajing. and akuu juaa yang jdii kucing tuu. hahahah. :P

kidding.. she knew that. heheh. kann jahh ? :P bhh, bhh.. adang thh duluu.. krang mikin kambang badannyaa sii hajahh anaa anii. heheh. :P

-temanmuu,
Jushakim Julaihi. :)

friends ??

im just wondering.. apakan sebenarnyaa kawan anii ? cakap arhh kuu, atuu laa, ini laa.. tpi, belakangkuu, like WTF ?? hahahah. kesian juaa tuu hidupnyaa. no ? macam nyaa org, indaa adaa life juaa tuu. sadar kaa indaa tuu yang ko becakap pasal org atuu ? why not youu talk about yourself ? tantuu, ramai lagi org mauu mendangar klii. atuu punn kalau adaa laa ahh ? hahah. mann.. masihh adaaa rupanyaa org cemani anii ? get a job mann.

im not mad actually. just that, kalau kann memburukan org atuu, pandai pandai thh baa.. anii, kadapatan. hahah. alum expert. caniii sjaa, let me give youu some tips, mun rasanyaaa sakit atii arah org atuu, jgn lapas kan arah org, selagi org atuu adaa mulut, yaa akan beceritaa juaa tuu. walaupun nyaamo secret laa apaa laa.. youu cant tutup mulut org. mulut muu dapat ko tutup. so, yeahh.. tutup jaa mulut muu atuu. bebau sjaa. hahah. :P *jgn marah marah..

andd adaa lagii kes, bukan pulang kuu kan bekiraa kaa apaa ahh.. but, come on.. cakap kawan, so i layan youu as a friend. but, the question here, did youu layan me as your friend juaa ? wel, thats up to youu, but yatah tuu baa.. udah begunaa, bruuthh kan contact ? akuu okehh ihh.. melayan ihh. namanyaa kawan kan ? tpi, sebaliknyaa, tuhan sjaa tauu.. macam macam rupanyaa ceritaa yang timbul pasal akuu. mann.. baik thh ko baca bukuu banyak banyak ihh.. seriously mann.. pasal akuu thh pulang kann di bukukan nyaa. aiyahh..

come on, mun ko sudah tdur drumah atuu, kiraa ndaa thh adaa keburukan between us waa tuu. munn sudahh mummy angap ko macam anak nyaa atuu. ani, ko tplng kan belabih ngada ngada ? seriously, get a job..

only someone sjaa who knows what friends are is. gilaa.. appreciate that girl so muchh. hee. youu know who youu are beb. :D how i wishh i could post her pict, but.. yeahh.. gambarnyaa banyak arah kuu, but then, gambar lawa lawa, ngalehh sudahh kan meliat, mauu juaa gambar yg sewaktuu dengannya kann ? heehh.. got that words from FB. hee. copy paste sekali sekala.

bhh semuaa, lunchh time ihh.. enjoyed your meal peps. cheers. :)

ambuyat time.

assalamualaikum and selamat pagi readers. as usual, im in the office awal anii. and yeahh.. i just done berambuyat tdii. hahah. nyaman !! but, yeahh.. not all makan. :( but, indaa apaa. adaa lgii tuu masanyaa. 9months.. panjang lagii masaa.

actually, im about to share to youu all about someone who i really appreciate muchh. shes the best. words cant explain. will post soon about her. hee.

wel, back to ambuyat story, yes.. kmii ramai ramai makan ambuyat, which reminds me of me masa di ppb. makan ambuyat with the whole room. hee. sii kaka menumpahh tuu. big bro apaa. mann, i miss that time seriously. but, yeahh.. time passing by. only memories can be recalled. hee. no matter what, i will always remember that for the rest of my life. cehh ~ heheh.

AKUUUU KANYANGGG !! mummy lagi menghantari sambaal tahai. nyaman muchh. mum, thanks so muchh. i love youu. :D hee. bh, bhh.. back to work.. work apaa !! kann lunchh ihh.. hahhah, makan lagii ? awuu.. badan damit, tpii, makannya banyak. :P sii jubur gnyaa paham tuu. hahah. jubur, i miss youu. :)

bh, bhh.. later post lagi soon. hee. cheers people. and have a very nice day. :D

i make it different ..

hello and good morning readers. wel, im bored now di office. so, yeahh.. beblog thh kuu sekajap. hahah. anwy, yes, lately.. im being busy all the way. huhh.. lalahh brabis. but, yatah tuu baa.. the question here is, cann i have my rest ? i believe, resting is just killing my dreams. why i know this ? its because, my abng told me so. this is not the right time for me to get my rest. why ? because, once i see myself on the finish line, thats is the right time for me to get my rest. which is true juaa. he done that. he knows better than i do.

as i said, i wanna make it different. i wanna have a great life. instead of good life. thats what my rich parents said. :) mun gnyaa tauu cakap, siapaa pun bulehh kn ? we need to do the work juaa kn ? so, yeahh.. as the pepatah told us all, "bersusah susah dahulu, bersenang senang kemudian" :) what we all want is, kesenangan right ? i believe nda org yang anehh mauu kesusahan. and yes.. at first, kuu ketawakan tuu that pepatah. macam apaaaaaan i said.. akuu susah kaa, akuu sanang kaa, so what ? but, rupanya.. i was wrong. adaa juaa banarnyaa panyaa. hee. dont do the same mistake that i did. :)

but, yes.. nothing wrong to do alot of mistakes juaa. mengapaa ? pasal, without mistakes, cnaa tnii kan belajar kann ? heeh.. we always belajar from our mistakes. so, indaa salah buat salah. :)

i wanna ask sikit.. do youu wanna have a better life ? no need to answer me. but, youu can answer it to yourself. what do youu want in life ? is your life. youu the one who drive your life. driving without lesen lagi tuu. so, what ? no one will stop youu. and only god cann stop youu. so, live your life. make a different.

theres a words yang give me semangat always.. it says that, " if youu want to make a different in youu, you must always start in a different ways " malaynyaa, " kalau anda mau sesuatu yang berbeza, anda awali dengan sesuatu yang berbeza " so, its your choice. pick your own destiny. make a story of your life. lets fight for freedom ! make it different in youu. success in life all and have a nice day. cheers ! :D

only success cann create a smile. :)

THE JUSH's FAMILY.


those smiles only created when we succeed. being success in life is more important to this family. yes, i know we can survive. we will and i will. as i promise to my dad, to clear his dept. and to my mum, to built home instead of house, and to my lovely sister to achieve her scholarship. and to my 'luar biasa' brother, i will make youu proud of me bang. thats my big promise to this family. i promise and those smile will gonna be there till im gone. i promise.. deh, meh, pep, bang.. and to my other siblings, abng joy and kaka fozy, i will always LOVE youu guys. youu guys are my everything now and always. i love youu.. :')