Silamat Hali Laya.

salam.
Blogger,

today is the first day of Hari Raya. First of all, i wanna say Happy Raya to all and sorry for any of my wrongdoings inside out.

Seriously, raya this year i really dont feel much of the celebrations at the begining. Nada rasa kn beraya usulnya. Baju raya pun inda memutong this year. But yet, we planned, raya next year, 2012, will be a very great raya ever. I am so sure about it. Im sure, cause abng's sure about it as well.

Somehow, let me share my malam raya story.. To be honest, kalau raya's coming, everyone in the house will be busy much untuk atu lah, ani lah.. Pokoknya, mesti ada kn di buat. But, raya taun ani, yang cematu atu, nada tu. Sampai pengumuman pun mcm, still the same.

We even went out tplng for close pv. Till 9ish.. Then, i went out with my friends. We went to bandar, boreng. Sunyi.. Mcm, yatah malam raya nie ? It reminds me masa dulu dulu yang kmi kalau bulan puasa, helping the parents with their expos. Kalau dulu, sampai malam raya pun org maseh sibuk sibuk. Bandar tah lagi.. But, now.. Sunyi. I really thank God my parents inda lagi involves with their convensional business. Atu risikonya basar bnr.

Then, we went to gadong. They said di gadong ramai. Tpi, sama jua.. Same expos, same faces, but for us, different namelist. :p we were there til not that late, and then i went home.

Reached home, abng, kaka, Joe, and my little sister were in the tv room waiting for me. Rupanya, sibuk sibuk yang ku cari atu, it was at home rupanya. So, besibuk tah kami.

We teamwork to usai the house with full of loves, joys, laughs, ideas, learns, and great things. Then, what makes everything perfect was, my older brother came by to complete the Jush's Family. Its more fun with the works. Team work. Sampai mummy ckp, "Semua anak mummy ada rupanya." with a happy face. Even daddy's happy as well.

Then i talked to myself, "this is it. Malam raya should be happy. Alhamdulillah.." im so blessed and thankful that im in this lovely family. Ngam tia with the words, "raihlah kegembiraan mu di bulan kemenangan." alhamdulillah, im so greatful and happy for what happen. And i believe in miracle. Pasti, Tuhan memberi permintaan kitani kalau kitani sentiasa mengingatiNya.

What happend was, we were enjoying with the house work sampai ada jua yang betiduran. Ada jua sampai selesma. And ada jua yang sampai jdi manager. Hahah. :p so far siuk lah. Inda jua boreng sangat. Yang penting, the parents are happy. Thats the most important thing for me. To us. Is, To create back the smile on my family. :')

again, i would like to say, Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin.

Loves,
Wira Julaihi.

the sadness has gone, the happiness have come.

salam.
Dear Blogger,

seriously, di pagi hari ani i still havent sleep. Im tooooo excited to go KB later on with my group. So cant wait kn merasai sembahyang jumaat disna. Isha-Allah, kalau sempat. :)

not just about that, its about my baby as well. I think i miss her already. Hopefully, this time, tidak akan ada persengketaan. Cehh ~ but deep in my heart, i know we both shouldnt melayan sangat our fights apa. Negatives, is iblis. But, too be honest, being with you yesterday is awesome baby! We laughs alot! We smiles. And even slaps ? ;p *baaaaby!! Imiss you sudah!! :D

what makes my day perfect jua is when i attend tps semalam. Wah, siuk sekali! Its true that, before i never like to be di kg ayer. But somehow, eversince im in this business, i kinda inspired by the story of water village.

Whats inspired me the most tdi was, frm the house we can see the beauty view frm different angles of SOAS' Mosque. Its really beautiful! But too bad i dint take a picture. And i thank God i had the chance to look God's creations. :')

after done tps, we've been served by a great mee rebus laksa kah ? Or laksa jawa ? Idk.. Pokoknya, nyaaaaaaaaaaaman! :9

somehow, i wanna thank God for what happend to me yesterday. Alhamdulillah..

P/s: sayang!!! I is miss you!! :D

Loves,
Wira Julaihi.

Just be patient.

Salam.
Dear Blogger,

Alhamdulillah, my day yesterday was quite amazing. Eventhough theres some issues going, i just patient and accept the fact. Face the problems. Eventho, it can cut me hard.

Somehow, i did posted sudah tdi about my yerterday. Yet, mcm negative, kasar, rude and i might hurt some feelings. So, i just repost it saja.

My yesterday was great. Alhamdulillah, i completed my daily prayers. Wel, to be honest, aku jarang kn completed the 5 prayers. But, yesterday i managed it well. Alhamdulillah..

Daily prayers is always the great time management to apply. Di bulan terahir Ramadhan tah lagi, atu sungguh menyegarkan. Aku sentiasa berdoa,

"Semoga Tuhan membukakan pintu hati kami untuk selalu menyembahNYA."

Wel, as we all know, prayers, thats when we ask Him for a better life, and thanks Him for still living. Alhamdulillah..

Walau seburuk mana pun keadaan yang terjadi, i believe that, semua dtgnya dari Tuhan. Tani hanya mampu mensyukuri, and pray for the better. Eventho it hurts so much. Its just part of the deal. Dugaan. But everything ends with positives. Alhamdulillah..

So, ptg tdi i did jumpa orang and just to pinjamkn CM. Then we share ideas, applying what i reads, and build relations. Its soo good to be positive with people. :D

Once done, i went home. Lepaks with the siblings while waiting for sungkai. Then, sungkai, pray and enjoying Mummy's Cook with them. I felt so blessed tdi with the environments. Alhamdulillah..

After done with my isya', something bad feelings attacked me, but.. I tried my very best to accept it. Eventho, it hurts, i just patiently face it, and thank God i got my HM tdi. Mengaleh my focus to my goals towards my dreams. And the meeting when well as His willingness. Alhamdulilah..

We even discussed about our next step and making 3months ahead pnya table. Its great. Hilang negativity..

"Thinking positive is the real key to success."

So far, my yesterday was alright. What makes it turned great was masa tdi subuh. While waiting kn sembahyang, kami dream building. Abng, me and the parents. It was soooo awesome! :D

Sama mummy tah lagi, wahh! Siuk sekali.. I really excited when it comes to dream. Somehow, i got new dreams. Alhamdulillah..

Aku bersyukur mempunyai keluarga yang amazing. Mana my dad is a Choleric Sanguine, and my mum is a Phlegmatic Melancholy. I love my family. So much.. :D

wel, i think im gonna end it til here. Cause my book is waiting sudah dari tadi. So, til here then. Cheers!

Loves,
Wira Julaihi.

When theres a will, theres always a way.

Salam.
Dear Blogger,

I had an amazing night sampai kesahur. Its miracle. As you know, ive been in a messed up situation, but aku mensyukuri di atas pemberianNYA and i believe by the terms,

"Theres always a Rainbow, after a heavy rain."

Yes. Selalu ada pelangi setelah ribut taufan. Or i should say,

"Selalu ada Hikmah, disebalik kesukaran."

What happend to me was, seeeeeeeeeeeemmuaa tah salah nie. Atu, ani salah. Everythings wrong. Failure! But somehow, i learned that, every goods and bads datangnya dari Tuhan. Kitani harus mensyukuri walau seburuk apa pun yang menimpa kitani. We need to be strong. How ? Simple, with the guides of our everydays prayers. We all knew that frm the begining when we were kids. But, yet.. Some people just forget it and some might dint apply it well. So what happend to me was, aku diberi dugaan tentang hubungan. Seriously saying, i learnd alot frm it. Like, How to calms your feelings. How to handle the fights. How to react to it and how to accept it. Alhamdulillah, dgn berdoa, dan meminta pertunjuk, aku di gerakkan untuk mendgnr, dan membaca sesuatu yang positive, alhamdulillah aku mendapatkan solusinya. For example kalau pasangan tni bermasalah, tani kurangkan masalah. Inda perlu menimbulkan lgi masalah. Because,

"The problem is not the problem, the problem is how You solve the problem."

Its make sence right ? Bhapa lgi kn membuang masa memikirkan masalah ? Its better to focus the solution. What happend to me, i got a big slap after i read some frm buku 'Lima Bahasa Kasih' by Gary Chapman. Atu pun bru ku baca sikit. Mun ku khamtamkn, antah bukan kna slap saja kali, kna tumbuk terajang kali. But why not if its for our own good ? Pokoknya, its settled. Alhamdulillah. But, not just that. Once we sabar, tni akan diberi hikmah. Bukan saja satu, tapi pilihan. Choices..

"The more you give, the more you get."

What happend was tdi masa sahur, aku mendapat ilmu and a good news about how to bigger my business. Its really amazed me and i called it the secret. Alhamdullilah.. I got new goals to achieve. So, i might membusykan masaku untuk berjuang in the name of Allah, berjuang in the name of my Family, and berjuang for a Great Life with the one i love. Success to you all and never forget your prayers. Cheers!

Loves,
Wira Julaihi.

Part of the deal.

salam.
Dear blogger,

i don't know that, am i strong enough to face it already ? The answer is, i don't. But, somehow i noticed that, everythings was given by God. Need to accept it with an open mind and heart.

My everyday is getting not-so-cool eversince she's being rude and when she's enjoying the pain that she created. But, i know myself that, it's just part of the deal. Just accept and face it.

My sleep at night is not-really-okeh eversince that breaks. I usually melted myself whenever she said sorry. But, yet.. I don't know. It's nothing hurt but a pain. Yet, time will heals the broken. InshaAllah.

To be honest, being without you, it seems like i can sees you everywhere. Everytime i closed my eyes and i can't keep my eyes off you. But the feedback frm you that make me strong. Which i know that i should be. But, i'm lost.

Alhamdulillah, my everyday prayers did save me. Eventho, my prayer for you are still the same. Which i think i should stop it already. Why should i did that when i realized, i'm no longer her's.

I'm the one who letting you go. Why ? It's just that you knew i hate people supprised me with bullshits. You knew that i hate people to dare me. You knew, but you make it happen.

I know who i am. I'm not that great. I'm not that perfect. But, eversince 17th months and 5days been together with you, make me realized that, its not about being perfect, but how we find ourself on a perfect path of life.

I can see my future with you. Thro the dreams we had made. Thro the problems we've face together. Everything. And that makes me still thinking about you. Which i know that i should stop already. But i couldnt.

What makes i said im a "empty heart", thats because you took my everything frm me. You sucked it thro our kisses.

Seriously, i also don't know what to do already. As i always remind you, "sabar", but you never did. So stuborn to fight back for nothing but hurts. Thats when you made me leaved. Why can't you just 'sabar' with my appearance in your life ? I know you do have feelings too. But, you knew who i am. Thats just it. Everythings gone now.

Im just a nobody until i meet you, and loves you. You made me somebody with all your support and all. Somehow, i thank God and i appreciate you for been there in my life. I know that i still need you. I even know that i still love you. But, whats the used of loving wall that hopes to forget me ?

Somehow, i thankyou so much for making me strong to face my future with someone else. And for me, its always been you. No other than you, baby. But now, that someone else is only my family. And i pray for your journey to reach the top for your studies and your lovely dreams. Make your dreams come true dear. :')

p/s: i love you.

Loves,
Wira Julaihi.

In a Nutshell.

BE A LEADER.

A leader's job often includes changing your people's attitudes and behavior. Some suggestions to accomplish this:

PRINCIPLE 1 - Begin with praise and honest appreciation.

PRINCIPLE 2 - Call attention to people's mistakes indirectly.

PRINCIPLE 3 - Talk about your own mistakes before criticizing the other person.

PRINCIPLE 4 - Ask questions instead of giving direct orders.

PRINCIPLE 5 - Let the other person save face.

PRINCIPLE 6 - Praise the slightest improvement and praise every improvement. Be "hearty in your approbation and lavish in your praise."

PRINCIPLE 7 - Give the other person a fine reputation to live up to.

PRINCIPLE 8 - Use encouragement. Make the fault seem easy to correct.

PRINCIPLE 9 - Make the other person happy about doing the thing you suggest.