i'm here ;B

heyy, sayangg :D

well im on your blog awal ani plus imma bit frozen jua cause meliat your pictos yang dulu dulu ahh.. hahah macam apaa. stalker girlfriend mu anii.
i didnt mean to stalk punn, tak da niat ;p sesaja since im jobless awal ani di rumah aunty noreen. so yeahh. hahah alasann tiaa

umm, anywayyy.. i really miss you!! you know that?? nyehh.. and just to remind you, besok don't forget to come. okaayh?? i hope you can make it.. hmmph ohhh yessss! wanii blank sudahh. atu saja kali aa?? hee

alright.. i love you ;)

Part of the deal ?

Today, i learned something. I learned how love must sacrifice in many ways. This is just part of the deal. Yes, what ive been told, is true.

Once, someone said to me that, if youu ask god for happiness, he will gives us sadness to get thro happiness. If youu ask god for get enough money, he will gives youu poor to get thro richh. So, yeahh.. Its truee. Just part of the deal. Or dugaan should i say ? Nyehs..

And yeahh, what im try to tell here is, just my relationship. I pray to god and ask for happiness for our both families. Longlive to our both families. And until today, me and my girlfriend were randomly planed to meet up. Which, it ends to complicated ?

It all started when i was out with daddy. Daddy wanna cut his hair, so i joined him since i wanted it too. So, yeahh.. Went to bgunting, while chitchat withh my hunny. Then, we wanna meet. Just being random. Since i miss her so muchh, then why not right ? Then, she askd me to text her dad. Which i did. But then, no replies. And yeahh, shes otp with babahh and he said, maxicant. So yeahh.. Its a no. So, i was cool withh it.

And then, i received a msg frm her mum saying that, *something* which, i was too highh to accept it. But, then, i remember my what my baby once told me. If i do love her, i must love her family as well. So, since i respect mami, i just followed whatever answer it should be. And yeahh.. Since that, my body's goes drop dead weak.

Then, i asked my baby either she loves me or not, and she said yes. And if she does love me, i know she might do anything for me as i did that to her. But then, she finds out that her mum texted me. And yeahh.. She seems okehh with it. So, yeahh.. I went out to find some food. So, i cooked and makann. My phone was in my room. I was chitchat with my baby. But then, shes gonee. And i received textmsg frm her saying that, she wont be around for today. I was like, mann.. This is not happening to me ! ;(

then, no words cann sayy. Here i am, stuck alonee. With no one to cry on. Even fiffy wasnt around. Im home alone. Then i shut my eyes, saying.. This is just part of the deal. And i thanks god for hearing my prayers. ;')

in case youu read this my love, just so youu know that, no matter how silent i am gonna be, no matter how different our relations after this gonna be, and no matter how hard it takes, i just want youu to know that, from the bottom of my heart, i do love youu everyday since i still cann breathing. *sighh.. And am doing all this is because, i love youu so muchh juaa syangg. Just so youu know that. And last but not least, all i ever wanted frm youu now is just to be good and study smart while youu cann and make mami proud of youu. I know youu will do that syangg. And also, i want youu to think of me.. And i will think of youu, always.. ;') im sorry if im not around whenever youu needs me. Im sorry and again i love youu, iwani. :') be happy..

Lots of love,
wiraa julaihi.

I miss youu..

Mann.. I miss my baaby ! So damn muchh. ;(

i miss her touches, i miss her kiss, i miss her lips, i miss her smiles, i miss her stares, i miss her voice, i miss her everything ! I miss my girlfriend so muchh !

Baaby, i miss youu sudahh. Eventho your not around, but then, i know youu will be good there. Think of me. And i know awal ani, fifaa worldcup's fever is on, but then, i dont care about that. All i care is that i miss youu, and i wishh youu miss me too.

I know its late awal ani. But, yeahh.. Youu know why punn. I wont feel any comfortable when youre not around me. But somehow, my mind always remind me to think positive and thats what youu askd me too juaa kn ? But, yeahh.. I just miss youu, like, brabisly !

I try not to act like a kiddo who doesnt understand what is missing all about. But surely i know that im missinglove youu awal ani. I know its kindaa annoying, but then i dont care ! All i care is, do youu miss me there too ? I wishh youu do, syangg. ;')

and yeahh.. I just wanna let it out syangg. Since i cant contact my baabylove, so yahh.. It might help sometimes. And yeahh, was hopping to see some photos of youu there. Hee. Wel, my eyes said, hes sleepy. So, i guess it ends here th sjaa duluu. Then, goodnights all. To those who watch wc, do have funn ! Cheerious. ;D

My monday.

And so, its monday. Kononnyaa kn krajaa laa nie. But, then.. Indaa tbgn. Wel, tbgn.. Its just that, i was too tired. My body was weak. And barat rasanyaa kn bgnn. So, it was 6plus. Juaa lgii, kononnyaa kn sembahyang subuhh tdi, but then, indaa menjdi tiaa juaa. So, yeahh..

Then, i wokeup around noon-ishh. Then yeahh.. Since i was takut terbuang waktuu, i prayed for my zohor prayer. Then, i took my lunch and mandii. And shanaa was drumahh withh fiffy. Then, liat dvd in my room. So, since fiffy kn jln so, i bring along shanana with me. Pasal, i was gonna agaa my cousin. So, agaa my cousin, then drop shanaa home. Then, we went to masin. And yeahh..

Blik krumahh, menyampati asar. Then, my cousin blik. Then, got tea time with the parents. We talks, chitchat, bergossip segalaa laa pokoknyaa. It was funn, when youu had the time with the parents. Thats what i wanted. Just a time withh the parents, the family, the one youu loved. To have the quality perfect family time. I even want that to be happen in the future. A perfect family. Thats what she wanted actually. And as i promise, i will make it happen with guide of my prayers. And if theres god's willing aswell.

Anyhow.. While waiting for magrib prayer, withh the parents, then sembhyangg, and yeahh.. Stay drumahh sjaa membangang. Then, mummy mintaa antar ke rumahh my bungsu. And yeahh.. Since isyak was at 7.47pm, so i drop mummy at bungsu's tiaa. And now, im home alone drumahh. Nyehs.. Niniboy is out.. Kajah's not around.. Fiffy's not at home.. And the parents are busy with their business matters. While me, im gonna have my time alone for awhile. Since, my baby's gonna do some revisions, so yeahh.. To youu, belajarthh bnr bnr. And dont ever forget to sembahyangg syangg. Everythings gonna be just fine, lovee. I love youu.. Incase youu read this, by now.. I miss youu awal ani. Just be remind.. Hee. Just, contact me when ever your free dear. Ily, iwani. ;)

ohh.. Deep plng kuu nahh.. Nyehs.. So, yeahh.. I think sampai here thh sjaa duluu yes ? Im gonna hit the jack pot. And yeahh, a goodnight to all and have a nice sleep. Cheeeerious ! ;)

from the bottom of my heart

babe, i was on your blog againn :D i have my break kejap then continue belajar. i'll text you later.. hee

here, i just wanna share a bit :) right what, couples is always in trouble. isnt it? wiraa ever said to me ''it is part of the deal'' so yeah, i agreed with him.. dont you? we have to face it, no matter how hard it is. well thats not the point to make our love lessen.. cause love wont be less, if we are not willing for it.. some couples would say to their lover like ''daybyday, my love to you is getting less'' thats dumbass for who ever used those words. seriously, the fact is love will getting more and more, never less and never too much :) and it wont stop. unless, youre dead, then you'll stop. right?

and remember, love is like life. it isnt always happiness, it can brings a little pain sometimes, but when we dont stop living, why should we stop loving? so, just do the right thing. yes, sometimes it might hurt, but if it is right thing to do then it is necessary.

well, when the first time i saw wiraa, i was literally speechless because he got the eyes which make me fall on the best side of the world of love.. from the day i met him, i wanted to know him more better and now, i appriciate what ive got.. finally, he's mine.. i wish he'll be my first and last.. i believe he will, as long as we trusted each other *kan sayang? ;) that time, i thought im in love.. well, i know that time i dont even know who he is. but, thats what my heart told me. yeah, because heart dont lie..

as the time flies by, i still can recall back the moment when our eyes contact each other.. he changed back the real me, which is used to be really me.. and i thank god because he appearin my life when i need someone to fill this emptiness, to cure the pain that i had :')

wiraa, i love you either its wrong nor right. no matter what happen, although its good or bad, i wont stop loving you sayang. even we're so far away, im sure i can still feel you.. just by hearing your voice and laughter can make me feel better.. ohh man.. i miss you so baddd sayang! ;( nyehh..

umm.. maybe thats it. byebyeee.. i wanna continue some revisions first. then, becinta sama si wiraa.. *winks.

Give thanks to Allah.

I realized that, we should thanks Allah for whatever we do, we did, and things that we dont. In may ways, we should thanks Allah for everything. So, since its monday, and new weak, on a new monthh. I've decided to pray and thanks Allah for still wanting me to live my everyday. So, i did. Its happend when my brother once tought me how we was shocked when he reads the al-quran's translation in englishh. And he tought me how life is gonna be easy if we just, being honest, truth and yang sewaktu dengannya. So, frm that i realized that, this is the time for me to do whatever we asked to do it. Like, the prayers. Atuu punn, we human dint kerjaakn. But, yangg perkaraa indaa wajib we lakukann. So, yeahh.. I know im not that perfect to say this, but yeahh.. We still cann always ask for forgiveness to Allah. Since we're still cann breathe. So, im as a muslim dude, i needs to do what my rights that been given by god. No other time, but now is the time. Before its too late. Before deaths reach us. So, now is always the time to move, to wake up, to be on a right way. A way that guide us to the place that we couldnt have imagine. A place that we ever wanted. Kesenangan, kebahagian, everything is gonna be there. And yeahh, i doing all this because this is what ive been told to do so since i was a kid. Everyone does. But, did we obey it ? No, we just ignored it just like that. See, how sombong human being is. They did appreciate that they are still living on His earth. So, start frm now on, we need to say thanks to Allah. For what youu are now, today. So, pray since we still cann. Pray to god. Always pray. Insafth.. We should insaf.. -ends.

(:

um.. haaai! im iwani. just to let you guys know.. hee.. wiraa asked me to post something awal ani, then i post lah.. so, here. i wanna share about what happened today.. its not much, but yeahh.. asal ada :)

well, me and wiraa was planning to go out today, which we make it at last.. then, as always before going out, i should tell my mum about it. so yeah, i told my mum that i wanna go out with wiraa.. mum was okay, but she asked me to tell my dad jua.. so, i told both lahh tu.. nyeh..

i called my dad after that and yeahh. he said, let the one who took me jalan, call him.. i was like, fine then. after otp with my dad, i told wiraa about it.. and, blablabla at last wiraa called tia.. then, my dad said, okay.. mau tau apa wiraa kata? katanya '' uncle.. wiraa ni, kawan wani. boleh ku bawa wani jalan? kan mem photocopy passyear paper '' hahah * photocopy jua lah sayang.. lepas tu, my dad kata, jng akhir balik. blablabla..

after wiraa otp with my dad, he textd me. katanya, my dad suruh.. well, at first i was like, am i dreaming awal ani? duhh~ siapa jua percaya, my dad tah lagi sometimes inda suruh keluar rumah when he was not around.. afterthat, wiraa get ready, so do i. then after few minutes, wiraa was otw to fetch me sudahh..

we met tia. we dont know where to go actually.. haha passyear paper be photocopy sudah.. at last, we're heading to empire, wiraa bawa lihat sunset.. nicee.. we and not forgotten, we took some picture of us di sanaa.. will upload it soon..

around 6plus i think, we off from the empire.. heading to gadong, wiraa nak makan. but then, tak jadi tia. my adik textd me, suruh balik.. so i have to jua.. dalam perjalan, we talk talk. talk about my past and stuff and yeah, otw to my place, wiraa decided to eat first.. so, i followed him.. *kesian perut wiraa lagi kosong ;p heheh then since wiraa ada mention nama CAM tadi. makan di CAM tah kami, di serusop :) after done our dinner, wiraa drop me at home.. and yeaah.. we do talked for a while..

weeell, atu saja kali. haha takut nanti kelamaan wiraa menunggu :D

Auburn - PERFECT TWO lyrics
Verse1

You can the peanut butter to jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can can be the captain
I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that's I feel on our first date

You can be the hero
I can be your side kick
You can be the tear
That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin

B sec

Don't know if I could ever be
W/out u cause boy u complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
Your th straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
And your the one I wanna marry

Hook

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for u (for u)
U take th both of us of us (of us)
And were the perfect two

Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
Were the perfect two

Verse2

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

B sec

Don't know if I could ever be
W/out u cause boy u complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
Your the straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
And your the one I wanna marry

Hook

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for u (for u)
U take th both of us of us (of us)
And were the perfect two

Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
Were the perfect two

Bridge

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that u smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Bsec1/2

Cause your the apple to my pie
Your the straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
And your the one I wanna marry

Hook

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for u (for u)
U take th both of us of us (of us)
And were the perfect two

Burbler | Auburn - PERFECT TWO lyrics

What is love ?

Love ? What is love ? What is love to youu guys actually ? As yourself, and answer it in your heart. Youu knew the answer. Its just that, we action it wrongly. Like, some people would hate loves, some would take advantaged on loves, and mostly people think that loves is very undescribes thinks that we all know its wonderful. But then, why cant people just admit it by letting it out, being honest, no secrets, just, be yourself. Live your life. Be for who youu aree. And love for who youu are. Withh the help of believing on His' words. Im so sure it might helps for what we ever wantedd. Own it.. Its yourself, youu create it, youu start it, and youu ends with it. Theres a words says, "once youre in, youu cant get out!" but then, why dont we just finnish it ? Finnish what we've started ? In any possible things youu ever done. Failed, its not the ends. Mistakes, its not the problems. The problems is YOUU ! But then, until when youu want to messup the relation ? Until when guiltyness cann be lasted ? Until when youu tears down alone ? Its just, stop it already ! We have brain to think, frm we we're kids we've been guide to school. For what ? To learnn things that we dont know.. So, since we knew it, we do it. Action it well. In positively ways. Love must be wonderfull. Just feels it, eventho youu cantt. Taste it, eventho youu need to work hard. Own it, eventhoo it hurts soo muchh. Just, prayy quitely in your heart. Everything will be just finee. Right me if im wrongg here. Mistakes, always came alongg to happiness, smiles, successs people. The problems aree there actually. How unsuccess are youu, even success, the problems are still there also hunting us downn. So, to us is just to think it wisely and finds the solutions. No matter how stressfull youu might be, but there's alwayss an answers to anyy questions.. Just, remember that ! Thats where, learning is important. We learn things that we dont know.. Learns how to live in a wonderful lifes. With no hates, stress, tears.. Only the happy tears run down your facee. That is love life we ever wanted, dont we ? Cause i do, i deserved it .. We deserved it so muchh betterr. With god's willingg. It will bee somethingg.. Something wonderful.. ;') right me if im wrongs.. This is just some sharingg. Cheerious thenn. ;D

Its just me.

Man, yesterday.. Really are a blast. I wokeup awal and attending to a meeting, then when the meeting ends around 12ishh. I went back home. Was expecting to ngadate withh her, but, cannot. But, its alright. As i always said, it was just part of the deal. As in dugaan. :')

then, by 3ishh, i went to bondaa's. Kusyi's birthday. And yeahh, was having fun there withh all them cousins. And akuu kenaa nyanyikn birthday songs lgii tuu. Mcm apaa ! Hee. Thanks guys. Keep on rocking ! ;D

then, after dri snaa, we went to gdg. Me and fiffy. Then, yeahh.. Just get wasted there. Then, meet some friends there. And guess who i meet there ? Sii ayam kesiann ! ;D ohh, i miss ituu budak. And congrats to youu to have a boyfriend sudahh. Happy for youu. :') and goodluck for whatever youre heading yam. *peluks.

Then, i even meet ddy. Long time no see him juaa sudahh. And yeahh, was quite funn yesterday. And thanks again for people who greets me. Youu know who youu are. Appreciate muchh that kamuu. :')

then, around 8ishh, i wanted to go back home, which i just remembered that i got meeting to attendd. So, i rushed ke qlap, and yeahh.. Thank god, it was just started juaa. Then yeahh.. The meeting was on til 10ishh ? And atuu.. :') at the end of the function, kajah asked me to came up on stage, then she asked me to sing and dance. I was like huhh ? Shocked brabis.. They said, my face was pucat. Nyehs.. Then, everyone in the room sing me a birthday song. Aww.. I appreciate it so muchh !! Then my kakaa, bwaa cake to me. Mcm apaa ! I got setup ! Hahah. Then, dj fauzan bacaakn doa selamat and it was so blast. My tears started to kluar when i realized that this is what i wanted. Complete birthday celebration withh a doa. Thanks guys. Appreciate it so muchh. Only god knows how my thank youu all. :')

after all that, i went back home. With the cake. The cake was nyaman btw. Thanks to kakaa for that. Then, yeahh.. Reached home, i terus bkurung dblik. I was weak actually. Tired i believe. Then, berehat sekejap. And yeahh, was chitchat with my syangg til i fall asleep. Im sorry syangg. Eventho i say it blik blik. Still, seriously.. I am sorry. I wake youu up, but im the one who fall asleep. I was just weak. Lamah my badan and all. :']

then, i tbgn around 7ish pagii tdi. But then, i dint go to work. Why so, my badan sakit brabis. Lamahh.. Then, i went back to sleep. And now, i am wide awake sudahh. And yeahh, tonight.. I got function to go. Should i say my night class ? Hee. And also, maybe krg patang, i go kerjaa klii. Insha-Allah. :) again here i wanna say thanks thanks thanks to everyone who ever greets and remembered my birthday. Appreciate it. Tpii, hadiahhkuu manaa ? Heheh. ;p *kidding.. Bh, i think sampai sni duluu my post. Hee. Good afternoon semuaa. Cheers ! ;D