nothing's.

its 3ishh in the morning now. im still wide awake. its juat that, im thinking too muchh right now. heeh.. about what ? its banyak.. first think, is sii janahh.

sii janahh ? what about her ? wel, shes someone who incontact with me this days. whichh, theres something going on between us. wel, i do like her muchh. shes baik muchh to me. but now ? hemm..

she makes me worried ! i dont want her to think about it. i tried many ways to not make her like this. should i say, sad ? wel, yes.. but the silly thing is, she got me indeed. im the one who kusut and all. like, i dont know.. dont she get me anymore ?

ive got my reasonn why im not that incontact muchh withh her. wel, shes doing her o'levels exams. so, why should i bother right ? but, she never gets me that. mcm, many times i told her, i hint her, i mentions her that.. her exams is more important than me by the time being. o'levels waa tuu. :S

ive been there. and that makes me worry about her. i dint really done it well tho. and i dont want that to happen to her. what ? if shes fail, im so sure, i'll be the blame. im sure the parents will blame me. which i say, if.. but, i really hope, it'll goes on the other way round. aminn ~

ohh andd yeahh, to them who took o'levels as well, i wishh youu all a very goodluck. hee. back to her, i know that she tot that im getting weirdo this lately. yes, i know i am, youu. pasal, i dont want youu to get disturbed by me. sii jannah tahh lge. mudahh terlalai. cant deny that.

just remember this, no matter what punn, i'll always try not to lose youu janahh. just dont make me wanna do it. whichh i know youu dont want it that way right ? just, i understand your situations awl anii. so, please.. cann youu just understand me back ? thats all i want it from youu by now.

and yes.. i miss youu always.. :') no need to be worried. hee. *hugs her..

and for the other things that i tot is.. huhh.. i just dont know how to start. hemm.. -out.