love life.

hemm.. im bored and i feel like blogging. so, here i wanna share abit about my love life story. why im being single awal ani ? thats because, by now, im nothing to be proud withh should i say ? awuu.. ndaa kann di banggakann ihh. but, yeahh.. sooner or later, who knows kann ? only god knows better. let me tell tell what happend and what ive been thro laa ahh ? hahah. awal kuu becakap dii snii, munn rasaanyaa tersindir kaa apaa, mintaa maap thh kuu andangg awal tuu ahh ? hee. :P

before, way back school days, i do having funn withh my love life. tauu laa.. kanak kanak masehh kann ? indaa tauu papaa. plus, monkey lop lop nyaa org. hahah. cintaa monyet ? heeh.. bidaa bunyiinyaa. tpii, iskii tuu time kanak kanak ahh. manaa lgii surat segalaa. menulis pakai penn harum laa. indaa cukup, dii anchit perfume lgii tuu. abis abis jiwang, pakaii badak lgii tuu. HAHAH ! wel, indaaa tauu kamuu laa ahh ? i did cematuu. bercintaa time ugamaa lgii tuu. pacahh ihh..

manaa lgii kanaa cap nie dahii anii. 'playboy' ? atuu yaa.. indaa plng jdii kebanggaan. but here, i wanna luruskann laa ahh sikit. manaathh juaa ahh, bini bini anii lainn species nyaa. rapat sikit sjaa, udahh mudahh fall. awuu.. akuu lgii duluu atuu easy come, easy go. what i mean is, easy to fall inlove, and easy to let her go. heehh.. im not blaming myself for that. know why ? pasalkann, binii binii yg bekawann samaa akuu kann ? so, indaa juaa salahh kann tuu ? tpi, yatahh tuu baa. rapat sja, kanaa anggap boyfrined laa apaa. wel, tauu la duluu atuu, pangkat boyfriend atuu, kiraa couple laa tuu ahh ? cehh ~ monkey lop lop ihh..

andd yg paling calii lagii, asal sjaa kuu rapat samaa chicks lainn ahh, baaah !! bergossip girl tiaa sorng sorng. manaa cakap akuu curangg laa. apaa laa. ituu laa. ini laa. sampaii tiaa knaa bgii pangkat playboy. heeh.. munn dii pikir pikir kann ahh, logo playboy atuu, its a bunny waa. akuu bukann bunny kliiahh ! sii athh yg bugs bunny anii. tpii, yaa adaa his ownn lolaaa sudahh. so, yeahh.. sii ashraf, donald duck tuu. yaa pnyaa daisy ? indaa tauu laa ahh.. andd so, me ? tantuu thh mickey mouse tuu. HAHAH ! andd, minnie mouse kuu bnyak ! hahah. should i say, minnie mouses ? :P ndaa laa. kidding. one andd only minnie mouse i had is, the girl who pakaii white bjuu andd adaa gambar minnie mouse tuu in the middle standing. bowhh !! npaa tiaa kuu over beceritaa pasal disney anii ? hahah. tpii bnr tuu, sii athh, bugs bunny, sii ashraf, donald duck and me, mickey mouse. indaa cayaa, came to my room andd tengok yg sii athh draw on my woodwall. hee.

so, atuu.. apaa tdii ? playboy ? heeh.. ndaa laa. just that, im being friendly to chicks. indaa kann bejahat klii ? hahah. unless, drng yg bejahat ! :P jahat thh kuu jua tuu ihh. cehh ~ so, to be honest, before i dont evenn know how to love people andd all. biasaa laa, i learn from my mistakes andd paham juaa kuu laa abit abit. hahah. until, i meet someone who block my eyes to sees other chicks melainkann iaa laa ahh ? andd yeahh.. pkir, yg yaa thh nie yg the one. but, kecundanggg juaa ahirnyaa. it happend masaa my last year in college. college ? awuu ihh ! soas college klii ahh ! jgnn indaa galat. bowhh.. labihh ! hahah. so, it lasted for a year plus laa. sekajap ? bulehh laa. tpii, parahhnyaa baa batahh. pasal, for me, shes the one and onlyy kann ? tpii bnr, she took my everything. andd tekeduhungg tiaaa kuu teringatkann iaa atuu. since today is her birthdate, so, againn, a happy birthday to youu. may youu had blest withh all youre wishes. :) *jgnn kuu dii tanyaa apaa tekeduhung anii. indaa kuu pham either. tpii, pasal bunyiinyaa calii andd luann luann brunei hantap, pakaii sjaa tiaa. hahah ! :P

so, i moved on. i did. tpii, antahh.. since that thh, i learned something about love. how love being drugs to me. how addicted i am. how funn i was andd everythingg laa pokoknyaa. but, in the end ? aiyoyoo ! it ruined my life to the very very. hahah. see, cann youu people see how jahat is love is ? love is drugs. so, yeahh.. i realized how cant move on i was, is masaa i meet someone last 3years ago, she loved me. but, me ? :/ i do likes her. but thenn, jaraa waa kuu sudahh kann becintaa samaa org yg kuu bruu kenal apaa anii. but, adaa siuk nyaa, adaa buruknyaa. so, this girl i meet atuu, macam antahh ahhh. she keeps blaming herself tplng laa apaa. so, macam. why not kann ? kes kann moved on laa nie. tpii, indaaa juaa ihh. kecundangg as well. lgii tiaa. brapaa days kaa sjaa. dapat dii kiraa. :/ indaa waa love atuu dii hatii. i tried my best to carii punn, still no luck, so yeahh. im sorry sjaa. whichh i know, sayingg sorry is the onlyy easy word for me. but, yet.. hard word, alum kuu tecarii nyamoo.

andd since than, i beingg single for an ages. hahah. ndaa org begunaa. :P andd yeaa, actually, theres someone im in love withh. tpi, tpii.. antahh ! as fiffy says, "abng, youre being coward !" its just that, i had enough sudahh waa kann melukaakann hatii kuu yg fragile anii. atuu yaaa ! jiwangg ! HAHAH. tpii, bnrr waa. munn thh kuu gtauu yaa tdii i love her deep deep, lurusnyaa sukaa blik indaa apaa laa. munn nyaa indaa baaa ! awuu.. merahh bijii mataa ihh ! hahah ! so, baik beingg silent sjaa kann ? tantuu waa.. nyaa org, biar dirii sakit drii tnii nyakitkann atii org. indaa jaaa ? indaaa ! pasal apaa indaa ? pasal, people has feelings juaa. bukann nyaa sii wiraa gnyaa. wel, i know that, tpii.. yatahh kuu single single sjaa awal anii. org sukaa akuu, sukaa. indaa, indaa. being random sjaa. going withh the flow. but, some mouthh says, siuk bercintaa anii. andangg siuk. gnyaa, atuu laa. advantages andd the disadvantages. mestii mengharungii bersamaa laa. indaa jaa ? jaaa ~

flirty sjaa kann ? tantuu.. andd yes, ngam tuu lguu R.Kelly ahh. hahah. tantuu indaa sakit waa. awuu, indaa plngg sakit, tpii perasaan drngg baa. bnrr ihh, perasann kamuu, but, i never asked for your love, did i ? indaa pernahh ! but, still i appreciate plngg for those who ever loves me. :) *lapas bacaa anii, jgnn kamuu larii ahh ? :P kamuu as in chickass. hahah. lol. but, yeahh.. i keeps on meeting someone since kejadiann yg tidak memberangsangkann withh my late ex. tpii, no one punn ever membukaa the door to my heart. unless, org yg adaa kunciinyaa. :P baik juaa kunciinyaa indaa ilangg ihh.. HAHAH ! andd so, i learned bnyak stuffs about this L O V E. cintaa. hurts apaa atuu, tantuu laa kann ? we had to face anything. andd never give up kann ? andd also, knowing without trying ? that thing doesnt work on me. but, kamu kamuu, cubaa laa. find your true love andd be happy withh them.

andd one more thingg. i realized, kids masaa anii, yg bercintaa cintaa dii mall, gadongg apaa tuu. shit.. i really adore them. why ? kanak kanak masaa anii different. once drngg bercintaa, i cann see that drng atuu, sepanuhh hatii waa. what i mean kanak kanak atuu is, to those people yg below 18 laa. yg underage still. tpii bnrr ihh.. deep waa drng once bercintaaa atuu. indaa macamm zamann kamii kamii. gnyaa, kebanyakann org adaa niat dii hatii yg jahat laa. for guys, fcuk andd runn atuu perkaraa biasaa udahh. lamaa dahh dii dangar tuu. tpii, jgnn silap, bini bini punn cematuu juaa ihh ! bini bini niatnyaa, lick and leave. thats just bullshit. tpii, yatahh tuu waa. thats just life sebenarnyaa. ive been there. but, now.. ngalehh waa kuu kann cematuu cematuu atuu.

why im coward tdii ? thats the thing. how girls ngucap lelakii anii atu laa, inii laa. but, indaa sadar yg drngg atuu lgii dahsyat. munn dii pikir pikirkann ahh, lelakii anii indaa gatal munn binii binii indaa lanjii. so, sorry to say, but.. try to think widelyy. munn binii binii indaa menggodaa godaa waa. ndaa lelakii kann merabaa rabaa. cehh ~ rasaa juaa kann merhymekann atuu ahh. hahah. but, so far so good laa. love is great when we understand it wildly. ihh.. wisely. :P but, if not, it will be drugs. but, dont listenn to me laa. im not really good in this shit juaa. so, againn im sorry if theres anyy touchy touchy andd all. rude maybe ? apaa apaa laa. im sorry and people, god bless youu. :):) live your life. cheerious !