when youu, against me.

so, here i wannaa share sikit about, when people, who is your own fcukingg friends, beingg someone different, just to kenaakn us, ourself and i.

sebatah batahh kuu berblog anii. wel, its been 4months. ive learned how shes beingg shit, how her being bitchh and how stupid friends are being pretenders. i wont mention who. siapaa terasaa, sorry sjaa. and i even learned how your love is just a lie to me. sakit ? i should be.. but, if dipkirkn bnr bnr ahh, why so i be in this sakit shit ? youre just nobody to me. what ? my friend ? taie laa ! is that what youu call a friend when drngg sendirii yg against ourself ? pkai namaa atuu laa, inii laa, apaa laa. tpii, knaa patann juaa masehh ! dont youu think youre just wastingg your golden time ? mann.. i just kesiann bnrnyaa. i understand how alone, bored, kusut, sasak and all youu are. but, come on ! your friends are not your games to play. im not your barbie dolls. akuu bukann bonekaa youu know. if youu thought so, fine.. i am your bonekaa who had brains to think, and hearts to feels.

be yourself baa munn kn bancii org atuu. anii, buat atuu laa.. ani laa.. no need to fool around when youu dint had enough tools. jadii bahlul sjaa ko kn ? i know laa, some, adaa yg melapas garam laa apaa. tpii, think waa ! arahh org klii ? indaa budohh kn tuu ? wel, as i said blik blik, im not perfect and so do youu. so, yg kmuu kn sakit hatii bhapaa ? we're just the same.. human beingg. lainn yaa yg adaa boobs and all that. tpii, still.. tnii manusiaa waa. ko adaa hatii, akuu punn adaa. ko adaa feelings, akuu ndaa klii ? see.. kmuu kn bancii org punn, what for ? so that, kmuu atuu jdii ratuu ? rajaa ? jdii taie lalat adaa laa ! indaa plngg bebauu ihh.. tpii, taie juaa masehh namanyaa kn ? mehir juaa tuu.. so, im not beingg busy body kaa apaa. just, think before kmuu do atuu baa. bulehh bejahat.. wel, people cann do mistakes. menipunn sunat kaa apaa.. tpi, jgnn ketaraa. ani, tarangg tarangg. dont youu think, macam pedahh menipuu tuu ? bnrr, akuu indaa plngg apaa. bancii punn kuu indaa. apaa kaa.. just, menagur sjaa. calii waa..

manaa lgii yg mauu mauu kn jdii perfect sanggat atuu. kn meluruskn org laa apaa laa. munn ko sendirii biut, cnaa org kn pecayaa ? alum kuu tejumpaa nyamo org perfect dii duniaa anii. nabii nabii lgii buat silap. ani, kauu tplngg kn setaie melurus luruskn org. bnr ihh.. at least youu care laa. apaa laa. alasann kmuu gnyaa tuu. so, here juaa i wanna sampaiikn to youu that. all of youu must adaa DTA. means, dont trust anybody.

ive been usingg that since ive been told by abng. i was still schoolingg tuu klii. whichh, bnr baa bgunaa. the more kuu percayaa cakap org, the more paloii baa dirii olehhnyaa. siapaa juaa mauu paloii kn ? thats why thh tni sekulahh. teachers lain laa. atuu, the teached us about something we dont know. atuu punn, some teachers adaa yg buat mistakes. see ? still juaa.. blik blik baa. indaa pandaii miss tuu. manaa lgii yg mintaa attension ! atuu, lgii tiaa. kn mintaa kesiann, tpii ihh.. antahh ihh !

why not kmuu just live your life and share the happiness samaa org next to youu. tantuu no harm doingg. pasalkn.. if kmuu thh kn bersecret secret ahh.. bnr ihh.. bejanjii laa apaa laa. but one day, munn arhh org kmuu bersecret secret atuu kn membukaa mulutnyaa juaa, apaa kn kmuu buat ? cubaathh ? mulut org, kmuu indaa dpt tutup. but we cann shut our mouthh instead. am i right ? yatahh.. apaathh lgii yg mistakes, wrong doings apaa tuu. abis abis jdii issues. tauu laa org melayuu anii. yg hal damit sejumput punn bulehh jdii sebasar bumii. yatahh bgii malas tuu. so, why dont we stop that shit.. buildup something good and yg tantuu mendatangkn faedahh ? doesnt mean, akuu suruhh kmuu jdii selfishh. but, talkingg about selfishh, indaa salahh baa sometimes. its your own lifes. so, who cares ? ko kn pedulikn org punn, munn ko sakit, bukannyaa org lain yg feel the painn. ko sendirii juaa kn ? so, yatahh tuu ahh.. be yourself. go withh the flow. happy go lucky. tantuu.. pray alot ! think about your own future. and just remember, DTA. dont trust anybody. believe in youu. so, lastly from me, rock your life ! \m/

ps; 'life is hard, when youu think its hard.'