when i was before.

hello. and haii peopo. this few days, i realized that im not being the new me. cehh ~ but, yeahh.. im back to my confort zone. nyehs ! wheres my dreams go ? did i let away my dreams ? truely, it still is. no one cann took away my dreams just like that. but, just.. im scared to fight for it. which i know that i will.. untill.. :'D

so, last few days, i was out sjaa.. i even missed alot the functions. i forgot about my future. i was so, so me yang duluu. dint care whatever i go and wanted. but, tebuat yangg success atuu, kuu lupaakan ! bimboo muchh ! wel, the story goes when, we're invited to a birthday party. biasaa.. once im invited, my bestie bibi indaa dpt tinggal tuu. nyehs..

so, yes.. we were invited, which in the end, we end up indaa jdii. adaa reasonnya yang tertentuu. nyehs.. but, kamii adaa backup. cehh ~ plan punn adaa backup ! macam apaa.. hahha. so, the backup plan was partying with the sisters and friends. and so we did. fun juaa laaa. awuu, andangnyaa.. tebuat yang indaa membarii success atuu, siuk tiaaaa. :/ npaa kan tuu aaa ? anwy, the party was on and im not being myself. i so nyams muchh.. and melayann menarii waa tuu. hahah. :P:P

party party.. we end up ke laparann. hahah. so, as bibi always said, "menguluk mee tnii" yang berti, makan koloo mee. hahah. and the best kolo me is arahh kadaii kuu. hahah. not my shop plng. but, the name pakai nama kuu. hahah. di kfc. as in kianggeh food centre. hee. so, we all eat eat and memanat muchh ! hahah. memanat as in menyanyii macam org gilaa and all. but, seriously, that was funn !! hahah. lols.

and yeahh.. since its getting ahir-er, we sent all the kiddos home, and yeahh.. jalan jalan sekejap, then pulang andd tidur. hee. before tdur, i was berdating with my babyy. hee. thats is more siuk-est. hahah. :P *loveyouu, babyy. hee. i miss her right now..

anwy, the next day.. i supposed had a meeting. but, i dint attend it. but, after lunch, i was out samaa bib. and yeahh.. kamii benyamann. hahah. so, jalan jalan and kamii singah pantaii. its been awhile juaa sudahh indaa benyaman di pantaii. hee. :P:P melayan melayan, then, we bounce ke gdg. and since bibi wannaa meet someone, so, yeahh.. we go gdg. but, borenggggg ! why ? pasal, ndaa adek eqahh ! kalauu kamuu ke gdg, mestii adaa adek eqahh. why so ? confirm happening. hee. *kann love ? :P

so, since we're bored, we random plan meliat movie. hahah. we watched date nights. since sorng sorang cakap siuk brabis, i dont wanna miss it. so, we watchh it. and yes.. siuk gilaa waaaaa ! brabiss. sakit waa parut kuu. hahha. lurus tuu nyaa sii jubur aaa. hahah. bergadong bergadong, sampaii 10ishh. after 10ish, bibi had a called. and its urgent. so, we stop by somewhere in brakas. andd meet his brother.

not that just happend. what happend is, akuu bad trip !! keretaakuu bemasalahh tiaa juaa. peleroy ! heehh.. i still remember bibi cakap, "yatah tu nahh .." hahah. macam apaaaa ! mauu indaa mauu, terpaksaa baa bkrajaa. hahah. menyasal ! :S after that i terus balik rumahh. and it was 11ishh klii. so, yeahh.. berchitchat samaa my babyy, and yeahh.. endingg waaaa kuu. tetutup lagii phone kuu tuu. aiyooo.. cancel plan slajur ! nyehs.. why ? when i opened my eyes, it was 4ishh subuhh.. hahah. which, someone did waited for mee. *im sorry, youu.."

but, yeahh.. then i chit chat with my baby that subuhh andd mann, she really did made my monday with a smilee ! hahah. *iloveyouu, syangg ! hee. :):) atuu kann i really hate mondayy. but, now.. macam, happy monday tiaa jdiinyaa. cehh ~ heheh. manaa juaa indaa happy.. datang office lgii trus kenaa transferd ke section lain. siuk ! hahah. then, lunchh lagii tdii kenaa blanjaa.. makann escapade lagii tuu !! ohh, myy.. HAHAH ! SUSHII WAAA TUUU !! NYAMAN ! hahah. *thanks to mazran btw.. hee. thanks bro. ;)

then, after lunch, i singgah sekejap jumpaa sii juburkuu. pasal, yaaa mintaa tapauu. so, yeahh.. hahah. sii jubur ! busy yaa nyaa. :/ hee. but, its alright. :):) and now, im at my new office should i say ? endup, blogging ! hahahahah. like... what ?! hahah. panat. so, yeahh.. moral of this post is, once youu in a comfort zone, its really hard to get out without trying so hard. "kenyamanan, adalah kegagalan !"

sampaii di snii duluu, selamat petang all. and have a nice mondayy ! cheers ! :D:D