Friday 10 December 2010

She always said that, "its only a dream. Its sleeping's games."

One day, she told me that she had a bad dream as well. But, all i know that, both of us cried in that dream. Which we endup our relations. Its a year plus ? But then, today, i do had a bad dream as well. In that dream, we had a happily life already. But yet, she had to study overseas. The day she move to OZ, i meet a long lost friend. Who is that girl is my exgirlfriend's cousin. And that girl used to be my admire way back in school. But then, yeah.. She just got back frm graduates frm KL. Which shes asking if i live alone or what ? And that time, i do. I had my own appartment. So, she wanted to supprise her family that shes back in Brunei. But what happend is, when she live with me, we got imbushed by the polis and we had to marry each other. ;s and yes, that was a very big supprised to both our families. And thats sucks. ;s but, since me and my girlfriend promise to each other that, nothing can stop our relations. So, agreed or not, both me and my friend had to marry. But then, what happen after that is, eversince we got married, i've lost contact with my girlfriend. Which, my so-called wife who incontact with her. Which i dint know that at all. Waiting, waiting and waiting for my girlfriend, she dint even showed up. I always keep her promise not to make out with other girls, until my so-called wife's mother really wanted to have grandchild before shes gone. But, luckily my so-called wife, understand about me and my girlfriend. But, then.. Thats her mother. And shes my mother inlow. So, yes no yes, we have to had child. Then, thats when my love started to built up to my wife. And i realized that, how patience my wife for this years waiting for my love. Day by day.. My love's getting bigger to my wife, until she give birth to our first baby girl. But yet.. She passed away. Thats when i realised that she had virus on her brain, which thats why her mother wanted atleast a child frm her own daughter. Then, i went back home, and for the first time, i enter our room, which i can smell my wife's perfume. And the room was tidy. Smart as i always wanted. And even, she dint even sleep on our bed for this few years. And i saw a box next to the bed, and yeah.. Everything was in the box. She wrote every single day that how much she wanted me to be around her, but then she respect my decisions for waiting still and hoping my girlfriend to come. But, then.. The ring door bell. I went out, then the door been knocked, then again, and again.. Then, i heard my mum's voice, "wiraa, bgnth.. Kn sembahyang jumaat lgi.." then, i open my eyes, i realised that just a dream. Alhamdulilah, i dint hanyut far away.. And thank God that im still awake and thank God it is just a dream.

P/s ; my baby always said, thats, "sayang, thats just a dream. Mainan tidur saja tu." and yeah, i agreee with you sayang. I love youu.. :,)

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