Tuesday 22 November 2011

good becomes great, bad becomes worse.

salam and morning blogger. Seriously, ive been off the limit this lately. Lost everysince i received that msg. But somehow, alhamdulillah, ada bisikkan azan memanggil.

I learnd that, life must have satisfactions. Once we get satisfied, people who's we're dealing with also deserve it like we deserved. Whats worse is, when we felt the satisfactions but, people don't. Thats obviously goes to the term of jealousy.

Last time, i went to Time Square with a friend. And there i saw the actors frm Malaysia. And seriously, i saw one of the artist's girlfriend looks jealous when her boyfriend taking pictures with different girls. But, frm what i can see, thats just part of the deal. How she humbly just shut up and sit there quitely. And she understand that she deserve that at first place. Artist ? She couldnt do anything.

Then i think back what i did wrong. Its alot! But, with God's will.. After what happend between us, i managed to learn and contacting back all the girls who has been with me just by saying sorry for my any wrongdoings. Thank you, and thank God for what happend. Alhamdulillah.. Eventho, its not all.. But, dgn izin Tuhan, i'll find my way to say sorry with the guide of my prayers.

Perfect ? No, i am not.. Just that, everytime i face Allah with my prayers, i felt like im being myself. I was sunked and lost in my love life. I dint blame love, but love doesnt stands for, Legs Open Very Easily. Then i realized how easy they were and also how easy them to move on. Oh God, kids nowdays.

But, whatever happens, it always frm Allah. Either we take the chance to learn, or just leave it and having fun with the sins ? Its your choice.

What i learnd lagi, bad things, negative things, easily influenced them. But when it comes to good things, positive things, people just ignored it without thinking. So pitty how they dont wanna take some chances. But again, only God knows.

Idkw i post this, but.. Im just being random lately. Being phlegmatic should i say ? Tau ikut ikut saja.. Nyehs, stupid!

Somehow, i am back on track. LS are just around the corner. Need to focus more, and dream more bigger! To have my own twins babies. ;p Oh, i just love babies! Hahah. But, sabar saja. Now, Im focusing more to Umrah 2013. And by that time, i'll get married. Insha-Allah, dgn izin Tuhan. :)

"Dimana ada kemahuan, disitu ada jalan."

have a great day everyone. God bless. Cheers!

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