with the help of God's willing.

dear blogger,

its true when she said that, "eventho we're not together, deep in our hearts we will never be apart."

true! I also cant deny that. And seriously, i thank God that you accept me back for who i am. Alhamdulillah..

Im just a lost dude without no future when youre not around me. Cause baby, i only can see my bright future when im with you. When i see your smiles, laughs, and even with all your kisses. I felt my future is getting nearby. Our future. Its clear much.

Somehow, when youre not around, i can still feel you. I can see you everywhere. Eventho when they talk about Sydney next year, i only can see you clearly. Its like, worth for me to fight it. Or should i say, atu patut diperjuangkan.

Seriously, i cant deny that im sooo madly inlove with only you. Eventho theres alot of misunderstanding between us, tears, sadness and hates, but its funny, the meds for all these problems is being with you. We both knows how to find our way back together. I really appreciate that.

I even thank God for giving me the chance to love you. Not just loves, but i had the chance to understand myself and to know who i am. Alhamdulillah..

Honestly, i learned alot frm you. Mostly i learn how to be sabar. Eventho its never that easy, but yet it happens to me. I even learned how to control my feelings towards you, towards lifes, and towards everything.

I even realised that mum, always support us dalam diam. Idk what she saw in you. But all i can say, shes always being supportive when it comes to our relations. I thank God for that.

Eventho im not that great in your relatives' eyes, but yet i appreciate your fighting so hard to be still with me. You are a figther in me. You inspired me with your struggleness just to have me. Thank you, God. :')

somehow, i hope theres never too late for me to say, im sorry. And again, i really am sorry for what ever happens to us. Im sorry, love. :')

this time on, it makes me promise to myself that i will take care of you as i promise to your mum at the begining. I'll try my very best to understand you very well. Cause i know baby, youre worth it to fight for.

Lastly, again i wanna thank God for letting me to love you and grow with you. I really am thankful for whatever happens between us. Theres always a way, when we have the will. With the help of God's willing. Insha-Allah..

Incase youre reading this post baby, i also wanna say, i always love you with all my heart. I sayang you.. You can reply your loves by texting me right now to my phone. I'll wait, no matter what. And i always love you whatever it takes, Iwani. I love you.. :')

<3's,
Wira Julaihi.